Ally's POV.

After Austin dragged me and Jake out of the hospital. We went to his palce. I called my pearnts (the ones that gave birth to me) and asked if we could stay at sonic boom tonight.. I have a great Idea for a song and I need to get it out before I forget it.

"Ally are you okay?" I looked in the backsey to see Jake sleeping. He looked so happy.

"Yeah Austin. I am fine. I was just thinking." I told him looking back to him. I looking in his eyes for a second because he had to be focused on the road.

"Look Ally.. I don't want to make it awkward but.." He took a puse. I am getting so nervous... What is he going to say? Then he contuinued. "About the kiss. We kinda need to talk about it."

I knew I shouldnt of had kissed gim like that.. I should of just let him make the first move. Why am I so stupid sometimes.

"What about it?" I asked. I dont really want to talk about it. I dont want him to shoot me amount of words aregood for me. I looked out the window before he contuinued to talk. It was raining. I love the sound of rain!

"Ally, I don't know about you but I just.. " I cut him off. I didn't want to be shoot down before I could even say something. I know what I am about to say is going to rip my heart out but I need to.

"I know. It was a mistake. I am sorry. I wasn't thinking." I told him. I had tears in my eyes. I am just glad he can't see them because I am looking out the window.

"Oh... Yeah... It's fine." He said. It sounded like he was distappointed. I wonder why? Maybe because he wanted to tell me and not the other way around.

"Were here" He said getting out of the car. I was confused before I seen he open the back seat of his car and get jake out without waking him up.

"Ally, Where do you want me to take Jake?" Austin asked me. I got out of the car and told him to follow me. I tod him to take him upstairs.

He did and I sat at the piano and let a tear slip. I can't believe I just told Austin that the kiss was a mistake. Why was I so stupid to kiss him in the first place. He don't like me. I am just the nerd. He is the popstar. He isn't going to fall for the 'fangirl'.

"Ally are you okay?" I turned my head to see Austin standing there. I quickly whipped my tears.

"Yeah I am fine. How long were you standing there for?" I asked him. I didn't want him to see me cry but I guess he knows I was crying.

"long enought to know that you aren't okay. Want to tell me what's wrong?" He asked giving me a hug. I can't tell him the truth he will be creeped out. I have to think of something fast...

"Oh.. Um... I was just thinking of what your sister said to me. It was.. I don't even know how to put it in words. She was so young but so smart." I told him that was true. His sister did say something about being scare.

"Yeah. . She really was. Well Ally I better get going. Do you need a ride to school in about 1 hour?" He asked me . letting me go from the hug. I look at him as if he is crazy.

"Oh no, Your not leaving." Now he looks at me like I am the crazy one. " I mean. It's late and raining and I know you are tired. There is a couch in the practice room." I told him. I him in the eye. His dark brown eyes with flickers of green/glodish color in them.

"Ally?" He asked still looking me in the eyes. I know what he had to say was important. I just nodded telling him to continue.

"I... I just wanted to say... To say that.." I knew he was having trouble saying it. I didn't want to inturupt him because if I did he might no want to tell me at all.

"Austin." I had to inturupt him. I couldn't let him get tonge tied. "Are you oaky? You look like you want to tell me something," I asked him. I know he wants to tell me something. What I don't know but I will know by tomorrow.

"Ally. It's just. Do you think that kiss was really a mistake?" He asked. He looked like he was pained just to say that. I wonder if he wanted me to kiss him.

"Austin. I don't even know what to say." It's true the cat had my tonge now. I wanted to say no it wasn't a mistake. I want to kiss him again but I cant. I know that he don't like he. His is just being his nice self and not leaving me.

"Ally you know that you where talking out loud right?" He asked me. Before I could even think of want to say Ausitn pulled me into a kiss. It was soft and sweet.

"Ally I want to tell you something." I just nodded saything that he could tell me anything.

"You know you can tell me anything." I told him. He was searching my eyes as if he wasn't sure to tell me or not.

"Ally it's just that I think I'm falli-" He was cut off by the practice room door opening and Jake coming down the stairs.

"Hey Ally, Are you going to come to bed.?" Jake asked me. He don't like sleeping without me in the room.

