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I heard the front door open and Charlie barged through, shouting out.

"Hey Bella, where are you?"

She motioned for me to be quiet. "Up here, just doing some homework. Be right down."

Shit! How was I going to get out of here unseen and in one piece? She obviously sensed my panic and whispered to me,

"Sssh! I'm gonna go downstairs and distract him, then you sneak out. Okay?"

"Bella, we need to talk about…"

She silenced me with a kiss. Hey,I wasn't going to complain about that. We were disturbed by her dad bellowing from the bottom of the stairs. He really was as charming as she made him out to be.

"Bella, what the fuck are you doing up there? I'm hungry, where's my dinner?"

She rolled her eyes at me, before shooting off downstairs to him. I heard voices move away and toward the kitchen. That was my cue to leave. Sneaking down the stairs one at a time, I checked that the coast was still clear before tip-toeing towards the door. I froze as my hand reached out for the door handle when I felt something hard in the middle of my shoulders. Shit! Charlie must have caught me. My instant reaction was to put my hands in the air and turn around slowly. Much to my relief, I was faced with Bella wearing a smug grin and her dad's Police issue weapon in her hand. Thankfully, it wasn't loaded as she had the ammo clip in the other hand, waving it at me, grinning wildly. She motioned for me to be quiet before launching herself at me for another kiss,which I was more than happy to return.

When we broke apart,she whispered in my ear,

"I'll call you later, now get out of here before he finishes eating."

I left, needing no further encouragement. She stood in the doorway watching me as I walked down the path. I heard Charlie's voice boom,

"What are you doing,Bella? Why are you outside?"

"Sorry Dad, thought I heard someone on the drive. Must be an animal."

With that, she went back inside and closed the door. I jogged back to my car, glad that I had parked it just down the street and not in the drive. Imagine trying to explain that to Charlie. Hmmm, homework. We could claim Biology as long as we said it was a practical. I looked at my watch. Cool, it was before my curfew. No need to be worried about Mom being upset at me for being late after granting early release from my punishment.

Once back at home, I went upstairs to the bathroom. First thing I needed to do was shower. I am convinced that anyone who came across me would be able to smell nothing but sex. I had just made love to Bella Swan, the person who had been my sworn enemy. I even took her virginity away. Now, that was a shock. Honestly, I thought that she and James were at it like rabbits. Now,I had to face the fact that Tanya had moved her affections to that low life. That did not please me. She was mine, not his. He is NOT worthy of putting his hands on her in any way at all. I would definitely be asking her about that rumor.

When I finished the shower, I grabbed my cell phone and sent Tanya a message, it simply read:

'We need to talk. Usual place at midnight.'

I knew she would think that I was asking her to meet for sex. Right now,that was the last thing on my mind. I needed to know the truth from her, nothing more. My phone beeped twice in quick succession. The first message was Tanya agreeing to meet, the second, well that brought a smile to my lips and made my heart skip a beat. It was from Bella.

'Thanks for tonight. It was amazing. Cannot wait to see you again B x x'

My fingers flew across the keypad as I responded,

'You o.k.? We need to finish our conversation. I enjoyed it too E x'

I knew that this was not a discussion to have over text. It would have to wait and I didn't want anything to take the buzz off my high right now.

Making my way downstairs, I joined my parents in the lounge, who were watching a movie. It's one that I had seen before, but I needed the distraction. Mom kept looking at me, and I knew that I had to try harder to keep the grin off my faceor she would start to ask questions. Oops,too late.

"So Edward, where did you shoot-off to earlier?" She asked in a curious voice.

"I went to see Bella,if you must know. Just wanted to try and plan some of that tutoring you arranged."

"Oh, sweetheart. I am so pleased you are doing this for her. She really is a lovely girl. Don't you think so,Carlisle?"

My Dad was engrossed in the film and simply mumbled a response. Mom smiled at me and I swear she could see it written all over my face. If she did, she said nothing. Eventually, my parents started to yawn and started talking about going to bed. Glancing at my watch, I saw it was 11:10pm and I wondered if they would be asleep by the time Tanya arrived. I hoped so,as this might not be one of our quieter meetings.

