Hello y'all! It's been a while! This was last updated on the 1st of December I think 'Fix You' was updated after that but I'm aware not all you of have read it (hint, hint;) therefore I have had the chance to wish you guys a happy new year ever thought it's nearly October now! So, happy New Year and happy belated Easter! I'm going to Switzerland tomorrow, I'll be back next Tuesday and will head straight to school and I have 6 GCSE exams end of May/Beginning of June so I won't writing for a long, long time gotta hit the books hard! Pity me? I do. Birds go flying at speed of sound…. Sorry, listening to Coldplay and as some of you might know, I'm easily distracted! Both blessing and a curse… anyways, this is going to be a short chapter just because if I don't do it now you won't get it till July if you're lucky! I don't know, maybe, who knows. Have you guys heard Boyfriend by Justin Bieber? I feel like a traitor to metal for liking him but whom the hell cares! Now I'm listening to Renegade! Have you heard that yet? I'm the singles club! Lol it's not that great but I guess that's what you get for $2.99 I can't wait to start writing that part…. I have either to wait or skip and chunk and I can't do either so the faster I go and the less I talk to quicker we get there – ok I swear this is the last thing I'll say; there these people at my house they came just after dinner around 19:30ish and they brought their own alcohol and everything and now it is 23:38 and they're still here playing on the Wii and drinking and we have an early flight! Anyways story time. P.s listen to a band called Halestorm – you won't regret it.
Hayley –
I'm owed a well deserved medal. Seriously, a lot of people envy me. They want to be me. An easy life they say, touring, travelling, laughing, and playing. Yeah, right, I say. I smile. That's all I can do. Hayley Nichole Williams does not always want to be Hayley Nichole Williams. Touring, arguing, singing, travelling, tiring, singing - not that great. Of course she's never say that, no, that was her secret and hers alone. 'Smile and Wave Boys' was tattooed on the small of her back, a quotation of Madagascar, truer words of never been spoken by animated penguins. Hayley loved her job, which was no lie or illusion. She loved the touring, the fans, sharing her passion with people that appreciated it, she loved having a place where she felt on top of the world yet very… contained? Is that the word? No, it's not but it will have to do; no words can describe her passion for her job. She's lucky. Living the dream of many. That she knew. She so desperately wanted to love every waking moment of it. She truly did. She just couldn't. She prayed, she cursed herself for being ungrateful. She just couldn't stop the feeling of hatred that rarely overtook her. The boiling fury that came in when people angered her. When they betrayed her. Anger is not the correct word. No, sadness, grief, she doesn't know, but definitely not anger.
'People will always put you down,' her mother always says. 'They'll say you can't do it. They'll tell you words that sting - tell you that you'll never make it.' She'd simply smile. Other times she'd say 'Tell me something I don't know.' It shut the negative voices out. She didn't need any more people telling her what a failure she was; she did that enough herself to last her a lifetime.
Thoughts please!