"Yeah I will be up in a minute. Oh and Jake Austin in staying with us for the night okay?" He just nodded his head okay and went upstairs.

"What were you going to tell me?" I asked aAustin looking back into his eyes again. He looked like he really wanted to tell me something I just cant figure out what.?

"It don't matter come on Jake wants you." I just nodded a little Still confused. I just grabbed his hand and walking with him up the stairs.

"Ally.. Can you help me pull out the bed." Jake asked as soon as I walking into the room.

"Yeah sure." I told him going over to the couch and taking all the cousions off. I pulled the bed out and Put the blancket on the bed. Then Jake layed down and I layed down next to him. Austin was about to sleep on the floor. He should have to do that.

"Austin you can sleep up here tonight." He stopped walking and turned toward me silently asking if I was sure. I shook my head yes and he came and layed down on the other side of me.

It went Austin, Me, then Jake. I know that I like Austin. I just, Can't help feeling like he will never like me. I wish he would see me as more then just A friend.

After 30 muintes. Jake was alsepp and I don't know if Austin is. I should ask. "Hey Austin, Are you up?" I asked quickly. I turned a little making sure not to wake up Jake or Austin id he was sleeping.

"yeah Ally "i'm up." Austin says in a whisper. He sounds a little tired.

"Austin I can't sleep." I told him honestly. I hope I didn't wake him up.

"You didn't wake me up. You were thiking out loud again. And what's on your mind Alls?" He asked worried. I look him in the the eyes and even though it's dark I can see the concern in them.

"Just something that I know you wouldn't understand." I told him. To be completey honset. I have a ton of thing going on in my head. Like Why did Alex have to die? Why is Austin's mom acting like it's nothing? What is going to happen to Jake and I? What are me and Austin? Dose Austin even like me?

"Ally, I might not understand but, I can try. You know you can tell me anything at all. I want you to trust me." He makes me want to trust him. I know that I should but can I really. I mean the last person I trust other then Jake was Elliot.

"Why did Alex have to die? She was so sweet, she loved you and she was the prettiest and smartest girl I met. Why did she die?" I asked him bring tears to both of our eyes. Austin wipes away one of my tears I didn't know had fallen.

"Sometimes Alls bad things happen to good people and there is nothing we can do about it. I wish this didn't have to happen to Alex. I mean she was my world. I love her and always will. But I know that she would want me to be happy." Austin tolod me. It makes me feel better. I give him a hug and barry my head in his chest.

The next thing I say shocks even me. I didn't think I just said it out loud. "Austin what are we?" I asked without thinking. I can feel Austin tense up. I knew he didn't like me. Why didn't I think before talking.

Austin pulls away from a ;little bit just enough to look me in the eyes. I look in his eyes and see confusion, sadness, Joy, and what looks like love? Maybe?

AUSTIN'S POV

To say Ally shocked me when she said that was an understament. I think I stoped breathing for a second when she said that.I mean of course I like Ally. I like her a lot. I have so many feeling go through my head right now.

Confusion because I didn't know that she likes me. I still don't know she might just think I am being a little bit to friendly.

Sadness because well I just lost my sister, Most of my world what do you expect.

Joy because I think that Ally just gave me a hint that she likes me at least a little bit.

and Maybe a little bit of love. I am falling in love with Ally Dawson. I knmow it crazy because I bearly know her. But I know that Alex loved her. I know that she loves music. I know that she trust me. And that she don't dont like me just because I am famous.

"Ally what do you want us to be?" I asked her leaning in with every word I said she was about to say something when I got really close and she just stopped mid- sentence. I keep leaning in looking in her eyes. I am silently asking if its okay for me to kiss her. I see in her eyes that she looks a little shocked and that she has hope. Maybe it's because she is hoping I will kiss her. She shook her head up and down very slowly and with that I kissed her.

Author's Note

I am so so so sorry that I took so long to update. I know this is a short chapter. I have had MAJOR writers block. I will try and not make you wait this long anymore. I am so sorry to anyone who I made wait this long. I hope you liked this chapter. I know it's not long but the next one will be longer. I Promise!