Y/N stand in the porch while looked up at the sky when she hear a footsteep approaching her. She look in the direction the sound came and see Khun walking closer to her.
"is something happen to Bam?" her body stiffed and her face show concern
"no, I just want to take a break" Khun answer casually
"ah right, wait so who watches Bam now?"
"no one" Khun answer while leaned back againts breezeway and looked up at they sky
"what, why you leave him alone" Y/N upset see Khun casually leave Bam alone
"the doctor just check it out and won't be too much help although we stand there"
"what if he wakes and no one besides him" Y/N looked at Khun
"there's a nurse watch over him, they will call for us"
Y/N sighed hard listen to Khun explanation, eventhough she hate to admit it he was right, she turn around and lean her chin on the breezeway then closed her eyes.
"it's been 3 days and he remain unconsious, what should we do Mr. Khun"
Khun just stay silent for a moment then ask Y/N
"Do you think he will waking up"
"of course" there's no doubt in Y/N's voice
"what if he won't get up again?"
"I will wait for him untill he wake up"
" you care so much about him do you?"
"hm" Y/N nodded her head answer Khun still closed her eyes
"why you so attached to him?"
"I think it goes same with you, that was his charm, Bam can even make someone to change his goal just to follow him right Mr. Khun"
Khun didn't answer her question, maybe she is right, there's something about Bam that's so pure that make them attracted to him.
"so you change your goal just for him?" Khun ask her try to hide his curiosity
"No Mr.Khun, he just completed it, Bam make me find my 'life purpose'" she smiled softly still closing her eyes.
Khun glance at Y/N when she said it and it was his first time Khun see her in this state and when he see her smile pink tint cover his cheeks, he is glad that she still closed her eyes.
For a few moment they just stand there in silent enjoying the accompany of each other when out of nowhere Khun voice break their silent.
"then why you let this thing happen? You can stop it, but you chose no to why?" Khun glance at Y/N, but she still closed her eyes.
Khun remember when before Bam use shinsu to attack the leotard suit Y/N was stand and watch closely, looks like she wait for it to happen.
"because I need to confirm about something"
"what do you mean?" Khun looked at Y/N
She sighed open her eyes raised her head put her right elbow on the brezzeway then lean her head in the palm of her right hand then tilted her head so now she looked at Khun.
"I can feel it, when Bam going to use a shinsu, I can feel before he used it, it was so shocking to me to even know that Bam can use shinsu but more confused me is how I can feel it"
Khun looked at her confused
She sighed then scratch her head
"Mr. Khun when you can feel shinsu for the first time?"
Khun furrowed his eyebrow
Y/N smile to see Khun reaction, she came closer to Khun and whispered it to him
"I cann't never feel what you called shinsu before, not as something you can see or feel in ordinary life or as an attack, shinsu never affected me before, no matter how strong, it will never going to taking affect on me"
Khun was shocked with what he just heard ' is something like that ever happen?'
"like the shinsu wall used by Mr. Lero ro before and the small test you take with your previous team?" Khun ask her
Y/N nodded her head "right, some people think I just have a strong shinsu resistance but it's not like that, I cann't feel it at all, The Shinsu"
"why you tell me all this?" Khun furrowed his eyebrow
"because I think it was time to tell you and I choose to trust you".
Khun eyes wide open when he heard it, he cann't believe it, when everyone else choose to avoid him but Y/N and Bam trust him, are they have lost their mind, don't they know who he is
"don't you know who I am?" Khun speaked out his mind
"of course I know, at first I choose to avoid you but Bam trust you and I trust his decision plus when I see what you do for him I think I can trust you, so that's way I choose to tell you all of this" Y/N answered with confidence, her glance was unwavering that's make Khun smile a little.
