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Quinn sighed as she ran her hand over her expanding stomach. Her first appointment was tomorrow and she couldn't be more excited about the fact that she had Huck's baby growing inside of her. She decided that she would tell Huck about his parents before he found out from anyone else and hated her for it. Huck was at work which gave her time to go see his mother and give her some recent pictures of him. Just as she was finishing brushing her hair into a ponytail her phone started ringing.

"Ms. Hernandez, how are you?" Quinn asked when she answered her phone

"I'm fine. And please call me Julia." Julia said back

"Okay. Are we still meeting up later?" Quinn asked the older woman

"Of course. Is Javier coming with you?" Julia asked

"No. I haven't told him about you but I plan on telling him soon. I just hope it doesn't hurt him." Quinn said

"I hope you do. His father and I have been out of his life for so long and I just want to get a chance to rebuild our relationship. I hope he forgives me for sending him away." Julia said sighing

"He will. He'll forgive both of us hopefully." Quinn said

"Is there a possibility you can bring Haley with you too? I miss my little love bug." Julia said smiling slightly

"Of course. I'll see you later." Quinn said hanging up her phone as she yawned

"Forgive you for what?" Huck said from behind her making spin around to face him in shock

"Nothing." Quinn said quickly

"Quinn, you clearly said and I quote 'He'll forgive both of us hopefully' end of quote." He said knowing that she was toying around with his intellegiance

"I promise I'm not up to anything. Can you just... wait until I tell you later on today?" She asked walking up to him pouting slightly knowing he would give in to her request

"Okay. I'll wait."

3 hours later Quinn smiled when she Julia sitting on the park bench reading a magazine and sipping coffee. She looked down at her daughter who had fell asleep on the way to the park and smiled knowing that Julia was willing to fight for Huck.

"Hi Julia. Where is Mr. Santiago?" Quinn asked as she sat down on the bench next to her

"I don't think he's coming. He hasn't even called yet." Julia said looking over at Quinn, "I take it Javi is feeding you well since you've gained some more weight." She said looking at Quinn's stomach unaware that her third grandchild was growing there

"Yeah. He cooks like, five times a day. Although I'm not complaining." Quinn said smiling brightly

"Atleast he's not like his father. That's why Javi is the way he is now. He's scared of trusting the people who love him the most." Julia said looking at Haley who was now waking up from her nap, "Hi sweet pea." the woman said taking Haley from her

"Say hi to your Grandma, Haley." Quinn said

"Nana." Haley said chewing on her fingers

"She finally got it right! Now I don't have to have Huck staring at me like I'm nuts because I keep telling her to say Nana." Quinn said laughing as did Julia

Huck sighed as he sat on the bed waiting for Quinn to come home. She had been acting weird for the past few days and he hoped it wasn;t for the reason he thought it was because if it was then he knew he couldn't forgive her for it this time but it didn't mean he couldn't try. He looked up when he heard her heels clicking across the hardwood floors and stood up when he saw her walk in.

"Where have you been?" Huck asked making Quinn sigh

"I missed you too, Huck." Quinn said sarcastically

"I'm sorry. I missed you. Where were you?" He asked again

"I went to see an old friend. She came from Mexico yesterday." She answered walking into the bathroom to wash the make-up off of her face, "Where's Javi?" She asked changing the subject quickly

"He wanted to see Kimberly. And I couldn't say no to him." He said watching as she picked up her washcloth and wet it with warm water

"Well its a good thing that he wants to spend time with his mother." She said yawning

"Someone woke up from their nap too early."

"I'm 32 years old. I don't have to take naps."

Huck strecthed as he sat up in the bed and looked next to him. Quinn was sleeping peacefully next to him which gave him time to search her stuff and figure out where she had been disappearing to for hours and hours at a time. He got up and grabbed her pants off the floor and found pictures of himself and his parents in one of her pockets and a picture of his mother in another. He then went to her laptop and type in her password going straight to her e-mails, there he found emails from a woman named Julia and a man named Javier Sr. two people he recognized as his parents. He frowned as he realized that Quinn had been looking for his family without his permission or his acknowledgement.

"Huck?" Quinn called out from behind him

"How long?" Huck askd not turning to face him

"How long what?" She asked playing dumb

"How long have you been looking for my parents?" He asked again still not facing her

"I... a few weeks. Maybe a month." She responded looking down at her feet feeling a little guilty for keeping it from him

"A month. And you didn't say anything." He said sighing as he turned to face her

"I just wanted to help you. I met your mother and she is... so amazing." Quinn said looking up at him

"You met with her? Why?" Huck asked walking closer to her

"Because I wanted to now her. I wanted to know the woman that created such a wonderful man." She answered backing away as he got closer

"I can't... You're pushing me to my limit." He said before walking out of the room and leaving the house.

Quinn stood there in shock. He wasn;t suppose to react like that. He was suppose to happy. She walked over to the radio and turned sighing as the music starting blaring through the speakers.