I went out to the summerhouse around 11:45pm. Knowing that I would have to be there waiting for her, I sat in the chair with a serious look on my face. I was debating how to bring up the subject of her and James. For some reason, whenever I thought about him touching her or Bella,a jolt of jealousy coursed through me and I wanted to punch him. I was lost in these thoughts when I heard the door open and in walked Tanya.

She had an expectant look on her face and was wearing a tube top, very short skirt and killer heels. Normally, when she dressed like that, is was for easy quick access when she knows that time is of the essence. She was effectively dressed like a hooker and my stomach turned at the thought that I had reduced her to that. The heels were necessary. I am a little over six feet tall and she's five feet five, so those make it easier height-wise for most of what we did in here. She walked over to me in a slow seductive fashion, licking her lips. Damn,she's a tease. No! I can't let her get to me like this. I had been with Bella only hours before. It would be wrong to now fuck Tanya, wouldn't it?

"Tanya, no. I didn't call you here for sex. Like I said in my text, we need to talk."

"Talking is over-rated,Edward. The only thing I want to talk about is how good you're gonna fuck me."

She made her way in front of me and was looking down at me with her pouty lips and come-hither eyes. Normally,this would be all the encouragement I needed and I would slam into her so hard she would feel it for days. But not tonight, no, this was about talking and I couldn't let her take control of the situation. I motioned to the empty seat opposite me.

"Tanya, sit down. Like I said, we need to talk. Well,I need to."

A look of panic crossed her face. Those are the words that no
woman ever wanted to hear, we need to talk. Damn,I wasn't thinking straight at all. I stood up, gently pushing her into the seat before retaking mine and drawing in a long breath.

"Tanya, I need to ask you something and I want you to be honest with me. I heard a rumor about you today and it upset me."

I paused to look at her. She had a shocked look on her face and opened her mouth to speak. I know that if I didn't get this out now that it will never come out,so I continued,

"Are you seeing anyone else?"

"What? Are you freaking tripping,Edward? How could you ask me that?"

She started to raise her voice and I knew that I had to quiet her down.

"Sssshh,Mom and Dad have only just gone to bed. Sorry Tanya, I have to askbecause it's just that I heard…"

"What did you hear, Edward? Hmmm? Something that made you jealous? Made you realize that other men want me? Well, just 'cause it suits you to have me as a booty call 24/7 doesn't mean that it suits me. I find myself having feelings for you that I can't explain and don't want to if I am honest. You confuse the hell outta me, call and expect me to drop everything to come around here to this!" She's furious,I could tell, but at least she was keeping her voice down.

"Tanya, I heard this tonight from someone that I… I trust. Can you just tell me, are you seeing anyone?"

"No! There is only you, Edward. There is no one else that I would look twice at. Promise, baby." She turned on that super cute voice that she used to tug at my heart strings and despite everything,I found it working on me.

"Okay Tanya, I believe you. But there are rumors flying around that you are fucking James Smith and I just needed to know."

"Christ Edward! Him? No way! He is the campus dealer. Yeah,I know him, most people do but… Arggh no, not ever. Who did you hear this from?"

"That's not important. If you say that you are not…well, whatever,then I believe you. It was from a very good source, but they must have their wires crossed. I'm sorry."

She looked thoughtful for a moment and was on her feet rummaging through her purse looking downright livid.

"Fucking Emmett! It was him that told you? He's out to cause trouble. I swear if Rose doesn't kill him,I will."

I stood up taking hold of her hands, pulling her slightly towards me to quiet her but she lost her balance and fell into my chest. She stayed where she was for a moment before taking control and pushed me backwards into the chair, straddling my lap as she kissed me. It felt wrong to kiss another woman after what happened with Bella earlier, like I was being unfaithful. I didn't want this, it was wrong. I am wrong. I wanted Bella and I tried to push Tanya off me, but she took this as some kind of foreplay and kissed me harder.

