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Huck stared down at Quinn's unconscious body as tears rolled down his cheeks. He wasn't ready to lose her, especially not with his baby growing inside of her. It wasn't supposed to end like this. Not this way. He looked up when he heard the paramedics running into the bathroom where she lay slowly slipping away from him.

"What happened?" one paramedic asked as he hooked Quinn up to some type of machine

"We were fighting. I went outside to cool my nerves and when I came back in to apologize to her, she was about to fall and hit her head. She took uh... Oxycotin. The whole bottle." Huck informed them looking back down at Quinn who was getting paler and paler with each second that passed by her

"We got a pulse! Its not strong but its something! Let's get moving!" another paramedic yelled as they put Quinn on the stretcher with a breathing tube down her throat

"Are you coming with us?" the paramedic asked as Javi peeked into the room

"Dad, what happened to Quinnie?" Javi asked walking in further

"Is this your son?"

"Yes."

"Well then if you have any other children in the house I suggest you grab them so we can go."


Huck was sitting in the waiting room with Haley and Javi waiting for news on Quinn. He had been praying that she would be okay because if she wasn't he didn't know what he'd do. He looked up when he felt a hand on his shoulder.

"Charlie." Huck said in shock

"Yeah. Turns out Robin still has me listed as her emergency contact so they called me and they said they were going to call the rest of her emergency contacts as well." Charlie said sitting down next to him and sighing, "Why would she do it? Why would she risk hurting her baby because she doesn't want to live anymore? Did I do this to her? Did I really break her so much that she..." Charlie trailed off as he felt the tears burning his eyes. He wasn't going to cry. Especially not in front of Huck.

"She has a mental problem. She has PTSD. Post-traumatic stress disorder. She probably thought the only way to rid the pain was to die." Huck told him sighing

"I really did hurt her. I was just... I... I loved Robin. I still do but something just snapped inside of me one day and I couldn't stop myself from hurting her. I broke her. She's still broken. I want to fix her but I don't how. I want to help her get over whatever issues she has. How do I fix her, Huck? You're a fixer so you know how to fix her." Charlie said

"All the time I thought I was fixing her. But I wasn't apparently. So I don't know how to fix her. Not anymore." Huck said just as the team and Quinn's father came running in

"Oh god. Is she okay? Is Quinn okay?" Abby asked out of breath

"I don't know yet. They won't tell me anything." Huck answered

"My poor baby. My poor unborn grandbaby." Ray said sitting down

"Wait. Quinn's pregnant? Since when?" Olivia asked looking at Huck

"Since four and a half months ago. I found out when I was in Afghanistan when sh..." Huck stopped talking when he saw Quinn's doctor walk through the doors

"Family of Quinn Perkins?" The doctor asked and everyone stood up

"Is she okay?" Huck asked

"Well... Physically, yes. Mentally, no." The doctor responded

"What do you mean mentally no?" Huck asked confused

"I found small cuts on her wrist. Probably made from a razor blade. Which means she's been cutting herself to try and rid herself of her frustrations." The man explained, "I know she's seeing a therapist but that doesn't seem to be working so I want permission to put her in a mental instituion."

"HELL NO!" Huck and Ray exclaimed at once

"Okay. That's fine." The doctor said, "Well whoever is the closest to her you can follow my nurse back to her room."

"Who wants to go first?" Huck asked everyone not wanting to be the first one to see her

"Don't you want to go first?" Charlie asked stepping forward

"No. I don't." Huck said as Abby stepped forward

"I'll go. Looks like we need to have a little talk." Abby said following the nurse to Quinn's room and when they got there Quinn was propped up slightly by the pillows, her usually golden skin was pale and she was crying silently, "Quinn?"

"Abby? Hi." Quinn said sitting herself up a little more as a tear rolled down her cheek

"Don't you ever do that again. I almost went into labor when David told me what happened. The room out there is filled with people who love you so why would you try to... do what you did?" Abby asked feeling her own tears burn her eyes

"I was hurting. I was confused. I was scared. So I tried to make those feelings go away." Quinn answered

"By putting those feelings on Huck. On your Dad. On Javi. On Haley. On Olivia. On Harrison. On Charlie. On David. On me." Abby said wiping the tears from Quinn's eyes

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I am so, so sorry." Quinn said hugging the red head tightly as she broke down

"People need you. My babies need you. Your babies need you. Huck needs you. SO don't do it again because I don't think Huck will be able to take it. Not again."