Chorus

You see right through me how do you do that shit [3X]
How do you [5X]

You let me win, you let me ride, you let me rock,

You let me slide and when they looking,

You let me hide, defend my honor, protect my pride

The good advice, I always hated but looking back, it made me greater, you always told me, forget the haters just get my money, just get my weight up

Know when I'm lying, know when I'm crying

It's like you got it, down to a science, why am I trying,

Know you ain't buying, I try to fight it, back with defiance,

You make me laugh, you make me hoarse from yelling at you,

And getting at you, picking up dishes, throwing em at you,

Why are you speaking when no one asked you.

[CHORUS 2X]

What are we doing, could you see through me,

Cause you say Nicki and I say who me?

And you say no you, and I say screw you,

Then you start dressing and you start leaving,

And I start crying, and I start screaming,

The heavy breathin', but, what's the reason,

Always get the reaction you wanted,

I'm actually fronting, I'm asking you something

YO, answer this question, class is in session,

Tired of letting passive aggression, control my mind,

Capture my soul, OK, you're right just let it go,

OK you got it, it's in the can, before I played it,

You knew my hand, you can turn a free throw to a goal,

Nigga got the peep hole to my soul

[CHORUS 2X]

Stop!
Stop!
Won't you just stop looking through me 'cause I can't take it, no I can't take it

You see right through me how do you do that shit [3X]
How do you [5X]

Quinn walked through the halls of her OB/GYN and sighed. She knew what she had to do to get Huck back and if this was the only way then she was willing to do it. It was the only way.

"Hi Dr. Maria." Quinn said when she walked into the room

"Miss Perkins. Good to see you. Is the baby okay?" Dr. Maria asked removing her glasses

"That's actually why I'm here. I want an abortion." Quinn said sitting down on one of the chairs

"You want an abortion? After you risked your life so you could have a baby with your fiancee?" Dr. Maria asked in shock

"I know the treatments were risky but I needed hom to stay with me. And now there's a risk he'll leave again and I don't want that." Quinn answered sighing

"You can't keep doing things to hurt him just so you can have him for the rest of your life." Dr. Maria responded, "But if an abortion is what you want... then an abortion is what you get. Follow me." She said standing up and leading Quinn out of the room

Quinn walked back into the house and sniffled. She felt guilty and what seemed like a good idea turned out to be a bad one. Huck would probably hate her for what she did but at the moment she didn't care as long as he came home. She went upstairs and peeped into Javi's room and found him sleeping peacefully with Haley next to him, she knew he would be tired because he spent the day with his mother and then spent the day with Ray at the park.

"Quinn? Is that you?" she heard Huck call out from downstairs in his office, she didn't answer because she was emotionally unstable and knew her voice would be shaky and cracking so she just walked over to the bed and sat down. She heard footsteps coming upstairs and knew it was Huck when he appeared in the doorway, "Quinn? Look I'm sorry about earlier, okay? I overreacted and I'm sorry." He said walking closer to her and looked at her closely. Her pupils were dilated, her cheeks were pale, her eyes had tears coming out of them, and her eyeliner was smeared. "Quinn? Look at me." He said and she slowly brought her eyes up to look at him and the look in her eyes told him something was very wrong. "What happened?"

"I went to see Dr. Maria. I went to have an abortion." Quinn told him looking away

"Did you?" He asked worriedly and she looked at him again with her sad and regretful green eyes

"Do you know the things that I had to do to have this baby? The things I did to satisfy you? Do tou know the things I did to make sure that you were happy and that you would never leave?" She asked tilting her head to the side slightly

"No. I don't."

"Well how about I show you. You see these? These are fertility pills. And these, these are three full bottles of birth control that I stopped taking over four months ago. Oh! And this is my medical chart showing that I have been having fertility treatments for five months. I am risking my life and my childs life just by being pregant at this very moment. So here I am trying to make sure you don't just up and leave and what are you doing? Noth-" She was cutoff of her rant by a hand connecting with her cheek knocking her to the floor

"I didn't ask you to take fertility pills. I didn't ask you to stop taking your birth control. I didn't ask to have fertility treatments. I didn't ask you to risk your life just to keep me happy. I'm already happy." He told her before leaving the room with Quinn still on the floor

Quinn looked at herself in the mirror and gasped when she saw the woman she no longer was staring back at her. Lindsay Dwyer didn't exist anymore so why was she seeing her looking back at her. Sweet and innocent Lindsay Dwyer. Quinn Perkins wasn't sweet or innocent. Quinn Perkins tortured a man. Quinn Perkins took innocent people's lives. Quinn Perkins killed two of her own children before they were even born. There was no sweet and innocent with her. She looked at the bottle of Oxycotin Huck had been taking for his leg on the counter and looked back at herself in the mirror still saw Lindsay Dwyer, she reached for the bottle and opened before swallowing the whole bottle dry. She felt herself slipping away from the pain she felt but just as she fell to the floor unconscious Huck came running in and caught her before her head hit the floor.

"Quinn? Quinn? Quinn! Wake up baby. Come on. Don't leave me like this. Javi call 911!"

Author's Note- Oh no! Did Quinn have an abortion? What's going to happen to Quinn? Is she going to make it? I can't tell you. You guys have to wait until next time. Song in this chapter, Right Thru Me- Nicki Minaj

Snuggy 29- Thanks for your review and Kerry Washington had her baby four if not five months ago. Her name is Isabella I think.