(Bella/ Hayley P.O.V)
50 years since I had met Edward Cullen. 50 years since I fell in love with Edward Cullen. 50 years since Edward Cullen broke my heart. After that I got turned by Josh, my ex, we started, well more like he started a band and I joined. Now I am dating Chad Gilbert lead guitarist of New Found Glory. I do love or, that's what I keep telling myself, Chad. My relationship with Chad was more of a publicity stunt. We looked good together. There were times when he is a complete gentleman and treats me like a queen, respects me and reminds me of why I might love him. But then there are times when he is a complete and utter asshole and I really want to end things with him but I can't. The public loves Hayley and Chad. I was pulled from my train of thought by a knock on my dressing room door.
"5 minutes until show time Ms Williams." Said the technician. I smiled briefly at him and got up to go meet the guys. This is what I "lived" for. Screaming fans, signing autographs and most of all the joy of getting on that stage and singing my heart out.
"You guys ready?" I asked my fellow band mates. They all nodded and went on stage while I gathered my thoughts. After warming up and getting over my qualms, I ran on stage and was welcomed by deafening screams. "Are you guys ready to rock!" I asked or more like screamed and was answered by yet another round of screams. We were currently in Nottingham, England. "Alright this first song is called Misery business. Cheers and roots erupted and Josh started playing.
I'm in the business of misery;
let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.
I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
but I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.
Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to whom,
they wonder what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!
Whoa, I never meant to brag
but I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.
I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.
Whoa, I never meant to brag,
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
but I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got what I wanted now
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
it just feels so good.
A big smile was plastered on my face by the time I finished the song; it never failed to make me smile. "Alright this next song is called Fences, we've never played this song for fans before so I want you to clap your hands like this" I said as I clapped my hands in time.
I'm sitting in a room made up of only big white walls and in the hall there are
People looking through the window in the door they know exactly what we're here for
Don't look up just let them think there's no place else you'd rather be
You're always on display for everyone to watch and learn from don't you know by now
You can't turn back. Cause this road is all you'll ever have.
it's obvious that you're dying, dying
just living proof that the camera's lying
and oh oh open wide this is your night so smile
cause you'll go out in style, you'll go out in style
if you let me I could. I'll show you how to build your fences, set restrictions
separate from the world. a constant battle that you hate to fight
just blame the limelight.
Don't look up just let them think there's no place else you'd rather be.
and now you can't turn back. cause this road is all you'll ever have
it's obvious that you're dying dying
just living proof that the camera's lying
and oh oh open wide this is your night so smile
cause you'll go out in style.
yeah yeah you're askin' for it
with every breath that you breathe in
just breathe it in...
yeah yeah well you're just a mess
you do all this big talkin'
so now let's see you walk
I said let's see you walk it!
yeah yeah well you're just a mess
you do all this big talkin'
so now let's see you walk
I said let's see you walk it!
it's obvious that you're dying dying
just living proof that the camera's lying
and oh oh open wide
yeah oh oh open wide...
oh oh open wide
this is your night.
so smile
cause you'll go out in style!
"So did you guys like it?" my question was answered by a round of screams that were even louder to a vampire.
"Thanks guys and while we are here I would like to confront the rumours going round that I am pregnant but as you can see there is nothing here," I said as I patted my stomach. "Josh on the other hand is expecting and the little monster is due in December so can we all wish him congratulations and wish him the best at being a mum!" as I said that Josh glared at me but I could see in his eyes that he was just messing.
"All right we're gonna slow it down a little now," and as I said that Josh traded his Fender Jazzmaster for a Taylor acoustic. "This song is called breathe and I wrote it a while ago but we have never performed it so you guys are again the first ones to hear this." Josh started to play. I wrote this song when I'd just broken up with Edward or more like when he'd just broken up with me, that was when my passion for music began.
I climb, I slip, I fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love
And I, I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way
I climb, I slip, I fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love
And I, I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today.
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way
I climb, I slip, I fall
Into your empty hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood
As I sang the last line a saw a flash of bronze hair in the crowd and was instantly glad that the song was over, as I knew I wouldn't' have been able to sing another note. No it couldn't be him, it's not, stop it Bella you're just being paranoid. Again!