Pure lust took over and I kissed her back. This was much to her enjoyment as she writhed and pressed on my crotch. My cock decided that it wanted to play and be played with as it started to twitch and harden in my pants at all the attention it received this evening. Running my hands up and down her back and over breasts, she pulled down the tube top she was wearing for me to discover she didn't have a bra on. Her breasts would normally be amazing but I have the memory of Bella's in my mind. But,Tanya was here and Bella wasn't and I needed it now. Tanya knew my body as I knew hers. Truthfully, this would be our goodbye. I knew that if things progressed with Bella, I would not continue these trysts with Tanya. It would not be fair on either girls to lie and deceive them.

Tanya removed herself from my lap, kneeling on the floor between my legs, pushing them apart. She then moved her attention to my belt buckle and unzipped my jeans,freeing my erection from the confines of its bindings. She never once broke eye contact with me. I stroked her face gently, managing to smile at her. I knew what she would do with those pouty lips of hers and I was more than ready for her to begin.

I shuffled farther down in the chair gripping the arms for support. As she began to tease me, she cupped my balls in her hands and began to massage them. I threw my head back and groaned. She then turned her attention to where it was needed the most and began to trace her fingers up and down my cock. I thought that I was going to explode there and then, so I closed my eyes tight.

She continued the teasing for what felt like hours, but in reality it was only minutes. She placed soft gentle kisses along the shaft before she took me into her mouth causing me to hiss. Not stopping, Tanya was used to my reactions to her and would just continue. She truly was an expert at this. As I sat there getting what was arguably the best blow job ever, my mind wandered to Bella. More importantly,what it would feel like to have her lips wrapped around my cock bringing me pleasure like this. I would be more than happy to return the favor to her, if she wanted.

I found that I was gripping the arms of the chair so tightly that I had a slight fear they would crack under the pressure. A familiar ache began to grow in my groin and I knew that I would not be able to hold out much longer. Tanya seemed to sense my impending release as she sped up her actions,moving her hands from my thighs to cover mine, intertwining our fingers.

"Shit! Tanya, I'm going to…"

Was all I managed to get out before my world crashed around me and for the second time tonight I reached an amazing release. She swallowed everything that I had to give to her without complaint. I just sat there in the chair,unable to move. I was sure that I was shaking from the orgasm I had just experienced, but I couldn't be sure.

Tanya climbed up onto my lap, grabbing a throw from the corner and covered us up completely before placing her head on my shoulder. I was not capable of moving. I was truly exhausted and before I knew it, I fell asleep with her in my arms.

I was alone when I woke and somehow my pants had been pulled back up to preserve modesty, I suppose in case anyone walked in. I looked at my watch, it was 3 am. I stretched like a cat, working out the stiffness in my arms and back. I had no idea when Tanya left but she didn't wake me,which was good. I instantly felt a massive wave of guilt crash over me. How could I do that with Tanya when Bella was the one that I wanted?

I got up off the chair and made my way, dejected, back across the yard to the house. I knew that what I had done was wrong. It was unfair to Bella,who I had made love to hours earlier, taking her virginity and earning her trust. How could I come back here, using Tanya like she's some common whore who deserved nothing more, when I knew that she did? I had feelings for Tanya, but they paled in contrast when I thought about Bella.

Yes,I knew logically that I should hate Bella for what she's done to me. I can't stop thinking about her silky soft skin under my touch and her eyes as they were looking at me in the heat of our passion with such longing contained within them. The way that she reacted to me, the fact that our bodies moulded together and she made me react to her instantly. She drove me crazy.

Then and there, on the journey to my bedroom which felt like the longest walk ever, I came to the decision that I had to end things with Tanya if I ever wanted any kind of relationship with Bella. The only question was, did she want this, too? Or was I, Edward Cullen setting myself up for the biggest fall in my life.

Authors Notes:

Thanks to Cosmom for beta'ing this for me – love you hun! Also big thanks to my ever enduring pre-reader and friend Mamasutra – she always supports and encourages me so much – MWAH!

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and please don't hate me for what Edward did with Tanya, there is a reason for it I promise – remember he is a hormonal and slightly horny teenager.

I have a new story which is called Duplicity – link on my profile. This is me writing someone else's initial plot bunny, and we are working on the idea together.

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