Roxas is going to get it! Why would he kiss my girlfriend? He knows she's taken! I enter my house with anger.
Roxas and Ventus ran up to me with sadnes on their faces.
"What's wrong?" My anger felt me as I saw their faces.
Vents took my hand and they both led me upstairs into our room. I cried as I saw Sora's body lying on the floor, blood pouring out and onto the floor. I kneeled on the floor and I stared at his face, like as if he's going to open his eyes. "What happened?"
"He killed himself," Roxas said as he placed his hand on my shoulder.
I shook my head. I couldn't believe what I'm hearing. My baby brother, killed himself.
"What do we do with his body?" Ventus asked.
"Let's bury him in the yard. I'll call Namine over," I said as I rose to my feet.
"Ven and I will start digging, " said Roxas as him and Ventus left the room.
I fished my phone out of my pocket and dialed Namine's number.
"Hey Van!"
"I need you to come over. Sora killed himself."
"What? Tell me you're joking."
"I'm not joking. We're going to have our own finale. Just come in a half hour." I hung up and I shoved my phone in my pocket.
An half hour passed and we're outside, standing in front of the now hole in the ground. Our eyes were on Sora. We all couldn't believe he would do this.
"Does anybody have something to say?" Roxas asked.
"He was always a happy boy, I never knew he'd change since his parents died. I always loved him," Kairi said as she threw a red rose in the grave hole.
"He was there when you needed him, he'd always put a smile on your face. He'll be missed, but he'll always be in our hearts," Ventus said as he threw a red rose in the hole.
"Whenever you're upset, he'll be the one to make you laugh. You'll be forever missed," Namine threw a rose in the grave.
"He loved everyone, he never hated anybody," Roxas threw a rose in the grave.
"He was a special boy, everyone loved him. He's gone, but we have his memories. Rest in peace, Sora," Vanitas threw the rose in the hole.
Ventus and Roxas picked up their shovels and they started to fill the hole. I wish I knew how he killed himself. It'll be a mystery.
About a half hour everybody was eating lunch, and we were bring up memories of the past, it made me cry.
"I remember that!" Roxas shouted.
I sighed as I was playing with my food with a fork. I wasn't really paying attention to what they're saying.
"Vanitas, are you okay?" Namine asked softly.
"I need some air," I rose from my chair and I went outside standing on our porch.
"I'm going to talk to him," said Roxas as he rose from his chair and headed outside. "Vanitas, I'm sorry."
"Why did you kiss her?" I can't get mad, my sorrow gets in the way.
"I got carried away by her cuteness. It won't happen again, I promise. "
"If it happens again, you'll never to see Namine again."
"I won't break my promise. "
"I trust you keeping your promise, " I said.
"How about you come inside and bring up old memories. "
I shook my head. "I ccan't. "
"Why not?" He asked with with his brows raised.
"Its my fault for his death. I should've been there for him, I didn't even try to help him overcome his problem. "
Roxas placed his hand on his shoulder. "Ven and I real the same. Its not our faults, it was his choice to do that."
"I just can't believe he's gone. I wish there's some way he could be brought back to life," I said with me head low.
"Yeah, nobody can't bring people to life. It'll be cool if somebody could."
"I could've saved his life, but I was mad all the time. I'm so selfish."
"He understood your pain, because our parents died. He took our pain pretty well. Let's go back inside and have some cake," Roxas said with a smile.
We both walked in the house, I do feel a bit better after Roxas talked to me. I guess it isn't that bad when you bring up somebody's memories after they died.
People die, you can never bring them back to life. Sometimes people blame themselves over their death. Its not your fault, it happens. If there's somebody who wants to kill them self. Reach out to them, help them over come there problem, remember they need you.