Sorry, I haven't updated last week... I had no power! I hope you guys had a great Thanksgiving!

Vanitas' POV

I locked myself in mine and my brother's room. I sat on my bed, my back is up against the wall and I'm hugging my knees close to my chest and I cried. I could hear my brothers knocking and talking at the door. I feel like a monster, whatever annoys me, I go rage. Its best that I stay locked up with the beast within me.

"Vanitas, you have to come out!" Roxas yelled.

I sighed in annoyance. They wouldn't stop knocking. I hoped and prayed that somebody would knock on the door, so they could leave.

My prayer did get answered. The knock echoed throughout the house. The boys ran down the stairs, now its dead quiet.

"Hey Namine!" Ventus said with a cheerful smile.

"Is Vanitas there?"

"He's locked up in our room," Roxas said.

"May I come in?" Namine asked.

The two boys nodded, they moved out of Namine's way, so she could enter the house.

"Is Vanitas feeling okay?" She asked.

The teen boys shrugged their shoulders.

"Maybe he'll open the door if you talk to him," Ventus suggested.

Namine nodded and she headed upstairs.

I hear light footsteps come up the stairs. What do they want now? Next was a light knock on the door and a female's voice was talking.

"Vanitas, I'd like to talk to you."

Its Namine! I unlock the door and I opened the door. She walked in and we sat on my bed. We stared at each other for a moment. Her eyes are full of worry. "Are you okay? You looked worried. "

She signed as she looked away. "I'm worried about you." She quickly changed her gaze and she looked at me.

"Oh... I'm sorry the way I've been acting. I can't get over Sora's death, even my parents' too."

"Maybe you should talk to somebody about it and they could help you."

"You're saying I need help?!" I shouted.

Namine backed away from me.

"I'm sorry for yelling. I need time to recover from my pain."

"It feels like our relationship is falling apart. Do you think its a good idea that we take a break?" Namine asked softly.

"You're breaking up with me?"

Namine shook her head. "No, what I mean is, that we should take a break from seeing each other face to face till you get better. But we'll be together. "

"To tell you the truth, I don't want to be in a relationship. I can't handle one and at the same time, dealing with the death of Sora. I just can't," I began to cry. I love Namine so much, I don't want us to break up.

She wiped my tears away. "Do you want to break up or not?"

"Namine, I love you so much. I don't want to break up with you. I do like your idea," I gave a quick kiss on her lips.

Namine gave me a smile. "I love you too. I don't want to leave you either. I want to help you, get better. I want our relationship to get better. "

Being with his girl makes me smile and laugh. I adore her so much. I smiled at her words. "We are making it better by taking a break."

"Not really, I want you to be a happier person. Is that what you want? "

I nodded. "Of course I do!"

"Is it okay if I set you up with a councilor?"

"Yes! I don't want to live with this beast anymore! I know I shouted at you, but I want to get better," my smile never went away.

Namine giggled "Great! I'll place a phone call tomorrow."

"You should!"

"I should get going. I have to babysit."

We both kissed for a few minutes, till she hopped off the bed and went her way