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A/N- her is Undyne.
Chapter 18
Alphys imagined telling her in a million, lying next to Undyne that day. Their backs against the carpet, staring at the ceiling and talking. Alphys laid there and thought, her brain fuzzy with the nearness of her. She imagined rolling onto her side and just watching her, until she asked what it was and Alphys told her. Maybe she would keep it simple: I like you. Or maybe she'd say, "All this time, Undyne, all this time I've loved you and I'm done hiding it, I just have I've loved you and I'm done hiding it, I just have to tell you how much you mean to me." Or maybe she'd take it slow, with Alphys dropping hints until Undyne realized.
But she couldn't do it.
So often she thought how easy it would be, just telling her.
And yet so hard.
Alphys was helpless, caught in the clasp of human emotion, trying to shut it out because it could never happen.
Parents wouldn't accept.
Friends wouldn't accept.
She wouldn't accept.
But Alphys couldn't control this crush.
Crush?
That was not nearly a good enough word to describe
That falling, flying felling when she was near
That fluttering when their arms brushed
That
Feeling
Specific
No words
Indescribable
Alphys could get drunk on the pure closeness of her.