Long time no update. Sorry for the absence. Been working on new stories. Attempting to do a new story every month with a chapter update a day. It's sort of working so far... mostly except for when I forget my update a day but I've set an alarm and am doing so successfully. My current story is called "3 Months". Feel free to check it out. The chapters aren't super long like this sorry, but that's because it's 1 update a day. I have this chapter your about to read and am almost done with another for this story. I am trying to get at least two chapters up for each story I have posted before so if you follow me stay tuned. Without further adoo:

"7 days! It's been 7 days and they haven't found us!" Maya shouted back.

"Maya they're coming!"

"You don't know that!"

"Why are you mad at me? You're the one who fell off the damn boat!"

"I was pushed! You're the one who jumped in after me!"

"Because if I hadn't you would've died!"

Maya instantly became silent.

"No Maya- I didn't mean it like that." He said instantly regretting his words.

She had tears in her eyes.

"That's right. I forgot. All this is my fault." She said angrily. Tears threatening to fall. "I made you fall in love with me. I made you cheat on me. I made you date other girls and I made you jump off that damn boat! Everything is always my fault!" She said now with hot angry tears streaming down her face.

She stormed away to god knows where.

"That's not what I meant!" He shouted after her. He didn't chase her though.

They only had each other on this island. He needed space, she needed space. There was tons of space on this stupid island.

He doesn't know how long she was gone, but when she returned she didn't say much. She didn't look at him either. She sat down by the water looking out at the sunset, then followed by the moon. The breeze wasn't very strong, but just enough to keep Maya cold.

"You'll get pneumonia if you stay down here." Lucas said behind her.

"Maybe that's what I want." She said lowly. "They're not coming for us anyways."

"They're coming."

"You don't know that."

"Were not arguing about this again." He said assertively.

"Whatever." Maya said shivering.

"Your cold."

"I'm not. Could you just go away."

"Why are you giving me the cold shoulder?"

She didn't say anything.

"Maya, I'm not going away. We're stuck out here together and all we have is each other and I'm so tired of fighting with you!"

"We don't have to talk to each other." She said.

"I can't do that. Not talk to you. All I ever want to do is talk to you!"

"What?" She asked looking at him.

He sat down next to her.

"All day, every day, I just want to talk to you. I want to go back the being best friends. To being there for each other. I miss you."

"I miss you too." She admitted.

"Then why do we have to be at odds with each other? Why can't we just get along?" He asked.

"I can't just forget about everything that's happened. There's too much!"

"I'm not asking you to!"

"Then what? What do you want from me!"

"You! I want you god dammit!" He shouted. "I want you with me. I want to hold your hand and kiss your head. I want to be able to wrap my arms around you whenever I want. I want to be able to shower you in presents and kisses and love. I want you!" He took a deep breath. "I want you." He said looking into her eyes.

Maya opened her mouth to say something, but nothing came out. She searched his eyes. She didn't know what she was looking for. Sincerity? Sorryness? Love?

She didn't notice that he had grabbed her hands. He must have done it during his monologue. Now he was holding them. Stroking them with his thumbs lightly. She looked down at their hands. She missed that feeling. His warm hands wrapped around hers. It was the best feeling in the world.

She looked back up, straight into his eyes. She found that he hadn't looked anywhere else but her.

She doesn't know what came over her, but she lunged forward smashing her lips into his. This wasn't an "I missed you kiss" or an "it's been too long", this was a heated passionate kiss that was leading to more.

Lucas's hands were wrapped around her waist and she had hers around his neck wrapped in his hair.

They were kissing passionately.

Maya moved so she was now straddling Lucas. Everything was getting hotter.

Maya's shirt was now gone, the cold breeze now touching her bare skin.

Lucas was giving her small kisses all over her body. Across her chest, up her neck, leaving multiple hickeys, and back to her lips.

May started pulling at his shirt. She would have ripped it off but who knows how long they'd be on this island.

