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Tanya's POV

I was at home watching TV when my cell phone beeped, alerting me to the fact that I had a new message waiting. I didn't need to look to know who it was. It of course, was Edward. I smiled when I read his demand.

"Meet me in the usual place...30 minutes." For a second, I thought about not going, but hell, I was addicted to him. His sexual prowess far outweighed anyone else that I had been with. He was fantastic and such a quick learner.

I put my phone back on the couch next to me; it would only take me fifteen minutes to get to him, so I figured it would do him good to wait for once. I usually rushed there when he called.

When I pulled up, the house was in darkness. As agreed, I parked a little ways down the street and walked the rest of the way. I made my way down the driveway and to the side gate, which would be unlocked.

Under the cover of darkness, I approached the summerhouse, knowing that he would be waiting. Then, my cellphone went off in my purse and I went to answer it, but he hung up. Someone was desperate to see me.

I smiled to myself as I opened the door and stepped inside. It was far too dark for me to see properly. I was shocked and a little turned on, when I was harshly grabbed and pushed up against the wall, where his lips made contact with mine, forcing my lips apart, his tongue entered my mouth. I tried initially, to push him away, but damn, this was a hot way to be surprised, so I kissed him back. I felt a shift in his demeanour, so I pushed him away. I caught my breath before speaking, "Edward! What the fuck? You scared me. I didn't know who it was."

He just laughed at me, "Who'd you think it was waiting for you in here? The Boogie-man, Easter Bunny, Santa Claus? I called you, Tanya. I told youto be here. What did you expect? Get over here, now."

Wow, he was hot tonight, and pushing every one of my buttons. Clearly, I had taught him well. I looked at him, seeing that there was lust in his eyes. I wanted everything that he could give me and more. I knew that tonight wouldn't be any kind of romance. Not that our trysts like this, ever were.

I wound my arms around him, making their way up his back and under his shirt before I removed
it. We then returned to our heated kissing. I was glad I changed before I left, knowing that we would be fucking like rabbits. I'd ditched my jeans and opted for a short skirt and no panties.

He grabbed me roughly, yanking my skirt up around my waist, causing me to gasp, "Ooh, Edward, in a rush tonight, are we?"

So did you like that?

As a special treat cause here is a completely unbeta'd peek at the next chapter.

She had tears in her eyes, how could I do put her through this. I nodded, returning to the couch with her arm around my waist supporting me. As I sat down, she remained with me and I turned to face her.

"Mom I'm-"

She cut me off, "Don't you dare say that you are fine Edward Cullen, don't you dare. I have been through hell the last few days, no one can give me answers or explain what has been happening inside your head, or why you felt that you could not come to me or your father with any of this." Her voice softened. "Sweetheart, we need to talk things through, you have to tell me what you are thinking."

I looked at her, did she really want to hear what I was thinking right now? How would she feel if she knew that the only person I wanted to be with right now was Bella, I wanted to talk to her, hold her, kiss her and tell that that I was sorry. I would go down on my knees if I thought that was what it would take to make her see how sorry I was for not believing her. I knew that she was hurt, hell I was at the time when I had thought that she had sold us out, when she denied me so publicly. I knew that she was hurt, hell I was at the time when I thought that she had sold us out, especially when she denied me so publicly. I saw that now, time and perspective are wonderful things,even if I had been through hell to get to this point.

I took a breath. "I'm sorry. I should've talked to you, I was scared, it was new, I didn't know what to do for the best."

"Why Tanya?" Her face looked pained. Oh, she wanted to know why Tanya. I really didn't have an answer for that one. "She's older than you, she's my Irinia's daughter, did you not think about that? Is it true what she said?"

My eyes sought and invisible spot on the ground and refused to move from it, finding that spot on the carpet so interesting, I couldn't look at her face. I didn't want to have this conversation with her, with anyone.

"Edward? Please talk to me, I want to know, to understand."

I really didn't want to do this now, I knew that I needed to reconcile my feelings for Tanya and knew that Janet would be able to help me with this, I wanted to talk yes, but not to my mom.

"Mom, I can't do this, please don't."

She nodded, standing slowly she kissed to top of my head. "Hot chocolate?" I nodded in response my eyes still unable to meet hers. "Marshmallows? Whipped cream?"

I lifted my head, she knew what I loved, "Yes please."

She smiled at me before she turned and left the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts in a quiet room, I could hear her in the kitchen moving around. As I sat there alone, my brain began to work overtime and I couldn't bear to be left alone in the silent room with only them for company so I went to join her in the kitchen. She was on the phone and didn't hear me, so I stood in the doorway and listened.