I told him everything every painful detail, as I relived it all in slow motion as I did. I told him all about Josh and everything that happened. I told him all about my dear sweet little Brandon and how I felt horrible that there was nothing I could have done to save him. He just sat there and listened, sometimes he looked shocked, sometimes he looked disgusted but mostly he just looked sad. I could tell it was awkward and he wasn't really sure what to do. When I finally finished he just sat there and stared for a moment. I wasn't sure if he was taking it all in or if he was waiting to see if I had more to say.
"Jon, you okay?" I asked with a sniffle. He raised his brows and moved his arms around me pulling me close and holding me against his chest.
"I should ask you that" He said as he kissed the top of my head.

I laid there for awhile with him. He was so warm, it was nice. I wished I could have heard his thoughts. I had no idea what he was thinking. I just hoped he wasn't freaked out. I didn't want him to think that I was a charity case. I mean he already treated me like one at times, moving me in, spending his money all the time. I knew he was most likely just being sweet but I always had that voice in my head that made me cautious of men.
"Becca, do you know where he is?" He asked as he rubbed his hand up and down my back.
"Jail for now, he gets out soon" I answered all too quickly. Then I thought better of it "Wait why?"
"I was wondering, when is soon?" He asked casually but in a hushed tone.
"Jon, he will be out in about a month." I said pulling away from his chest and looking into his eyes.
He ran his hand through my hair and smiled slightly as he looked at me raising his hand to do it again.
"Jon" I said making sure he heard me.
"Yeah princess"
"Don't worry about him ok babe" I was serious, I didn't need for him to worry about us ever even seeing Josh. Vegas was huge, he wouldn't even have a clue where to look for me.
"I'm not worried about him at all" He smiled.

Jon's phone rang as I was happy for the interruption. He grabbed it off the table and answered it; once he did I could tell it was Joe. I got up off of the couch kissing him on the forehead and walking into the kitchen. I guess I better finish dinner, I wasn't really hungry but there was no need to waste food or make Jon go without eating too. I need to try to focus my attention on something anyways; I needed to get my mind off of Josh. I put water on the stove to boil the pasta, and then stated to make a salad. Jon walked in a few seconds after I finished, he was still on the phone.
"Becca, tell him your still here." He commanded as he held the phone out
"I'm still here" I yelled out with a slight laugh.
"See I told you" Jon snapped out. Turning around and walking back into the living room. I drained the pasta and made up the plates. Taking them out to the living room, as soon as Jon saw me walking in he told Joe he had to go cause he was about to eat dinner off of real plates. Jon grabbed his plate from me as soon as I got close enough to him.

"Thank you' He said quickly as he grabbed his fork and twirled it in the pasta.
"You're welcome" I offered out looking over at him, he cheeks were already stuffed full and he looked like a chipmunk. I just laughed as I sat back and took a much smaller forkful of it in my mouth.
"This is so good" He said his voice was muffled because he spoke with a mouthful.
"Glad you like it." I laughed. "You should chew it though." I cautioned him with another laugh.
"It tastes good either way" He shrugged. We sat there and continued to eat he finished in record time, standing up and heading for the kitchen with his plate he appeared a few moment later with it full once again. His shirt was off and I looked at him suspiciously wondering what happened. He must have known why.
"I spilled sauce on myself, I threw my shirt in the sink" He explained. His phone dinged he must have had a text picking it up as he shoved another forkful into his mouth he answered the text setting the fork down.
"What an asshole" He mumbled out.
"Who?" I asked.
"Colby" He answered "He wanted to know when I got real plates."
"Wow, Joe must have told him." I laughed. "They probably are just shocked that you conformed" I joked.
"This will be all over the locker room." He said as he twirled his fork gathering another bite. I sat forward and set my plate on the table. I moved over closer to him putting my hand on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry your friends will pick on you" I pouted. He looked over at me and rolled his eyes.
"Shut up, Becca" he growled out. All I could do was laugh.

As I stood in the kitchen at the sink, I could hear Jon on the phone again. A few moments later he came out to the kitchen and stood on the side of me as I washed the last plate off.
"You cooked; you shouldn't have to do the dishes too." He said.
"Oh you were offering?" I asked looking up at him.
"No, not really, but you still shouldn't have had to do them." He smiled smugly. I just looked at him.
"So that was Steve, he thinks Vanessa and Katie are too drunk to go anywhere"
"Good for them, I wasn't worried about it" I said flatly. I turned off the water and stood to face him. He looked at me for a moment and then grabbed me swinging me over his shoulder and smacking my ass.
"Jon, put me down." I screamed as he ran into the bedroom throwing me on the bed.
"There I put you down." He licked his lips as he looked down at me. "Now reward me for listening and take off your clothes" he drawled out.
"No" I shook my head. He looked at me again smiling sweetly there were them dimples again.
"Please" He begged pouting at me. His bottom lip looked completely delectable. I crooked my index finger and motioned for him to approach me. "Come here, my gorgeous man" He undid his belt and took his jeans down as he kneeled on the bed and crawled over me. His lips crashed into mine making my breath hitch in my throat. This man very well may make me lose my mind.

It isn't much but I just wanted to get something up for you all. I didn't go into great detail about what happened because I described what Josh did rather well the first time around. I didn't want to do it again. Sorry if you didn't read that part then how did you get this far? I think I described it in chapter 13 if you need a reread. As always thank you ladies for the reviews, you know I love them, So keep them coming please ; )