A/N: I'm probably going to get… well maybe… but for now this story would be too short if it ended now… so we shall see what happens.

Words

"Hey Sam…" the voice said as I saw the boy in front of my face.

"Go home," I said as I was about to the slam the door in his face.

"Sam wait," he said, "Can you just hear me out?"

"No Freddie; you basically played with my heart. What gave you the right mind to just play with my heart like that?"

"I'm sorry Sam; it's just what was I supposed to say… I didn't want you to leave."

"You could have at least told me that in person instead of a stupid letter or a damn phone call. You never had time for me."

I started to cry as I kept yelling at him, "I had to turn down a lot of other plans because I was waiting for you to at least give me a phone call. You decide to hide in your room on the last day I was in Seattle… that's right I saw you… you had your mother lie…That's even low for you Freddie Benson."

At that moment I was just wanted him to leave me alone. I slammed the door and just slid down behind it. I just cried my eyes out. I didn't care what he had to say… If he really did care… he would at least respect my wishes.

"Sam, I love you… I wanted to tell you but it was tough for me to accept you leaving. I didn't know what to think. I wondered what if you like another guy down here and we were together. I just had a lot on my mind. I know I'm probably the last person you want to see right now."

I kept crying…if you did love me, you would be able to trust me and know that I wouldn't do such a thing to you… You never thought about that did you…I just want to be alone.

"Just go home Freddie," I said. This was the probably the one thing I didn't want to say.

"But Sam," he said before I cut him off…

"Just go; you don't love me. You were supposed to be my best friend… I want you to at least be there as a friend to at least send me off. But you left me high and dry… just go home Freddie. I told you on the phone that I never wanted to talk to you ever again."

"I'm sorry again Sam," he said as his voice started to fade, "I just didn't know what to think… I just want you to be happy. Hopefully one day you forgive me."

A few moments later I didn't care anymore… I just continued to cry… why did you come here? You should have known I am very conflicted about you. You don't get it though Benson… it's going to be a long while before I ever forgive you.

I eventually stop crying and just decided to just stay there for a bit… I don't know how I should feel right now… I just wanted to consider all my options now. I finally found the strength to head back to bed. I slept but I knew I wouldn't be getting a good amount of sleep. Luckily it was the weekend so I didn't have to worry about school as much. I just had to practice when I get some time in.

I slept through the morning and finally woke up around 11:30… heavy sleeper I know but that was who I am normally. I just didn't want to wake up because I felt like everything would have just hit me all at once.

Tori slowly crept into my room and attacked me with a pillow.

"VEGA," I said as I try to get my eyes to open, "MOMMA GONNA GET YOU GOOD!"

"It's on Puckett," she said as she whacked me again. She may have beaten yesterday, but this time I was going to take her down.

Sadly to say she trounced me again…I have to get better at winning these damn pillow fights… Damn it… I think it's almost that time of the yeah… luckily I took care of that early… I swear Tori can keep a smile on my face… I quickly switched into non-pj clothes and chilled with Tori.

We order Pizza and just had a chit chat as we had normally.

"So I kind of overheard…," she started to say.

"We were that loud huh," I said as I continue to scarf down my pizza, "I'm sorry you had to hear all that." I really hoped no one heard us, but it seems like it was impossible.

"I'm guessing it didn't end to well."

"No it's hard when he didn't have anything to say to me."

"Well you did just put a lot on him."

"You're not…"

"I'm not siding with him; I agree he should at least have been there for you, but your friendship is a lot stronger than that."

"I know it's just; he did nothing to try to hang out with me when he knew that I was only going to be in Seattle for a few more months. Whatever reason he had to not bother to hang out with me is just not acceptable."

We both washed our hands as we continued our talk.

"Sam, I know that it still hurts but at the same time, don't you think it hurt him too."

I don't know what to say to that, I guess I was too focus on our friendship that I didn't… no… I have to at least stand my ground on this one…

"Maybe down the line," I said trying to at least to end the topic, "I'll forgive him, but for now I've lost his trust since he couldn't even trust me down here."

She nodded in agreement to that at least. Since I've been down here, I've been grateful to Tori. I think that if I didn't have her around I would have been calling Carly a lot and it would be hard for her to keep having to talk to me via computer. With Tori at least she is only nearby and has been around a lot to help me go through this hardship.

After she left I was trying to look at my homework even more to see if I had to change anything. It seem like it took forever to finally get through the day. Throughout the whole day I've been thinking about what I have said to Freddie the night before. I just wish that he didn't come down here. It was a rough rest of the evening. I didn't know how else to pass the time. I finally was able to shake off the thought and just decided to head to sleep.

Maybe I can finally get a decent night sleep.

A/N: I gave it a few days to see what I could cook up. This was a tough chapter to pull off so I hope things still hold up… the next few chapters is going to be interesting… I'm probably going to add a few things that won't seem Sam like but we shall see… Read and Review! Enjoy!