"You guys enjoying yourselves?" I screamed into the mike and loud cheers erupted from the crowd, it never failed to make me smile. "That's good but we have got to pop backstage for a few minutes alright?" I was answered by disapproving groans from our fans and questioned looks from the guys. As soon as we reached my dressing room I explained to the guys how I had suspected that I had been seeing the Cullens in the crowd and had later confirmed their presence. "What!" screamed Zac, it surprised me that he had screamed. He was usually the calm and I could see the other guys were also taken aback at his sudden outburst. "Don't look at me like that. Isn't it enough that he left you alone, pregnant and broken?" I just looked down. All the memories were coming flooding back.
"Funny thing is it doesn't hurt anymore; It hurts remembering how it felt to shut down though." (A.N: true Paramore fans would know where that line came from.) I said wistfully.
"I'm a genius!" said Josh with a self satisfied smirk on his face. We just raised our eyebrows at him waiting for him enlighten us. "Payback." I smiled as I caught on to what he was suggesting.
"How?" Taylor and Jeremy asked speaking for the first time.
"Our music." Josh said and although we didn't say it the "duh" was still there.
"New playlist."
That's what you get
Neutron Star Collision (Yes I know it's not by Paramore but I love as well)
Better in time (I know)
All I wanted
My Immortal (Ironic ha lol)
Ignorance (yes I now I've already put it in but it has perfect opportunities of hurting him)
After our carefully planned playlist (obviously designed to hurt Edward) we went back on stage. "Alright Columbus we have few more songs to sing but we are gonna need your help, do you think you guys can sing with me?" I asked although I already knew the answer. Alright this is called "That's what you get."
(A.N Bold Bella/Hayley and Italicsfans and Hayley)
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we lie to hurt, so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities
Well I was wrong
"Sing with me Columbus!"
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding on to silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so (so) inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.
As I sang that I looked Edward dead in the eyes so he's know I knew he was there and I should feel guilty but that is nothing compared to what I felt when he abandoned me.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
"Did you enjoy that?" I screamed adrenaline rushing through my dry veins.
"Woooooooooos, yeahs, and totallys" was all I could hear.
"Alright now here a song I wrote for those of you who've ever had a broken heart. Ladies here's to the husbands who've won you, the losers who've lost you, and the lucky bastards who've yet to meet you." (A.N not mine from the Wedding dates all rights reserved.)
"This is called Neutron Star Collision." Yet again cheers erupted from the crowd.
I was searching
You were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A neutron star collision
I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other
With no trace of fear that...
Our love would be forever
And if we die
We die together
And lie, I said never
'Cause our love would be forever
The world is broken
Halo's fail to glisten
You try to make a difference
But no one wants to listen
Hail,
The preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud?
Then they'll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean
Love is forever
And we'll die, we'll die together
And lie, I say never
'Cause our love could be forever
Now I've got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear
That my love will be forever
and we'll die
we'll die together
Lie, I will never
'Cause our love will be forever
"And this is another song I wrote a few years ago hope you enjoy it because we've never played it for anyone before, "All I wanted."
This was played on with slow acoustics to begin with, I like it a lot.
Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
When the world treats you way too fairly
It's a shame I'm a dream
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
And wake up early to black and white re-runs?
That escaped from the mouth
Oh-Oh
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
To all of our favourite parts
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
"This next song is saying that no matter how hard life is, you'll always pull through if you set your mind to it."
I went to stand by the piano and started playing.
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time
"Alright this is our final song for tonight to called My Immortaland I'm gonna need you guys to move your hands in the air like this." I said as I swayed my arms from side to side.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
Edward most likely thought this song was about him but it was actually about Chase. He was the one person I'd been romantically involved with that was almost as serious of a relationship as Edward's and Josh's. But the Volturi killed him and I really wish he was here tonight. They found out I had half human-half vampire kids and they wanted to kill them. Chase fought for them and they killed him. Aro and the rest of the Volturi know not the get with 100 square miles of me. Because if they did they would be a pile of ashes within the blink of an eye.
"Goodnight Columbus and as many of you know this is our last show of the year and we would like to wish you a joyful Christmas full of love, surrounded by your loved ones. Goodnight, Merry Christmas and Happy new year Columbus!" I screamed as I prepared to leave the stage I felt two strong arms pick me up and throw into the crowd. I was able to see the culprits from my vantage point; Jeremy and Josh.
Joshua Neil Farro you are so dead as soon I get to you but meanwhile, while I'm here please don't drop me, please don't drop me. I thought panicked.