They broke apart for only a second so he could pull his shirt over his head. Maya pushed him back so he was now laying down. She started returning what he did to her. She sucked on the skin of his neck and gave him kisses all down his body. She was working her way down his abdomen starting to fumble with the button on his shorts.

This is when he felt the need to take control.

He flipped them so Maya was the one on the ground, him hovering on top.

She had her hands running through his hair and down his back. She was pulling his closer to her. He pushed down and ground against her as she gasped and moaned.

She continued to fumble with the button of his shorts.

"Wait." He said breathlessly pulling back.

"What?"

"Are you sure?" He asked.

She took a second to answer.

She nodded her head and pulled him back in.

Lucas moved his hands down to her shorts now. He unbuttoned them and slipped his hands inside.

Maya gasped at his touch.

He moved his lips from hers down to her neck. He wanted to leave his mark, and he knew this for sure was the way.

He gently massaged her as he continued to suck on her skin.

He palmed the juncture between her legs. He stroked her languidly, sucking on her neck.

He was teasing her. Slowly dipping his finger in but not far enough to where she wanted him to go.

"Ohhhh." Maya moaned as he pushed in a little more this time.

"I can stop if you want me to." He said breathlessly.

"No. Don't stop!" She breathed pulling his lips to hers.

He began to pump his finger inside her slowly.

"Oh my god." She breathed pulling away momentarily.

She kept her eyes closed, wrapped in complete bliss.

"I've wanted to do this for so long." Lucas said in between kisses.

"Maybe I've wanted you to. Oh fuck yes!" She said as he slid another finger inside.

His pumping was perfect. Consistent and sensational.

"Don't stop!" She breathed. She arched her hips up closer to him. She wanted more.

"You're really wet Maya."

"Oh my god!" She breathed. He started in just a little harder this time. "Ooooohhh, fuck yes!" She said as he continued faster.

"I've wanted to hear you scream my name for sometime now. In a car,"

Maya gasped getting closer to her climax.

"Against a wall," he said in-between kisses.

"Oh my god please don't stop!"

"In my bed,"

Soft whimpering moans escaped Maya's mouth as she was reaching near end.

"Oooohh…. Oh my god!" She screeched.

It was time.

"Maya I love you." Lucas whispered in her ear.

"Lu- oh my god! I'm gonna-" she couldn't speak right.

Maya's breaths were short and rapid. She couldn't breath at all, not right now at the height of it all.

Lucas smashed his lips into her as he began to finish her off.

Maya pulled her lips away from his as she reached her climax. Her nails were digging into his back as she let out a high pitched screech.

Lucas slowed down after that, letting Maya get her breathing under control. He could feel her heart racing.

He removed his hand from down below and brought it up to cup her face. He held his forehead against hers as he gave her small slow kisses.

Maya didn't say anything while she got herself under control.

"Are you okayy?" He whispered.

She nodded.

"I think we need to start over." She finally said. "Forget fighting, forget the past. Just you and me from now on. I'm willing to try."

"I can do that." Lucas smiled putting his lips back onto hers.

The heat picked back up again.

This time, no holding back. As they made out Lucas pulled Maya's shorts off and she finally was able to get his button undone.

"Wait! Wait Lucas!" She said pushing him back a little.

He looked at her confused. "We don't have to-"

"No, it's not that." She said. "I just- this…"

"Is your first time." He finished for her.

She nodded. She didn't want to seem scared.

"Just… go slow. Okayy?" She asked.

He smiled. "I'll go as slow as you want. And if you want to stop just say when."

She smiled. "Thank you." She whispered.

Lucas laid small soft kisses along her body. He wanted to make sure she was comfortable… well as comfortable as you can be in the sand on a deserted island.

When he entered her he could've sworn his heart stopped. She gasped a little. He asked if she was okayy, and she was. She was more than okayy.

After everything was said and done, she cried.

"What's wrong?" He asked worried. "I would've stopped. You should've told me to stop."

"Lucas." She said sniffling.

"I should've known you were uncomfortable." He went on.

