I don't like the way he's looking at you…
I'm starting to think you want him too…
Am I crazy, have I lost you?
Nick Jonas – Jealous
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Jackson wasn't the jealous type, to be fair he'd never been put in a position where he was jealous; no girl had ever made him jealous, not even Lexie. Looking at the interaction between April and that dorky Paramedic made Jackson's blood boil, he hated how that idiot was looking at April the. Jackson had recently become very observant of April, loving watching her work in her element made him fall for her even more. So having this stupid guy flirt with his girl was not sitting right with him.
Jackson couldn't take it any longer, it took every ounce of will power he had not to go over to where April was and punch the day lights out of that guy, but Jackson knew he couldn't, he'd probably get fired and that will be really unbecoming of an Avery.
Jackson waited for April, as soon as she was free of that annoying paramedic, he pulled her into the nearest on call room. Jacksons lips were on April's before she could say a word, he wanted her now, the jealously he felt was taking over; he needed to assure himself that she was his, and only his.
Jackson didn't waste time, his hands made their way down to her scrub pants; he pulled the string and let them fall down to the floor. He then lifted her up and carried her to the bed; he placed her down and covered her with his body. His hands made it into her panties and he slowly began to play with her clit evoking moans from her. Once she was wet enough Jackson pulled her panties off and move away from her so he could get rid of his pants and boxers too.
Once his boxers were of Jackson quickly entered her, wanting so badly to be connected to her. He usually was slow when entering her, because of how tight she is, but this time he needed to be in her quickly. He loved feeling how tight she is around him; it gave him a great sort of pleasure to know that he is the only one to ever be inside of April.
They soon found a pace, much more rapid than what they both were used to, they both knowing that they won't be able to last long. After a few minutes of Jackson thrusting into April at super speed they both come undone together and the room is filled with the sound of them trying to catch their breaths.
Jackson rolled off April and moved to lie on his back next to her, the sex had been great but he suddenly became concerned, he knew he was a bit too rough with her and he felt like a jerk for not taking his time to made love to April, she deserved to be treated like a queen. ''Did I hurt you?'' Jackson asks his voice full of guilt. ''No, I'm fine. I really liked it'' April replies still trying to catch her breath. After a long pause Jackson asks ''so what did that dorky paramedic want?''
April looks at Jackson trying to figure out why he was asking her that, and whether or not there was a hint of jealousy in his voice. ''Jackson, he isn't dorky. He's actually pretty sweet, and if you must know he wanted to know if I'd like to have coffee with him sometime'' April said, wondering if she should have mentioned him asking her out or not. She turns to look at Jackson and the look on his face says it all, he looks really upset.
''April, you know I'm not your boyfriend. So if you want to have coffee with him or if you want to start dating him, you can! I won't stop you'' Jackson says coldly and April's taken aback by his words, she feels a pinch in her chest upon hearing them. She knew Jackson wasn't her boyfriend, but hearing him say it really does hurt her. April was just about to tell Jackson that she had said no to Matthew, but before she could say a word Jackson was out the door.
Jackson had avoided April at all cost after what had happened in the on call room, he was being a total jerk to her today, he didn't want her to go on a date with the dumb paramedic, he was just jealous and upset, he doesn't know why he acted the way he did. Just then Jackson had been paged to the ER, he thought that after he sees to the patient, he might get a chance to talk to April, and maybe she'd forgive him for being an asshole.
Jackson walked out of the elevator and he spots April once again talking to the dorky Paramedic, he wonders if she had said yes to going on a date with him. He wouldn't blame her if she did, he practically told her to date him. He sees the paramedic leave and April wipes a tear from her eyes, his temper begins to rise; he was going to kill the paramedic if he had said anything to hurt his April. Jackson sees that one of the interns had been with April and must have heard whatever that dumb paramedic had said to April.
''Hey you, Dr…?'' Jackson asks as he approaches the intern not remembering her name. ''Edwards'' she replies ''okay, Dr Edwards, I need you to help me with something'' Jackson says ''okay, sir'' she replies. ''You're on Dr Kepner's service right?'' she nods ''okay, what did the paramedic say to her that got her so upset?'' Jackson asks hoping that he doesn't sound creepy. ''Matthew… the paramedic had told Dr Kepner that he thought she was beautiful and Dr Kepner had gotten pretty emotional. When I asked her what was wrong she just said that no guy has ever called her beautiful before.''
Jackson looks at the intern shocked ''I know that's crazy, right? Dr Kepner is really beautiful'' Edwards says to Jackson and he just nods, he'd never called her beautiful, yeah he did tell her she looked nice a few times, okay once, but he'd never told her how breathtakingly beautiful he found her. ''If that's all, sir, I really need to get back to work'' Edwards voice pulls him out of his thoughts, Jackson nods ''thank you Dr Edwards, and could you just keep this between the two of us'' Edwards nods and walks away leaving Jackson to his thoughts.
If there was an award for the biggest asshole on the planet Jackson's pretty sure he'd get it, he was having sex with his best friend, who he also happens to be in love with, yet he doesn't have the guts to ask her out on a proper a date, let alone tell her how beautiful she is. To top it all off, he was a total jerk to her. Jackson knew for sure that if she had to choose between him and the paramedic, the paramedic would be the better choice, he was already miles ahead of Jackson in the 'made April feel special department', Jackson knew for sure that he had to up his game, stop being a coward and admit his feelings for her.
A/N:
Hey guys… I'm really not sure if I should continue with this story… I'm not getting as much feedback as I would like… And as a result it's becoming really hard to write… That would explain the reason for the chapters being a little short… I'm kinda not getting the motivation I need… So please let me know if you think I should continue… Or even what direction you would like to see this story go in… All suggestions are welcome… Thanks for taking the time to read this story… Hope you like the new chapter… Please review… Enjoy…
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