Jon and I agreed to wait to have our little talk until after the show. I thought that was probably best too. I had a pretty good idea what was going to be said about the blonde but as for Orton that was only something I could speculate about at the moment. Galina usually always took JoJo out in the crowed to watch the show because she loved it so much. I personally felt out of place since I really had no idea what was going on or who was who. I still had so much to learn but I guess there was no time like the present. So I tried to pay as much attention to the show as I could without being distracted by the thoughts that ran through my mind. By the time Jon and the boys made it out there it was nearly the end of the show. I couldn't help but think they saved the best for last. Jon looked so natural out there. I couldn't deny this was truly what he was meant to do. The audience seemed to have mixed feelings about The Shield; half of them loved them the other half booed. One thing was for sure it really seemed as if the woman loved them. Of course I was lucky enough to have a seat right in front of two of Jon's biggest fan girls, or so it seemed. They never stopped cheering for him and couldn't stop making remarks about his body. His butt seemed to be the topic of a five minute conversation, I couldn't help but smile, they certainly seemed to appreciate the Ambooty as they called it. They went on about it and they never even got to see it in all its glory, if they did I could imagine they would have talked about it twice as long.
Once the boys had destroyed their opponents and made their way back up the stairs, Galina looked at me and nodded. I knew she was ready to head backstage and so was I. I stood up and let her lead the way. Once we got backstage, I couldn't help but notice that everyone moved twice as fast now the show was over. They were all in a hurry to pack up and get out of there. I was in a hurry too I thought to myself as I saw Orton fully dressed and heading down the corridor towards us. He didn't say a word to me as he passed by he just glanced over at me licking his lips once again and it made me shudder. I didn't know why I didn't like him for sure, however something told me it was because he reminded me of someone Kim would have went out with. Oh wait a minute that was it. That's why he looked somewhat familiar, now I remembered. The very last show I allowed Kim to drag me off too, he was there. After the show I spent about an hour sitting in the car waiting for her. She claimed they were only talking but I knew better, when she showed up her hair and makeup told a different story. As I watched him move past me, he stopped for a moment looking back over his shoulder at me. He stood there for only a moment but I hoped he would never recognize me. I didn't need to have the whole backstage know I hung out with a rat. The boys seemed to take ages to get showered and dressed; I could tell I wasn't the only one getting impatient as Galina sat their holding a sleeping JoJo in her arms, looking as if she was sleepy also. She looked over at me and rolled her eyes.
"Only five more days now" she said with a sigh.
"Five days that I am not so sure I will last." I couldn't help but say. Just then I spied Joe walking towards us with his bag. He walked over and grabbed his daughter cradling her in his arms as Galina grabbed his bag. He looked over at me and then down the hallway before speaking,
"He will be out here in a minute." He sighed "he is always so slow." Joe started to walk away and Galina turned to me "see you tomorrow." She smiled as she followed him. A few minutes later I heard Colby scream out to someone.
"Stop it you ass." He whined I somehow knew it was Jon that he was screaming to before I even heard Jon shout out to him.
"No, I won't stop it, it amuses me" he laughed. As Colby walked by he looked over at me, I could tell he was irritated.
"Have fun with him he is out of control." He didn't stop in fact he even seemed to have speed up a little. Jon walked over and stood beside me.
"You're just butt hurt." He shouted out laughing afterwards as Colby turned around and gave him the middle finger.
Jon smiled as he turned to me; he wrapped his arm around my waist as we walked through the building. "When we get to the door, you can go out first and I will meet you at the door." I shook my head in understanding. He continued "We have to drive about two hours before we get to the hotel then we can sleep." He said.
"Did you want me to drive?" I asked.
"You know the answer to that" He said as a smile crossed his face we approached the door and he stood there. "You can do what you want princess" he said. "You will anyways." He winked at me before I headed out the door. There were still several fans outside the arena and as I walked through the parking lot I noticed it was fairly empty now. It seemed we were one of the last to leave except for the crew which was still busy loading the trucks. As I reached the car I unlocked it and climbed into the passenger seat, surprising even myself. I guess I just figured it would be easier to let Jon drive, I was hoping the road would distract him enough that he would be able to open up about what was going on a bit easier. Once he walked out the building he didn't head for the car right away, instead he walked over to the fence and sighed some autographs and took a few pictures. The fans seemed so happy, like it made their night and it almost seemed Jon was just as happy too. Once he made it to the car about ten minutes later he threw his bag in the back.
"I didn't expect to find you in that seat." He said with a smirk.
