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INTERLUDE~~~~~~~~~~

Caitlin Snow's POV

Ever since that night when Barry acted very weird, when he forgot about what happened to Cisco's brother, he's been acting very unusally. He'd have dramatic mood changes, from extremely chipper to suddenly really sad, and guilt is evident in his eyes. He's also been acting withdrawn, he used to be very cheerful and everybody would be attracted to his charisma. Now, he plasters on fake smiles and pretends to be happy. He just hasn't been himself. But since that night, something's been different about me too. I would be very very snappy, and give icy glares that I didn't think could give. Then a few days ago, I discovered that I had cold powers. A part of me even had the urge to kill people. But I didn't tell anyone about this yet...

Cisco Ramon's POV

Barry has been acting suspicious. One moment he was comforting me the next he's saying that he didn't know what happened. Sure he might have memory flashes with all the running he does, but that drastic? I don't think so. One time, I accidentally brushed through his hands, then I saw a bathroom and a puddle of blood. That was a very dark vision, and I never forgot about it, but it creeps me out to even think about it. I wanted to tell Caitlin but she seemed to be dealing with some things as she kept zoning out recently. So I kept it to myself. One thing I know for sure, is that I cannot tell Barry about this. He's had enough on his plate, being a superhero and all...

Iris West's POV

I am worried about Barry. He disappears into the bathroom very early in the morning and stays there for a whole hour. Then the same thing happens at night. He is always glum and fidgets a lot. He knows he can tell me if anything is wrong right? He puts on an act for everyone. Sometimes, I can even hear him crying into the pillow at night. He zones out a lot and was a lot less chipper than the Barry I used to know. I can feel him slipping away...

Barry Allen's POV

I cut a lot more over the past month. However, I couldn't avoid the scrutinizing gazes my team give me, like they're analyzing me. I even have to avoid Cisco in case he vibes me now. I cannot let anyone discover this secret. Not. Anyone. Especially not Iris. Sometimes I feel like she's seeing through me. The blade is the only safe place I have now, and I cannot let anyone rip it away from me. My team are starting to get suspicious and are sneaking around me. They have to learn to leave me alone...

BACK TO THE DOMINATORS ~~~~~~~~

Barry Allen's POV

I called in Team Arrow, team legends and Supergirl to fight the dominators together. Later, during their training, I found a USB with an audio that future me sent, which is absolutely eerie. Anyway, I listened to it. Turns out, future me recorded all the changes after Flashpoint. However, Cisco overheard the audio, thus knowing everything about Flashpoint. He looked at me with tears in his eyes, and asked me if it was true. I couldnt bring myself to say it, I just couldnt. So I ran. To my blade. I added more lines to the wrist that was already marred with scars, each one inflicting pain I know I deserved.

When I came back, everyone was looking at me. Cisco yelled at me and told me to tell them the truth. I couldn't run anywhere this time. I pushed the fresh wounds to make myself feel pain as tears streamed down my face and I told the story. Everybody looked at me disbelieving me and once again, I had disappointed everyone. I should probably go kill myself or something so this world can be less complicated without the main troublemaker. I looked into each and everyone of their eyes: shame, disgust, disbelief, anger, etc etc you name it. I lowered my head, trying to make myself as small as possible. Then with the smallest voice, I said "Do whatever you want to me. I totally deserve it." I expected everyone to come charging at me, and to be honest, I do not mind at the slightest. Nothing happened, everybody stood rooted to the ground. Probably too shocked. I let out a humorless laugh, then sped out of the room an ran. Once again, I don't know where to, or what, I just ran.

Green Arrow's POV

The room broke into heavy discussion once Barry sped out. I totally understood how he felt. Everybody expected the hero to be perfect, but they forget the fact that heroes are humans, and humans make mistakes too. I have to go find Barry, but first, I have to calm everyone down.

"Guys!" I shouted,"Now is not the time to panic!"

The room broke into further bedlam. Shrieks and shouts filled with rage echoed throughout the room.

"He erased a daughter from my life!"

"He killed my brother!"

"He can't just go back and alter events like that!"

What they do not know, however, is the weight of guilt, and how bad he feels. I can see it in his eyes. This has been tormenting him for a long time already. He feels lonely, dejected and doleful. Just to add a cherry on the icing, the president has been abducted.

"OK! CALM DOWN!" the room fell silent.

"Thank you. Now the president has been abducted. You guys go find him and I'll go find Barry."

"Let him rot in his own misery, we don't need him anyway!"

I could not believe this. We are a team. How could they just turn on their team mates like that?

"Just go find the president. I need to talk to Barry alone." They tried to protest again, but I left no room for debate. So they left it alone.

meanwhile with Barry

It's understandable really, their reaction. If I were them, I'd have the same response. There simply isn't a way to justify my actions. A razor blade doesn't cut it anymore. I need something more. Passing by a construction site, I see a thick sharp metal with a pointed tip. Without thinking, I jabbed it into my thigh with immense force. I couldn't suppress a painful shriek emitted from my vocal cords. I have never felt such pain before, not ever, even when I was fighting other metas.

Just then, an arrow shot into the wall and a person slid down through the wire. Must be Oliver, but I don't want to be saved. Everyone need to learn to leave me alone. I guess he didn't care, because he scooped me up and took off anyway. Where to? I don't know. But I could care less. Dark spots started to cloud my vision and before I know it, I blacked out.

When I woke up, I was back in star labs on the bed. I immediately tensed and heaved a sigh of relief when I realised I was still in my red outfit, meaning nobody had seen my scars yet. The next thought is: I have to get the hell out of here. They cannot find me.

No such luck though.

"Don't even think of getting out of that bed, Barry." Oliver's face came into view.

I struggled to sit up. Pain flared through my thigh. Then memories of the event came rushing back to me. Speaking of, I have to get out of here.

"It's ok Oliver. I heal fast. That is in the speed gift package. Moreover, it's not like any of you even care. Try and stop me, you won't be fast enough."

Oliver just laughed, then said,"We have to go to a meeting the dominators scheduled with us. A lot has happened during the time you had your little nice nap. I'll fill you in as we go."

Turns out, the meeting was a trap, saying if I turn myself in, they will stop the attacks.

Which of course I was more than willing to oblige. I finally have the opportunity to fix this whole mess, naturally, I'll take it.

The rest of the team? I don't know, but it is highly likely they will have the same jurisdiction.

Ok thats it for now. I hope you enjoyed or liked it. I'll be updating in a moment so stay tuned and review! thx luv all of ya and please forgive my bad English.