Chapter 42
CPOV

It's been two and half weeks since we came home from Aspen. Ana got her tattoo so my name is now on her body for life. I suggested that I get her name and she freaked out as she doesn't want my body marked. Although, I did go behind her back and got a small AG on my ring finger. She reacted better than what I thought she would.

Things have been very interesting. I have been back in therapy with Flynn as I thought I was losing it. I think what set me off was Ros and Gwen where finally approved to adopt. I met their little girl Molly two weeks ago and she has brought out a side to me I never knew I had.
I am calling myself uncle Christian and I have already spoiled her so rotten, Ros has had to reign me in. The turning point that led me back into therapy happened last week. Ana found me in the spare room in Escala where I had collected baby stuff. I played it cool and said they were all for Molly but I had to come clean and admit to Ana that I am desperate for a baby.

We have been talking about wedding presents; I asked if she would agree not to continue with her birth control. She made me so happy by giving me the yes I was so desperate for. That is the best present I can think of, seeing my wife with a baby bump knowing a part of me is growing inside of her. We have three days before our wedding and I could not be more excited. Ana has been highly stressed out and really run down so much she hasn't been feeling too well. We are both headed to see her doctor today just to make sure everything is ok.
I nearly have a stroke as the doctor tells us that she needs to get a second opinion from another doctor. I hold onto Ana's hand so tightly that I think I actually cut off her circulation. I get asked to wait outside and I am about to have an aneurysm when Ana tells me its ok. I am only waiting outside for two minutes but it feels like a lifetime. I am called back into the room and I see Ana with a gown on laying on the bed and Dr Greene is standing next to her.

"Miss Steele, Mr Grey, from the sample Ana provided for me it looks like you are both expecting," I can't help but nearly jump on Ana but I have to refrain myself as she is now carrying precious cargo.

"Christian," Is all she says as I see the tears stream down her face.

Dr Greene tells us that she needs to do vaginal ultrasound, I nearly have a freak out when I see her inserting that thing into Ana. Once I can see our little tiny mini me on the monitor my emotions literally fly out of me. Yes, Christian Grey is crying. I am pulled out of my crying when I start to hear a thumping noise.

"Miss Steele, Mr Grey, that is your baby's heartbeat," This is actually happening I can't believe this Dr Greene tells us that Ana is roughly 7 weeks pregnant which means I impregnate her the first time we had sex, I give myself a mental high five and now believe I have super sperm.
I ask Dr Greene if we can buy ten sonograms pictures, she also says that she can put the baby's heartbeat in to a teddy bear for us well am sold, She leaves the room and I help Ana get dressed she has had a glow about her recently and now I realize that it's the famous pregnancy glow I have read about.

"Baby how are you feeling,"

"Happy," Is all I get from her as she is crying again. I hope they are happy tears.
Once Dr Greene returns I ask her how long should we wait until we tell people. I feel Ana tense up once I ask this. She tells us that people usually wait until the 12th week mark but there are no rules to when to tell people. I don't think I can't wait 5 weeks I think the excitement will take me over the edge.
We both leave the doctor's office floating on air. I can't believe that we are having our little mini me I knew that test had to be wrong I just knew it. I am grinning like an idiot but I feel so blissfully happy. We get into the SUV as I want to start taking care of Ana properly.

"Christian are you ok with all of this?," she looks so full of doubt right now. Oh no baby please don't go into over thinking Ana mode.

"Baby I could not be happier," I place my hand on her stomach I can't wait to feel our mini me kick.

"I know everything is moving at such a fast pace and I don't want you to feel trapped," she starts to cry and this time it's not happy tears.

"Baby I have never been so happy. You know I have wanted you to be pregnant this whole time. I have been given the greatest gift ever and in three days' time I will be making you my wife. A baby and a wife that is my dream baby," I can't understand where her reservations are coming from.

" I am so happy Christian I really am. I heard what your dad said to you about me being knocked up to trap you. I have gone and done it now haven't I?"

" I don't want you to even think like that Anastasia I want all of this with you and more. Realistically I would be the one doing the trapping to keep you."

" I guess It's all just a shock. I am happy I truly am I am so proud that I am carrying your baby"

" Our baby, Baby"

I have already got my pregnant wife plan already worked out. I decided to buy Ana the building next door to GEH so she can have her own building for her fashion line. I think it will be an amazing wedding present.
I took her sketches of her dream building and gave them to Elliot to have his crew to work on it while we are on honey moon. I will leave the staffing to Ana but I want her to be well rested and I don't want her to have a stressful pregnancy.

"Christian I am hungry can we please go and get some food?, when I say food I mean chocolate"

"Baby you know I can't resist treating you to whatever you want. We have to think about mini me and both eat better."

"Can I have the chocolate first and I promise I will eat something super healthy later on," She pouts at me and I know I will give.
We end up eating at a small dinner which we used to eat at when I started GEH. It's like walking down memory lane but this time I am sitting with my beautiful pregnant soon to be wife. Ana eats two slices of chocolate cake I think mini me is a chocolate lover as it reminds me of the night I found her after she demolished an entire cake.

We talk on the way home of names and what sex we both want. I am feeling so euphoric now. I am going to try my hardest to be the best husband and dad I can be. I know with Ana as mini me's mummy I can't fail. Ana asks Taylor to park outside of Escala as she needs some air.

" Hello Anastasia," Ana tightens the grip on my arm and I know she is panicked.

" What do you want Carla?"