ALLY'S POV

OMG HE IS KISSING ME! I kissed him back. I have to pull away due to lack of air. :( stupid need for oxegen.

"I hope made you choice a little easier." Austin said. I am like 99% sure he wants me to go out with him but his fan will hate on me. Not to mention I am no good for his carrer.

"Ausin.." I said while getting out of the couch-bed thing. (I don't know what to call it) I sat at the end of it and looked back at him as he started to get up to.

"Ally? Are you okay?" He asked me. The worried expression was just covering his face.

"Austin..." I take a deep breath because what I am about to say just ripps my heart out. "Austin, I cant. I am so sorry." I said getting up and leaving the practice room and going downstairs. I sat on the piano bench down stairs.

Part of me wants him to come after me, But the other part of me is saying that it's never going to happen..

Austin would just get hate for dating a geek like me. I know he will. Cassidy will be more rude to me and posibily Austin.

I know what your thinking. That was so selfidh. In my defince I am just looking out for Austin's job. He has worked so hard to be where he is and dating me will just ruin it.

I put my hands up to face and realize that I am crying. I go to thebathroom and wash my face off. Why am I so stupid. I mean I am the one that asked him what we were. I hope he is not mad at me.

"Ally, Are you okay?" I heard Jake say from outside the dorr.

"Yeah bud." I said while opening the door and coming out the bathroom. "What are you doing up Jake?" I asked him. He sounds worried and I don't understand why.

"Ally, What would say if I said I punched Austin?" Jake asked me. My eyes widen. Jake has never NEVER hit anyone before.

"Jake why did you hit Austin?" I said freaking out. Austin is a popstar. He gcan't go out with a brusisde on his face. There will be s many questions. He will get labeled as the bad boy or something.

"I was talking to him and I didn't mean to. He went in for a hug because I gave him so Awesome advice if I do say so my self and then I just seen Elliots face and I punched him." Jake explained to me. You see Jake and Elliot have history to.

"Okay well lets go you are going to say you are sorry to Austin. And I am going to make sure he is okay. Let's go." I said grabbing Jake's hand and going up the stairs to the practice room. I open the door to see that Austin isn't there. He must be in the bathroom. (Yes there are two bathrooms.. one downstairs and one in the practice room)

"Austin are you okay?" I asked throught the door.

"Yeah Ally." He said. I told him to come out and he did. He has to big bruises on his cheeks and one right under his eye. He had to scraches on his neck. I look over at jake and he just struggs.

"Jake, What really happen?" I asked him. He looked scared because I almost never get mad at him.

"I might of beat him up not punched him, but Ally it's just because I seen his face. I got scard. So of course I was going to hit him. I could let him do it again." Jake said closing his eyes. He started to scream 'STOP' and "LET ME GO". I rush over to jake.

"Jake, Open your eyes." He did as I told him. He was having a panic attack. I told him to look at something and he did. We did that a couple times and he finally calmed down. I just hugged him as tight as I could.

"Ally, Mabey you should get Austin fixed up." Jake said. I almost forgot Austin was even there. I went over to the closet to get the first aid kit. when I heard Jake appalogis.

"I am so so so so sso sorry Austin. I thought you were someone else and I shouldn't of had hit you. I am sorry." Jake said it sounded like hew was about to cry.

"Hey guys I forgot the first-aid kit is down staairs so i will be right back." I told them and then left the room.

AUSTIN'S POV

"Jake you said your sory before you went to get Ally it's okay. I am fine." I told him sitting on the floor infront of him. He looked scard for a second then remembered it was just me and calmed down.

"Austin, It don't matter I still hurt you. I should of had done that." Jake said and then hugged me. I hugged him back of corse. I understand why he fels bad but I am fine. he don't need to feel bad.

"Jake I am fine. There is no need to be sorry." I told him as he let go of the hug and back to sit on the bed.

"Yeah you say your fine. But you look hurt." He said. I looked him in the eyes. I see Fear, confusion, hurt. This kid has just been holding everything in.

"Jake, I know that you are scard, confused, and hurt. You can talk to me. You kno I will listen." I told him with all honesty. He just looks me in the eyes to see if I am lying. He just keep staring at me. Right when I thought he wasn't going to trust me he started talking.

"Austin, It's really completed. You know about Ally and Elliot's past, Right?" He asked me I just shook my head I mean know about the rape so I would think I know about most of it.

