Authors note: And here is the posting of chapter two. I told you, you didn't have to wait too long. Thank you for all the reviews except the person who commented on that I don't finish my stories. I write what I want, when I want. I post new chapters when I have time and when I have the ability to. Sometimes I run out of ideas and I'll wait for new ones. When they come I write the chapter and post it. Anyway, for those who wanted this here it is. Chapter three is halfway done but I'm leaving town so I won't be able to post it until later. I'm sorry. Please, like before, read, review and enjoy.

No still means no

"Here's your shit." Mello mumbled dropping the packed bag of materials on the hospital bed nearly waiting for the other man to finish going through it. "That's everything you ungrateful heathen." He rolled his eyes instead pulling up a hospital chair and straddling it to sit close to the bed and watch the red head. The more the man pulled out the more there was confusion apparent on his face. It almost made him smile, Matt without a cigarette in his mouth, no stripped shirt and fur jacket and definitely no goggles. His hair was still hanging in his face eclipsing everything but his nose and mouth but even from this view he could tell it wasn't the same man. "That's everything, so stop making that damn confused face, okay?"

The red head nodded slowly, his face twisted into stark confusion before glancing towards the blond. "These are things I deem as essentials if something were to happen to me?" He questioned as the blond nodded slowly.

Mello grinned, "That or you needed to leave somewhere really quickly. You were just paranoid enough that you actually made a list and gave it to me a few years back when we first moved in together. I guess it actually came in handy for something."

He nodded, "Why'd you keep it?' It was said under his breath but he noticed the blond completely ignored it even though he heard it. "A computer, a whole carton of smokes, one change of clothes and a damn game boy? What the fuck is wrong with me? What was I planning to do smoke myself to death but have fun while doing it?" He gestured to the cigarettes and game boy. "I didn't say food or some shit? And how I am supposed to light the damn cigarettes without a lighter blondie?"

"I don't know trust me. I've sat around for hours analyzing Matt and the most I came out with was that he's one paranoid, anti-social bastard." He shook his head slowly. It had been so long that he had even thought of the gamers actions as being weird or strange let alone hear him critiquing himself. "Matt smokes about two packs a day and he needs some form of entertainment to be able to think so that's what's up with the cigarettes and gameboy. Matt doesn't go anywhere without his computer, it's half of his life and the change of clothes he needs for I guess I change of clothes."

"What the fuck is this?" He gestured to the stripped shirt and jeans. "Neo punk rock?" He shook his head slowly before deciding to rub his temples. "Fucking neo punk-" He paused, "Wait did you just say two packs a fucking day?"

Mello snickered, "Yeah it's kinda his thing. And if you think that's neo rock you should have seen the jacket that he wore over it." He glanced at the ceiling. It was surreal talking to Matt about Matt. "Don't frown though, you'll wrinkle your pretty face."

"Come again?" The man pushed the power button on the computer watching it flash to life before looking back at Mello.

"That's one of the last things you said to me before the phone cut out and you had your accident. I've seen your car, it's totaled. Apparently you had your main laptop open in the front seat. The thing was smashed, so it's completely unusable."

He did a one armed shrug still staring at the computer, "A car is a car it's replaceable and so is a laptop."

The chair Mello sat in tilted gently to the side, "That's exactly how I know you're not my Matt." He watched an eyebrow raise. "My Matt would have tackled me for that carton of cigarettes and you haven't even touched them besides to pull them out the bag. He then would have bitched about how the accident had nothing to do with his driving and everything was my fault and cried because that car was the child he was never going to have." He shook his head slowly thinking about how things would play out between the two of them.

Matt rolled his eyes before smirking, "We can make a baby." He leaned forward watching as the blond leaned back to create more space between them. "Frankly speaking if your 'Matt' has never gotten you out of those leathers and given that tight ass of yours a good spanking I don't want to be him. I do plan on doing what I said though. I'll be anything but gentle, rough and hard is all I know." He licked his lips slowly but didn't receive much of a response from the blond other than a blank stare. Maybe blondie was rolling around in the sheets with someone because he sure didn't blush.

Mello sneered, "get any closer and I'm going to lay your ass out lover boy. Hospital or not that's just fucking wrong. Sorry to break it to you but Matt's never touched a woman let alone me." After this conversation he felt like just one shower wouldn't be enough.

The red head grinned, "Aww, are my comments threatening your shining celibacy?" He questioned, "Even if your Matt was a virgin I took care of that last night."

Blue eyes narrowed, "Say what?"

The other lifted his hands like a conductor, "Night shift nurses." He replied with a wink, "How could you blame me? They look so cute." His eyes shifted to Mello. "Don't be jealous, while I was banging her I was thinking about you."

"That sounds like a bad porno. You sick fuck. I'm not even sure on what account I'm talking about anymore." He stared at the man before shaking his head slowly. "I don't believe you. You're lying, Matt can't stand being touched by anyone. It's been like that since he was young."

The other began a grin, "She thought I was cute. Walked in right after I took a shower. Right when I was thinking it was a shame your pretty lips weren't wrapped around my-" Mello looked close to exploding so Matt simmered off. "Right, so she said something like my memory loss won't last long so we should.' He scoffed, "Dumb bitch, this isn't a movie. You're cute enough to be in a movie though."

The other man twitched, "How did she think you were cute with all that hair that lingers over your face? You can't see anything but that vulgar mouth of yours and your nose."

Matt blew his hair once before using his fingers to comb the red locks completely out of his face. He then gave the other man a light smile, "It falls that way, maybe I could clip it back or something once I'm out of here." He leaned forward blinking large green eyes at the blond man. "Am I unattractive Mello? What do you think?"

"I think that's the first time I've seen your pixie looking face since we were kids." He shook his head, "I told you I don't do guys."

Matt shrugged slightly, "You may not do guys, but I sure as hell would do you. Want to do you and will do you. It's just a matter of time." He shrugged, "And by the way what the fuck is my password on this computer?"

[Ending notes: Chapter four should be up when I get back into town. I hope you enjoyed the chapter. Please review.]