"I didn't either but I am being nice." I laughed.
Once we were out on the highway I sighed in relief, Jon's driving wasn't so bad on the highway especially at night when it wasn't so crowded.
"Are you hungry?" He asked "we can stop and grab something somewhere."
"Not really." I answered "I just want to get to the hotel, to be honest."
"So you will feed me there?" He asked as his smile grew huge and his dimples graced his gorgeous face.
"Very funny Jon, seriously though don't you just want to sleep?" I knew the answer but I also knew he was tired I could see it in his eyes.
"Of course I do." He said as he set his hand on my knee and slowly slide it up my thigh teasingly before I pulled it away.
"Not now" I cautioned him as I returned his hand to the arm rest. "Why don't you tell me what's going on first." I watched him grow tense immediately, his whole body became stiff and he grabbed the wheel with both hands now.
"We really have to talk about this now?" He whined out. He obviously would have rather ignored it.
"I just think we should get it out of the way, don't you?" I reached over and grabbed his arm trying to put him at ease and make him more comfortable. I turned in the seat as I ran my hand up his arm to the back of his neck rubbing my fingers over it slowly. "I don't need all the details; just give me a summery babe." I said. He seemed a little less tense after I said that. Jon reached up and grabbed my hand away from his neck, intertwining our fingers together and rubbing his thumb over mine.
"Well I imagine you know I slept with the blonde" He spat out quickly "And as for Orton, its mostly territorial I guess." He kept his eyes straight ahead on the road. I waited a moment to see if he was going to offer any more information up and when he didn't I went searching.
"I may have said I wanted the short version but that told me nothing." I looked over at him as he bit his bottom lip. "You and her were together?" I asked.
"No, no way. I didn't ever want to be with her." He answered quickly.
"But you slept with her and she wanted more?" I asked as he nervously looked over at me.
"Yeah I guess she did. She said she did anyways." He stared straight ahead at the road "I probably let it go on to long." He shrugged "I don't always make the best choices, I guess."
"How long did it last?" I couldn't help but ask.
"I guess about four or maybe five months." He sighed. "I happened a lot but it wasn't all the time." He started to explain. "She tried to get with me the last time I was on the road, but I told her no." He quickly said. "I told her I met someone and it had to end. I promise." I sat there for a moment and looked at him as I thought about it. He gripped my hand tightly as if he was nervous. I knew I believed him and her face told it all tonight as her and Galina talked. He cleared his throat, "are you mad?" He asked sheepishly.
"No, I can't be mad, it happened before I met you and it's over now right?"
"Of course it is." He said in disbelief as if he couldn't believe that I even asked. "I told you, Becca, it's only you now." He said loudly "I mean it."
"I hope so." I said as I looked over at him, he pulled over to the shoulder of the highway and slammed on the breaks before throwing the car in park. He turned and looked at me grabbing both my shoulders forcing me to turn to him.
"Never fucking hope so, just know so" He almost seemed angry but I think he may have been a bit hurt. "I wanted you for the moment I saw you and I would have done anything to get to you." He continued he was still loud but there was a little less of an upset tone to his voice. "I would have never invited a woman to spend the night at my place the first night I met her probably not even the tenth time." He lectured "I invited you though because the thought of watching you even head off in a different direction that night killed me, I wanted you near me." He sighed and his voice grew even quieter. "I wanted this, I wanted you and I wanted you to want me." He let go of my shoulders and turned straight ahead staring at the road. He reached to put the car back into drive and I stopped him by grabbing his arm.
"Look at me please" I said as I pulled myself closer to him cupping his face in my hand. "I do want you, just you." I caught a slight smile cross his lips before I leaned up and kissed him gently over and over before he deepened the kiss. As he pulled away he rested his forehead against mine.
"Don't you ever question anything, when it comes to her I am just where I want to be."
"So am I." I smiled as I kissed his lips once more. "Except I might be happier if I was at the hotel room." I smiled knowing he would catch on as I reached down and ran my index finger up the inside of his thigh tracing it lightly against his package that began to harden slightly with the attention. His eyes looked at me; lust had completely over taken them.
"Well let's make that happen." He purred out as he turned and shifted the car into drive as we peeled away racing down the highway with no protest from me what so ever.
I assure you there will be more dirt of course. This is the beginning; I just didn't want to bring it all out at once that wouldn't be fun. I think Becca is handling it pretty well. Because the truth is how can she be mad when it didn't happen when they were together? As always you wonderful ladies, thank you for reading and thanks for the reviews I always look forward to them.