Have I told you how good it feels to be me when I'm in you?

I can only stay clean when you are around…

Don't let me fall...

Enrique Iglesias – Addicted

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Being a doctor Jackson understood the laws of addiction; he knew how easy it was for people to get addicted to some sort of substance. He believed that those were people with weak will power. Jackson considered himself strong; he knew that addiction would never be a problem he had to face. He drank often, but he wasn't an alcoholic. Although not very proud of himself, in high school he had experimented with a few types of drugs, but he wasn't a drug addict.

Jackson was no stranger to sex, he enjoyed it very much and he had his fair share of amazing sex with some really attractive women, but Jackson never thought of himself as someone who was addicted to sex until he started having sex with April. Sex with April was mind blowing to say the least, by far the best sex he'd ever had. It was literally crazy how much he wanted her all the time, sex with April had quickly become his drug.

April had been having a pretty crappy day, she had lost a patient and on top of it all it was that time of the month, so you can expected her moods were all over the place. She had texted Jackson earlier that she wouldn't be able to have their daily 'consult', thankfully he seemed to get the hidden message without her actually having to type it out for him. Her crappy day behind her she just wanted to go home, have a shower and get in to bed.

April had just gotten out of the shower when she heard a knock on the door; she suspected it was Mrs Burkes from upstairs wanting to know how she was doing, a part if April really wanted to ignore her and go straight to bed, but Mrs Burkes was a really sweet old lady and April didn't have it in her to be rude to her. April opens the door and to her surprise instead of a short old woman standing in front of her she sees a very handsome Jackson wearing a grey hoody and jeans, April wonders how anyone can look so good without putting any effort into it. Suddenly April realises that she's in her pyjamas and starts to feel really self-conscious.

''I came bearing gifts'' Jackson says showing April the paper bag he has in his hand. ''Jackson'' April says as she walks into her apartment with him following her close behind ''what are you doing here?'' April asks thinking that maybe he didn't understand what her message to him meant. ''April, I know how you are when it's that time of the month and I just wanted to come over and cheer you up'' Jackson says as he puts the bag down on her coffee table and pulls her into a hug.

As Jackson hugs April he feels her slightly shake, he then realises that she's crying. Suddenly becoming worried that he might have done something wrong he asks ''April, are you okay?'' as he pulls away to look at her. ''Yeah, it's just that you're here and you're looking so good, and being so sweet and I can't even have sex with you. I hate being a woman!'' April says between sobs and Jackson chuckles. ''And now you're laughing at me, cause you think I'm crazy'' April says as she wipes her tears and moves to walk away from Jackson. ''April'' Jackson says as he pulls her towards him again ''I'm not laughing at you, I just think that you're so damn cute'' giving her a peck on her cheek. ''Okay now, I got us a movie to watch, 'The Fault in Our Stars', the lady at the store said that you'd probably like it, I also got you those red velvet cupcakes you love, some soup from the diner and some strawberry ice cream. So you go and get us a blanket while I set up everything'' Jackson says as he walks into her kitchen.

April is a little shocked by all that Jackson is doing for her, it's so sweet that she thinks she might start crying again, but she can't and she won't. She makes her way into her room and gets a blanket for them. When she gets back into her lounge, the movie is already set up and Jackson is sitting on the couch waiting for her, April smiles, this is a lot like something a boyfriend would do, but April quickly dismisses that thought.

April and Jackson cuddle up on her couch, him feeding her the soup while they watch the movie. April cries so many times that Jackson began to think that watching this movie was a bad idea, but April seems to enjoy it, talking about how that Waters guy was so sweet. April had fallen asleep before the end of the movie, so Jackson switched it off and just held her in his arms. Holding April in his arms gave him the time to really look at her. Jackson loved the smell of April; all in all he just loved her hair, the colour, the feel of it, especially when they were having sex, he love threading his hands through it. He loved the flawless skin, it was pale and perfect and Jackson loved how good it looked in contrast to his skin. She is so damn beautiful and Jackson just loved looking at her. He wondered how he hadn't taken notice of his best friend before; it sure as hell would have saved him a lot of time, instead of him wasting it on people who didn't want him.

It was then that Jackson realised that his addiction wasn't sex, but instead the breathtakingly beautiful redhead in his arms. He then knew for sure that he was head over heels in love with April Kepner and it was no longer just sex, it is much more than that, well at least it is for him, Jackson knew he had to do something about his feels quickly, but he just didn't know what to do. He had just broken the main rule of the 'Friends with Benefits Code', which was don't fall in love with the person you're sleeping with. He had watched 'Friends with Benefits' and 'No Strings Attached' with April and from what he had remembered from both those movies before he had fallen asleep, was that things don't end well for the person who falls in love and Jackson was really afraid of getting hurt.

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A/N:

Hey guys… Just want to thank those who are reviewing… Really enjoy hearing from you… So this is the new chapter… It's a little short so I'm sorry about that… I just wanted it to end in a certain way… Hope you guys understand… Anyway hope you like it… Please don't forget to review… Lots of Love… Enjoy…

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