"No Lucas." She said grabbing his hands from flailing around.

"I'm sorry." He said looking into her eyes.

She smiled and laughed a little. "Don't be."

"Then why are you crying?"

"Because I'm happy."

He was confused.

"We may be stuck out here in god knows where, but I'm happy! I'm happy it's with you. I'm happy that know one is here to tear us apart. I'm happy that we-"

"Can finally be us." He finished with a smile.

She smile and nodded tucking some hair behind her ear.

"Yeah, that we can finally be us." She finished.

"I'm happy too." He smiled wiping the tears from her cheeks.

"I've always wanted you and you only. And I don't care if we get rescued or have to stay here forever, nothing can keep me from you anymore."

Maya cried harder. Lucas just held her and kissed her head, the very thing he said he wanted earlier.

Day 17:

It had been happening more and more. It was all day at random points in the day.

She and Lucas were just talking when it first happened. She got hot all of a sudden and needed to throw up. She ran for the near by bushes or whatever they were.

She upchucked all over them.

Lucas held her hair back as she did.

"Okayy okayy." He said as she continued.

After she was finished, or hoping she was, she stayed bent over. If she moved she would puke again. She just knew it.

She straightened up a bit, but it was a mistake. She nearly fell over from how light headed she was.

"Woah woah okayy." Lucas said as he caught her around the waist. "Are you okayy?"

"No. Yes." She answered.

"Okayy, how about we sit." He suggested moving them away from the plant bush things.

He helped her ease down onto the cool sand.

"Better?" He asked.

"Sort of." She answered focusing on her breathing.

"I think your dehydrated. We haven't had any proper food or water in weeks." Lucas said somewhat upset.

Maya wasn't saying anything. She didn't know what to say.

"Do you think?" He started to ask.

"No." She said quickly.

"How could you possibly know."

"Because I know my own body." She answered.

"Maya-" he sighed.

"No Lucas. Just… no." She breathed.

"We shouldn't have- we weren't thinking."

"I wanted to!" She exclaimed.

"But we should've been smarter!" He yelled back. "Maya were stuck out here in the middle of no where and we did something stupid and now you could be pregnant!"

"You think having sex was stupid?" She said vulnerable tears starting to fall.

"No- Maya." He said reaching for her hands.

She pulled away. "How could you say that? Did you even mean all those things you said?" She cried. "I waited for you! I wanted you to be my first!"

"Maya I didn't mean it that way." He pleaded. "Sleeping with you wasn't stupid, just the fact that we did it with absolutely no means of protection. Please stop crying." He begged.

She was so emotional and she didn't even know why. Maybe it's because they were stuck on this shit island, maybe it's because she couldn't think straight with anything that had happened. Maybe it's because she was pregnant and wouldn't admit it to herself.

Lucas wrapped his arms around her as she cried. She buried her face into his chest and just let all the tears go.

"I want to go home." She cried.

"I know." He whispered into her hair. "Me too."

Day 19:

And there she goes again. This was the 4th time today. She was starting to think he was right, maybe she was pregnant. She was going to have to face this. But how? She's stuck on a deserted island, possibly pregnant. This was not the time to be starting a family.

"I found some fresh water." Lucas said as he came back to where they made themselves comfortable. "How are you feeling?"

"Not good." She admitted drinking some of the water. "My stomach is in knots."

Lucas put his hand on her forehead. "You feel hot."

"Were on a deserted island. Of course it's hot." She spat.

He couldn't help but smile. "That's not what I mean. Your temperature, it feels high."

Maya closed her eyes, she felt dizzy.

"Woah." Lucas said catching her before she could fall back.

"I'm okayy." She said.

"Your not. You need a doctor. You haven't been okayy for days."

"There's not much we can do out here Lucas."

"It just makes me mad! We've been out here for nearly 3 weeks. How much longer are they going to take?!"

"I told you. They're not coming." Maya said.

"They're coming. And they need to come soon. You're sick."