A/N: Hey everyone! So it's been a while and I've had a lot to do.. Especially since I had switch jobs and my life has gone a little haywire. But I'm going to do my best to at least finish what I had started! I'm sorry for super long delay!

The Walk

The next morning, well more like about 4 o'clock in the morning, I woke up and just went back downstairs to the living room.

Honestly, what do I have to do get myself to feel better again? Do I really need to…

I really didn't want to think about it now but at the same time, the boy has always been a part of me and I wish sometimes I didn't have these strong feelings for him. This has been eating me up for the longest time. I think since I've left the nub, I felt like I had always been in denial.

I started to cry a little because of all the times that we actually had fun together.

"Sammie," My sister said as she comes down the stairs, "What's the matter?"

"Oh nothing," I said as I dried up my tears, "Just couldn't sleep that's all."

"I noticed; I figured you might have gone downstairs to at least eat the Ham that was in the fridge."

"You know Mel; I thought about it but I just couldn't eat it."

She gasped, "Sam," she said as she touched my forehead, "What have you done to my real sister?"

"Don't worry; I'm still here. I just had a lot on my mind."

She already knew what it was about so she just let me stayed lying on her lap. She really didn't say anything to me. We ended up sleeping on the couch till about 9 o'clock. Carly had come downstairs to look for both Mel and I.

"Well good morning there," she said, "I hope you guys don't mind I made us all breakfast with the Ham that was in the fridge."

"Carly," I screamed, "it better cooked or fried."

Carly knows that I can't take it when someone takes a ham from me. However, Carly knows how I like my ham.

She pulled plates from behind her and placed it on the bar counter where her computer is. She made both of my favorite styles of ham and also got mama some fried chicken.

"You know Sammie," my sister said, "We do spoil you with a lot."

"Yeah," I said as I started to devour the food, "what's your point?"

Both Carly and Mel laughed; they both know that I can't live without them. They both have very good intention and know what is probably best for me. After breakfast I told that I want to take a walk by myself.

"Are you sure you don't want us to join you," Carly ask.

"I'll be fine," I said as I headed out the door. It was something that I needed to handle on my own. I took a walk to the groovy smoothie just because I wanted to order my smoothie and continue to walk.

It was worth seeing T-Bo again, though he has to stop trying to get me to eat that taco on a stick. I left and continued on my walk. I walked around the park and just trying to remember what my life was like. The sad thing is that it was pretty hurtful when I came around here. This was where Freddie really just broke my heart. I finally moved on from it but it's still hard to forget.

As I continue to walk, I notice there was a boy sitting by the bench. It was the nub that I know. I figured he would walk to the same route that I would. I went to the same bench he was sitting at but sat on the other side of the bench.

"Come here often," I said.

"Only when I think about things,' he said, "what brings you here?"

"Can't a girl walk and think," I said.

"Can we talk Sam," he asked.

"Sure," I said as I kind of looked away from him.

We had a really long talk and just basically hugged each other. I really hope things will get better between us. I don't want to have to regret loving the boy. I sacrificed a lot to do what I have to do. I just wished he and I talked earlier. Then again I wish I wasn't so stubborn.

After we talked, I left knowing that I have a better faith in our future. I know that we just have to keep talking and just believing that maybe one day we can make it work again. I went back to Carly's place and just left a note saying that I was heading back to Los Angeles.

This was one of the rare times that I had to do what was right for me. I know that once I figure things out, maybe I can finally find myself. Until then, Goodbye Seattle I will be back soon.

A/N: My oh my, let's see what the last chapter has in stored! Thanks for being patient!