5,000 views. Keep the reviews coming. CocoVanillaMilk- I'm going to drag that out as long as possible and thank you. I have been to school a total of three days this month. It's nuts. Here's your letter.
Chapter 10: The letter
It was a love letter. Not just any love letter. This was the love letter. "Well, don't just sit there starring at it. Read it."
Elsa read it out loud. "I don't know how to start this letter, because I'm afraid it might be the end of our wonderful friendship, or if I'm lucky, the realization of a dream, which is for you to love me as I love you. I told myself I might as well take the risk because it's the only remedy I know that could unburden this feeling I've been keeping ever since I revealed this crush I have on you. I've fallen in love with you, but you are not mine to fall in love with nor am I. And we both know this, so we try to keep a safe distance. But even that is challenging enough.
I know you'll find it hard to believe me if I tell you now how much you mean to me. I could hardly understand what I feel for you, knowing how to endure those long sleepless nights just thinking only of you. I've never been like this before. I just don't know how to pour out my feelings for you. I try but sometimes I believe I am making a complete fool out of myself which seems to be the norm for me when it comes to the affairs of the heart. I wanted to find the perfect words to make you realize how much I need you and love you, but words continue to elude me, what would they be? Something poetic? I'm sure it should be heartfelt and out of the ordinary. I'm afraid it's no use; every time I look at you, the words came out the same I simply love and adore you!
You are beautiful, elegant, charming, an absolute sweetheart. You are an angel in human flesh. You are too much, yet I can't get enough. I simply cannot put in words how I feel about you when I see you, hear you .My heart breaks just to be around you. I take in the way you move, the way you talk, and the way you smell whenever you are around although it may only be brief, it's enough to make my day. These intense feelings will never go away. Everyday, I thank god that you came into my life and I try to tell you how I feel because what I feel for you exists inside my heart.
You are so beautiful and I can't help but fall for you deeper every day. I can only hope that the day will arrive when we look deep in each others eyes and you tell me what I have been waiting to hear: that you love me the same way I'm thinking of you always. Am I dreaming? Possibly but dreams have been known to come true. If it never does then so be it. I will forever hold you in a special place in my heart. But I leave you with this, if nothing was to ever become, I still don't ever want to lose you. That thought would too much for me to bear. Good bye.
Love Always,
Jack"
Her mouth was gaping. She was speechless. It was overwhelming. How could someone love her? When did he write this? What does it mean? That was a stupid question. It means he loved her even after the living hell she put him threw. He had been apologizing for two weeks and she said nothing. Then he gives her the letter that changes her views. She thought back to what made her leave in the first place. Maybe it was her fault. She came on to him first. Her intentions may have been unclear. She had to fix this.
"You sure look like an ass now." Holly said. "So what are you going to do?"
She stood up and said," I'll tell you what I'm going to do." She saw her tiara lying on her dresser and put it on." I'm going to fix this at all costs."
"Go get him snow queen!"
He heard her reading the letter. She opened the door, but by then he was gone. He didn't want to leave, but he had to. If she didn't want to be with him, he couldn't bare to be near her. He wouldn't hurt himself like that. He decided to go fly around a bit to clear his head.
She ran down the stairs hoping to see his face. She looked around for Jack. She called his name. No answer. She went into the living room and found all his things gone. She was confused. She read over the letter again. She was overcome with so many emotions she thought she might explode. She missed the words 'good bye' in the letter. "Wha...what?! He couldn't have left! No, he just went to get something. Yeah that's it. He'll be back soon, but then why would he say 'I leave you with this' and 'good bye'? He really did leave! He can't leave in this storm, and he's sure as hell not going to leave me with only this letter to explain himself!" She folded the letter and put it in the pocket of her shawl. She then threw open the doors and looked around to see if he left any tracks. She didn't see any."This just got a lot harder. Guess I'll have to do this the old fashioned way." She walked down her stairs and into the forest.
The wind was hitting her in the face. The cold didn't bother her, but the wind was so strong it was pushing her around. She had been searching the forest for hours, and it was getting dark. Exhaustion and hunger was starting to come over her. Her choices were not exactly great because she decided to sleep on the forest floor in plain sight.
He couldn't help himself. He had to go see her. He went back to Elsa's castle. He looked around the ground floor for her. He didn't see her, so after a bit of fighting with himself he went up to her room.
"What are you doing back here, lover boy?" Holly said.
He scowled at her. "I'm looking for Elsa."
"Well, that's ironic because she left hours ago looking for you. I was just about to go find her myself." She said going down the stairs.
He followed her down. "What! Hours ago! And she hasn't came back?"
"No, and I'm starting to get worried."
"I have to go look for her," he said and ran out the door. He looked around frantically trying to find anything that could give him a clue to where Elsa was. He found footprints.
He followed them all the way to were she lay seemingly unconscious. "Elsa, Elsa!" He lifted her head. She was freezing. Her fingers and nose were blue. "Ohh, no. Not frostbite. Elsa speak to me!"
MyMoonMaiden-I wasn't originally going to do that but it fit perfectly. Wasn't that sweet. He told her he loved her sort of. But now she might have froze to death. Would I be that cruel. Maybe. Review.
