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Freakward was the name the popular kids used for me, my proper name was Edward not that they ever used it, Bella did but only when we were alone together and then sometimes she would be screaming it.
I knew that I would never be one of the cool kids, I still had occasional outbreaks of acne, wore thick glasses as I couldn't see properly without them, I was tall and skinny and hadn't grown into my height as yet or so my mom told me often. I felt like a 14 year old looks wise trapped in a much older body, my parents assured me that I would 'grow into myself' whatever that meant, y I was sure that there must've been some mix up at the hospital and they had brought home the wrong baby.
My sister Rosalie was tall, curvy and stunning, she had men falling at her feet, she was the epitome of both my parents best traits rolled into one. Both Carlisle and Esme were attractive too making me feel like I got all the bad genes and at times like I didn't belong. I was convinced that I must have been adopted at some times, then when I looked into my dad's eyes I would notice the same fierce determination that I felt I just wanted to do well and succeed. I wanted nothing more than to follow in his footsteps and become a Dr and my good grades at school meant that when I came to choosing a college I would have my pick of the best. Although I always hoped that Bella and I would go to the same college, however futile this hope was we could then stop hiding from everyone.
Our little 'arrangement' started about 6 months ago a couple of months after Bella moved to town from Phoenix, she was the much loved daughter of our Police Chief Charlie Swan and boy did she have Daddy dearest wrapped firmly around her little finger. This was typical of most of the male population of Forks. She was stunning a true beauty with long glistening chestnut hair that fell in waves around her porcelain face, her eyes reminded me of chocolate, deep pools of it that I would happily drown in given the chance. As for her body, that was built for sin, she was perfect in every way, slim without being skinny, she had tits that I could play with for hours, and hey I often did, I knew how to get the best from her body when we were together. I was more sexually experienced and certainly more adventurous than Bella and probably most 17 year old boys too, I had been taught well that was for sure.
I had always had a bit of a crush on Tanya, she was the daughter of my mom's best friend from high school she was 6 years older than me and spent a lot of time at our house, and so she became best friends with my older sister Rosalie. I was just 16 when she caught me masturbating in the summer house at the far end of our property, at first I was embarrassed as I was fantasizing about her, and seeing her standing there I nearly came on the spot. She just stood there smiling at me, licking her lips watching me rub my hand up and down my cock as, my arousal grew stronger and stronger. Damn I can still remember that day, that was when I shed my chrysalis and went from a boy into a man.
Once I had cleaned myself up, she spoke to me in a gentle voice that purred "Well Edward, not such a little boy after all are we?" I could hear the teasing in her tone and I blushed furiously not knowing what to say to her. She simply smiled and said "I'm staying over tonight, once everyone has gone to bed, meet me here and I will open your mind to a whole new world of pleasure." I sat there speechless, I was just glad that I was sitting down, with that she walked back to the house.
I lay there restless in bed tossing and turning, I could hear the sounds of laughing and giggling coming from my sister's bedroom and I was furious, thinking that she was regaling my sister of all people with the story of catching me masturbating in the summer house. I put my head under my pillow to block out the noise. I was woken by the sound of my mobile phone beeping to alert me that I had a new text message waiting, when I read it I didn't know what to do next, it simply read 'are you cumming?'
I made my way down to the summerhouse dressed only in my jogging pants and a loose t-shirt still thinking that this was a joke and that there was no way she would be there, hell I was curious but also ready to be made a laughing stock at the same time.
When I got there I saw that Tanya was bathed in pure candle light, she was sat with her legs spread apart, her fingers on one hand giving her pleasure whilst the other was pulling and twisting at her taught nipple, I was stood mesmerized by the sight, she was so lost in what she was doing to herself. I was just watching as he fingers deftly made their way around her slit, disappearing inside and then coming back to concentrate on certain spot on the outside, a woman's body was a complete mystery to me. She opened her eyes and when she saw me stood there she stopped what she was doing to her nipple and beckoned my inside like a temptress; I obeyed instantly my eyes wide with wonder. I felt my cock start to twitch and harden in my pants, thank god I had worn these, at least I would be able to hide my growing hard on and save some embarrassment if that was at all possible. I then realised that my hand had subconsciously made it into my pants and I was back to rubbing my hard on whilst Tanya was laid bare in front of me. She caught my eye acknowledging my obvious state of arousal with a sly smile then she continued with her ministrations knowing full well that I was stood there watching extremely turned on, I was slack jawed I had not seen a woman naked before, well not a real live one. Eventually she reached her release and I reached mine spurred on by hers. It was the most beautiful sight in the world and one that I knew that I would not forget in a hurry.
When we were both capable of speech she sat me down and in between puffs of her cigarette told me that doing what we had just done was not wrong and we should not be ashamed, it wasn't in the least bit dirty and with the right person it could truly be beautiful and earth shattering.
Tanya then explained that if I wanted to, then she would teach me how to really please a woman, and that how sex could be a 2 way street how it was about your partners pleasure as much as your own. I worried about the age gap as it was 6 years and the fact that she was my sisters best friend for fucks sake, she simply laughed it off saying "Edward, age is but a number, like fine wine and Whiskey women improve with age, as for your sister, I'm certainly not going to tell her – are you?"
From that night on my education began, I lost my virginity and any sense of shame or embarrassment to Tanya. She was a brilliant teacher and through her I knew that I could show any woman the most mind blowing orgasm she would ever experience whilst also enjoying one myself.
Things started between Bella and me when one night after visiting Jake down at the reservation I was driving back past First Beach when someone ran across the road in front of my car, luckily I was only going slowly so I swerved and missed them. I jumped out of the car following the retreating figure just wanting to make sure that I hadn't hit them. They ran down onto the beach collapsing in a heap. As I approached my heart was in my mouth thinking that this was due to the collision with my car, then I heard the sound of a female sobbing, she sounded distraught as I grew closer I realised the sobbing figure on the beach was none other than Queen B. She was the leader of the cool kids at school, the ones who would torment and pick on me, she in particular showed no mercy to anyone who she didn't deem worthy of her attention and I was on that list. I was so tempted to walk away leaving her to whatever misery she was wallowing in here, I actually turned to walk away from her when I heard a sob that would break through even the hardest of hearts. I didn't know what had happened to her tonight, but to see Queen B sobbing on the sand was something else I was drawn in like a moth to a flame and had to know more.
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