"well actually I trust one more people that I hope he can enlighten me, right Mr. Lero ro"
Khun surprised with what Y/N just said and he followed her gaze and see Mr. Lero ro come out from behind the wall inside the room, he then walking closer to them
"eavesdrooping including as a crime Mr. Lero ro" Y/N smile at him
"I'm sorry I don't know that the conversation getting serious, so since when you know that I'm here" Mr. Lero ro smile sheepeshly
"since the start"
Mr. Lero ro smile hear her answer but suddenly his face become serious and he looks at both of them
"I need to talk to both of you in my office"
And after Mr. Lero ro said it, now three of them sit in Mr. Lero ro office
"so can you explain it to me"
"I'm afraid I also don't know much, they" Y/N shake her head than started again "I mean people who lived with me said at first it was an accident when they know about it, so to make it sure they will ask me to stand in the middle of the room, many people will come in front of me, they do nothing to me just stand for a moment then leave, at the beginning I don't understand what are they doing to me but I started to grasp what they were doing when I look around, the ground beneath me destroyed as well as the walls around me, sometime we go to a big room and sometime to a cave. Wherever it was all around me were destroyed when they finish. it's looks like from day to day they are increasingly surprised to see a girl who standing still unaffected by power who can destroy everything. Not only that, my movement is faster than people in general and I'm a lot more stronger. They said it as if the gravity didn't affect me either. That's way they always said that I didn't belong to this world. I never care about what they say before and even now I still don't care"
"in fact this was also the first time I ever heard about this kind of thing"
Y/N nodded her head
"but you said you never really care about it right?" Mr. Lero ro try to cheer her up and once again she nodded her head
"then why you tell me all about this?" Mr. Lero ro ask curios.
"because Bam" Y/N sighed "maybe it's strange to said it because I never really feel it, but the shinsu I remember was cold, dark and destroy everything, but it's all change after I saw shinsu that Bam use, he makes me feel something that I had never know before in wonderfull way, the shinsu he have it feels like a warm breeze blow through me, it's alive and full of power, like a fire" Y/N smile "even when he hurt that lady I still can feel the warm inside it because I know he do that in order to save Rachel, but so many question in my head that I cann't understand, how I can feel his shinsu and I never felt it before, why him? And how is possible for Bam to have that power? He's not from one of 10 Great Family so how?" Y/N looked at Mr. Lero ro in confused
"do you ever heard about an irregular?" Mr. Lero ro looked at Y/N seriously
"yes, someone who open the gate to the tower with their own power" Y/N answer seriously
"it's so rare for someone who have the power to open the gate by themselves usually a regular was chosen by the administrator, but in this tower history there's some people who could do that, and there's a prophecy says that an irregular has tremendous power to overthrow the tower"
"and Bam is one of the irregular you told about?"
Mr. Lero ro nodding answer Y/N's question then looked at her seriously.
"well I'm afraid you too, right Miss Y/N"
Y/N eyes widen, she sighed and nodding
"an irregular is a dangerous person because of his power, even one man known as a monster,then what about you Miss Y/N?"
"I just want to make Bam's dream come true that's all"
"and whatif that means you have to break the rules of the tower?" Mr. Lero ro looked at her intently
Y/N keep silent not sure with her answer.
Mr. Lero ro smiled
"you can lie to me, you know that" Mr. Lero ro answer casually
"I don't think that's a good idea"
"and why is that?" Mr. Lero ro ask in curious
"because I need to convince you thatBam was different, he doesn't want to destroy anything"
"and why you think you need to convince me?"
"there's no certain reason, I just try to trust my insting" Y/N smile sheepeshly
"I'm afraid not everyone thinks like that" Mr. Lero ro smiled sadly
"so you mean Bam could be in danger" Khun looked at Mr. Lero ro seriously
"just the fact that he was an irregular is a great threat for the tower" Mr Lero ro sighed and continue "you know Miss Y/N there's a rule in this tower that someone must have contract with the administrator of the tower to use a shinsu"
"and I felt it's impossible for Bam to already bind a contract with the adminstrator, when this was his first time come to the tower" Y/N voice is getting smaller
"both of you have to be more caution, you Miss Y/N and Bam has attracted attention"
Y/N sighed, that was her worst nightmare to attracted attention, but she can handle it, what about Bam?