"Well you see Elliot is a really really bad guy. The last person Ally ever trusted was him. She don't even trust me that same way anymore. you see Elliot wou-" Before he could finish Ally comes into the room holding a first-aid kit.

"I found the first-aid kit." Ally said final looking up at us. "Did I interup something?" She asking looking really curious. I just shook my head noand she walked over to me siting down in front of me. Why did she say that we could go out? Why did she turn me down? and what was Jake going to tell me?

I look over to the bed while Ally was putting stuff on my neck from the cuts. I see Jake just sitting there almost asleep. He looks like he has no idea what is going on. I might as well talk to Ally.

"Ally?" I said it came out more like a question then anything else.

"Yeah Austin?" She asked me. I didn't really know how to ask this. I don't want things to be awkward between us. but yet I have to know.

"Ally, Why did you say that we couldn't go out?" I Asked her. I looked over at her to just see her looking at a band-aid. I took the band aid out of her hand she was about to say somethinga bout it but I just said nope and I moved the first-aid kit out of the way.

I took he hands in mine. I need to know the truth and I know that she can't lie to.

"Ally, Please just tell me. Why? Why did you say no?" I asked her with pleading eyes. She looked into my eyes and I could tell that she was depating weather or not to tell me the reason. Finally she gave up and started talking.

"Because Austin, you know that we are complete oppisites. We are not right for each other. I am so sorry." She told me with tears in her eyes and voice cracking. She let go of my hands and left. She didn't even tell me. That isn't a good enough reason.

"Austin she is lying, Go after her, It's what she wants. Tell her and show her that you care." Jake said. I looked at him in shock. I didn't think he would notice he looks dead tired. He looked at me like I was stupid and with that I got up and went after Ally.

I walked down the stairs to see Ally sitting at the piano. she wasn't crying she was just writing in her brown book. I know what I am about to do is wrong but I have to. I have to know what she is writing. It might be about me. I silently walk behind her and make sure she can't see me. Then I start to read what she wrote.

Dear Diary,

Today has gone wrong so much. I don't know if I told you but Alex died. It reminds me of my foster sister's death. Sad and a lot of tears. Austin's mom, Mimi, I think she is dealing with Alex's death differently. She wont cry. She is trying to feel the void.

Jake punched Austin. Really bad. Jake said that he though Austin was Elliot. I can see that. I mean what Elliot did to Jake was terrible. I still can't believe he did that.

Also Austin asked me out in a way. The only problem is that we could never be together. I don't want him to get hate because of me. I don't want to get hate myself. I will admit I am a HUGE fan of Austin Moon. But Austin and Austin Moon are two completly different people.

That's all for tonight diary

~ 3 Ally Dawson...

She was about to turn around. I made it look like I was just coming down that stairs..

"Ally we need to talk." I told her. I sat beside her on the piano bench. She looked towards me.

"Austin there isn't much to talk about. Let's pretend that you asking me out didn't happen." She said. I looked her in eyes. She looked sad and Heart broken. Is it because I am being Austin and not 'Austin Moon The Popstar'?

"Ally Just give me one good reason and I will drop the subject." I told her. She looked doubtful but desided to give me a reason.

"Fine Austin, The reason is that We both don't need hate. I don't need hate from your fans. And you don't need to lose fans because you are dating a nerd. I know what people think about me Austin. I don't need you getting that hate to." She said with gulit and hurt in her voice. It looks like she wants to say more but dont.

"Ally, I like you a lot and if my fans hate on you or me then they are not my real fans. Look at this." I told her. I take out my phone and go on instagram. I show her the #auslly section. There were photoshopped photos and there were the photo's from us at the hospital and at school.

"This is insane." She said. She took my phone and started scrolling through them smiling. She looked so happy.

"Ally, These people support us. These are the fans that I want. Not the people that hate us. Will you please be my girlfriend. Please?" I ask her full of hope. She looks at me. and then turns her head away.

"Austin..."

AUTHOR'S NOTE!

Well that's it everyone. Till the next chapter. I want poeple to answer these questions and help me pick what will happen.

1) What did Elliot do to Alex?

2) What will Ally say?

Please help with the story and I will thank you in the next chapter. Thanks for reading. I will try and Update soon :)

Also sorry if there is any spelling errors (Or grammar.)