A/N: I finally have more to write! Enjoy!

Home Flight

I couldn't believe that I was making this decision on the fly. It was summer vacation for me and I made this a few weeks back. I had talked to Tori and Jade to make sure my place stays intact. I had paid my rent for the next month so I had nothing to worry about. I had a lot on my mind and I was wondering if I made the right decision.

What if… no I promised myself I would enjoy this vacation. I think that I am just worried about everything that might have changed. I waited around the airport till my flight was ready to board. I just was nervous; I kept thinking about all the things that have happened the last year. I didn't know what to say to him if I do see him. Am I even ready to see him?

I've been on the flight for about a good 20 minutes and it was pretty much a boring flight. Luckily it was better than the flight I took with the crew with Spencer to Japan. I will always hate that flight. The flight finally hit Seattle and I departed from my seat.

There was only one person that knew that I was coming back to Seattle and she was waiting for me outside by baggage claim.

"Well well," she said, "I'm glad to see you have made it here alive this time."

"Shut up," I said to her, "At least I was able to fly on just one plane."

"Touche; well no matter, welcome home Sammie."

"Thanks Mel."

Mel was the only one I told of my flight back. I didn't want anyone else knowing. Not yet anyway. Mel was staying in Seattle temporarily since she accepted UCLA… which surprised me. That means I get to see her more; which would be great because I want to spend time with her.

"I'm guessing you are going to drive down to LA before school starts."

"Tell me you have a spare room."

"Already thought of that; I talked to the manager and he is going to give me a bigger apartment."

She hugged me as we both moved my things to her car. She had bought a car for herself since coming back to Seattle and it has helped a lot. We continued to talk about her school and how it has changed for her. The only other reason why she is moving back is to be able to spend time with me more.

I love Mel… I mean I didn't really before but at the same time she has helped me be more opened about myself and I can't thank her enough.

Our first stop was definitely Bushwell. We both took the elevator to the iCarly room and moved towards Carly Shay's room. I slowly opened the door and saw that Shay was on her mirror desk. We both creeped into her room quietly. It was enough to not get her attention. We both finally found a good spot to sit.

"Hey Shay," I said.

She jumped and turns around saw both of us sitting. I was sitting on her bed while Mel was sitting on her bean bag chair that she bought.

"Surprise to see us both," Melanie said as she grabbed her attention as well.

"You both really have to stop doing that," she said as she finally caught her breath, "I swear at some point I am going to get a heart attack."

We all hugged and just chatted in her room for a while. It was nice to catch up with Carly. She was doing a lot better in school and was finally ready to transfer. She just needed a few more classes and a place to transfer first.

"Have you…" Carly started to ask.

"No…" I said, "I don't know if I will be ready to talk to him."

"You should at some point should," Mel said, "if you don't then things wouldn't progress."

Melanie and Carly both had a point. I had to talk to the boy. How will I know if we are ready to at least to be friends again. Am I scared? I feel like I won't be if I choose to walk to his door and talk to him.

"Just don't talk to him tonight," Carly said as she noticed that I zoned out, "He is visiting his grandmother."

"I wish you told me sooner," I said, "I was almost ready to go talk to the boy."

"Hey Carly," Mel said, "Is it cool that we stay here tonight?"

"I don't mind; Spencer is visiting Socko tonight so I have the place to myself."

That was great news, though I wish Mel would tell me that we would be staying the night. Oh well I don't mind a girl sleepover.

Carly went downstairs with Melanie to grab my things for the night. I was going to go down but I plopped onto the sofa downstairs and just let them grab it. I had written a note earlier on the flight and walk towards the door. I guess I should get this over there even though I was afraid to go over there.

I walked out of the room and picked the lock like I've always have. I went to his room and looked around to make sure no one was really there. I closed the front door and made sure no one was behind me. I finally found a place to put my note. If I leave it with his computer I'm sure he will definitely look at it. I looked around some more to see what has changed since I've left. That nub, I thought he would have at least gotten rid of the kiddy theme items. Then again it will always be his inner nerdiness that will take over him.

I finally decide to leave his room and went back to Shay's place. Apparently they still had trouble figuring out my stuff. I went back to one other place that I didn't think I ever go to. I went over to the fire escape where I had my first kiss. I can't believe this place still brings back memories for me. I just wish that I didn't have to be so angry with him. I just sat there as I kept looking around.

I miss being here. I may tease him a lot but he was the only one who really did care about me. I… I…

"FREDDIE I LOVE YOU" I yelled not caring who would be around me.

"I love you too," A voice said, "Sam… I miss you."

I turned around and again I saw the one person that I wanted to see…

A/N: Sorry for the late chapter… had minor writer's block… I should have more soon!