"what can I do for him?"
"for now, let's just wait untill he wake up and supporting him" Mr Lero ro smiled at her.
"ah about the training, Mr Lero ro can you consider it about me " Y/N was cut off by Mr. Lero ro
"No !!" his voice firm
Y/N was sulking the tears in the corner of her eyes but Mr. Lero ro didn't budge
"if there is no longer anything else you want to tell, I have to do something else"
With that cue Khun and Y/N stand up from their chair and walking out, but before past the door Y/N turn around and looked at Mr. Lero ro then asked him
"is there anyone who an irregular that can perform a shinsu without binding a contract with the administrator Mr. Lero ro?"
Mr. Lero ro smile at her
Y/N and Khun walking to Bam's room from Mr. Lero ro office
"Urek Mazino?" Y/N keep repeated that's name
"stop it, why you keep repeated that name?" Khun feel annoying
"somehow it feel like I've heard that name before" Y/N folded her arms in front of her chest furrow her eyebrow and tilted her head thinking hardly
"of course you are Mr. Lero ro just mention his name"
"you are right, an irregular who can perform shinsu freely without making a contract with the administrator of the tower" Y/N repeated her question to Mr. Lero ro. When she ask that, Mr. Lero ro said that name 'UREK MANZINO'
"beside he's the strongest and dangerous person, maybe you've heard the rumor about him before"
"you're right ! maybe so" Y/N feel unsettled but she shrugged it of and suddenly Y/N face become brighter, she looked up in front of him and throt her way, Khun shake his head and smile tugging in his lips watching her.
"hey" Khun called make Y/N looked at him "hm?"
"why you tell Mr. Lero ro all of that?"
"first off all of course because I trust him, second I need an information about Bam that I cann't gather by myself"
"so you used him"
Y/N sighed stopped her step and looked at Khun's back, Khun halted his footsteep and looked back at her.
"it's different, it's what you called asking for his help, he can show what should I do next and it's called information barter, I give the information he want to know and vice versa, I know he curious about Bam and i'm sure conscioucly or not he already gather an information about Bam. To help Bam first I need to know about him, that's why I do all this"
"hm" Khun nodding listening Y/N explanation then "why you so depend on other thought?"
"of course because He is a ranker" Y/N answer casually
"I think I can understand that but what I don't understand is you?"
Y/N furrow her eyebrow and walking closer to Khun "what you mean?" Y/N stop in front of him
Khun bowed his body closely to her so that their face just an inch away, they can feel the breath of each other
Y/N feel her heart 'THUMP' loudly she blink her eyes couple of time.
"I already said to stop thinking highly about yourself, you and Bam is in different level he was beyond away from you, so don't you think it's ridicilous to trade your information with him"
"WHAT ?!!" Y/N scoffed she was furious but Khun doesn't seem to care.
He pull up his face and walking away from her, Y/N just stand still, she breathe hardly holding her anger, she look Khun's back and stomp her feet hardly to the floor couple of time and punch the air in front of her that direct to Khun's direction.
"stop acting like a child do you not come in?" Khun halted his steep talking to the girl behind her without turning his face.
Y/N close her eyes and exhale long and loudly
" I'm coming" she trot her way to Khun's direction and stop beside him.
They walking together in silent, Y/N still sulking, Khun glanced at her direction and a smile tugging in his lip.
In Bam's Room
Khun sit on the chair, while Y/N sit on the bed beside Bam's body, she held his left hand with her right arms while her left hand caress his right cheek. She purse her lips and start poking Bam cheek for a moment untill.
"stop poking his cheek, it's annoying" Khun warning make her stop
"but I want to see his golden eyes, I want to hear his voice, I miss him" she purse her lips and tear in corner of her eyes
"stop whining, beside it won't be awakened him"
"at least I try" once again she caresses his cheek, she stop when there's knock on the door.
Khun stand up and open the door, she tilted her head and when Khun back to the room she can see Rachel behind him.
Y/N face become cold