Huck walked into Quinn's room and stopped when he saw her staring at the fetal heart monitor as their baby's heartbeat traveled through his ears. He could see she was also hooked up to a sonogram machine and he could see their baby. Still alive even after Quinn's suicide attempt.

"You really did scare me." Huck said startling Quinn slightly

"I'm sorry. I really am." Quinn said sitting up

"I know." He said sitting down on the edge of her bed with his back to her

"I was emotionally unstable and I for some reason wanted to die. I wanted to get rid of the pain but the pain I got rid of only caused more people more pain. I'm sorry if I hurt you any more than I intended to but it just felt right at the time them Abby came in and I saw her stomach and realized... Hey, I'm not ready to die. I'm not ready to leave this earth. I got to much to live for. I have kids, I have family, and most importantly I have you. So I'm glad you saved me because without you I would be dead right now." She said reaching out to touch his shoulder

"Promise me you won't leave?" Huck asked turning to face her with tears in his eyes

"I promise." Quinn reassured as he lay his head on her chest listening to her heartbeat as it hammered in his ears

"I love you, Quinn."

"I love you too, Huck."


Charlie sighed as reached Quinn's room. he hadn't seen her since he tried to kiss her when Huck went away to go to Afghanistan. He hoped she would talk to him because there was so many things he wanted to say.

"Hi Robin." Charlie said walking into her room shocking her

"Charlie? What are you doing here?" Quinn asked as he sat down next to her

"I'll tell you later. But right now you need to know that I am willing to fix you. I am willing to make things right." Charlie told her making her sigh

"Char-"

"Let me finish. I do feel... strange about the things I did. And about the pain I caused you and if I could take it all back I would. If I knew it would possibly save you from your self. I don't want you hurting yourself because of what I did so I'm here to make things right again. I love you Robin and I don't want you to leave behind your beautiful family. Especially not when you have a new edition coming into it." Charlie said placing his hand over her stomach softly, "So if you ever try such a stupid stunt again. I will kill you myself. Got it?" He asked wiping a tear from Quinn's cheek

"Got it." Quinn responded

"I really do love you Robin." He said standing

"I know. I love you too." She said as he left the room leaving her there to think about her actions. She looked up when the door opened revealing her father who looked like he was about to cry when he saw her, "Daddy." She said as he came over and hugged her as he let out a shaky breath as their skin touched

"Hi baby. I thought I lost you." Ray said squeezing her as tightly as he could

"I'm sorry. I never meant to scare you. Is Javi okay?" Quinn asked knowing that he was probably scared

"He was scared at first but Huck reassured him that you were okay. He's waiting to see you. He wanted to go last because he wanted to stay with you longer than anyone else so you wouldn't feel sad. He thinks that's the reason you took those pills. Because he doesn't spend enough time with you." He told her making sigh

"I knew he would be scared but I never thought he would blame himself for it." She said looking up at her father

"Yeah. But he'll figure out that it wasn't his fault sooner or later so don't worry yourself to death." He said then he realized what he just said from the way Quinn looked away, "I'm sorry, Lindsay. I didn't meant that."

"It's okay. Just knowing that Javi had to watch me flatline in the back of an ambulance just worries me." She said as a knock on the door drew her attention and when she looked it was Javi who looked like he couldn't wait to see she was okay with his own to eyes, "Javi? Come here." She said smiling when he ran over to her making hersighas their bodies connected

"Are you okay?" Javi asked nestling his face into her neck

"I'm hugging you aren't I?" Quinn asked pulling away

"I'll leave you two alone." Ray said getting up and leaving the room

"I thought you were gone forever." Javi said leaning his head up to look into her eyes

"I'm not going anywhere. I love you baby boy." Quinn said kissing his forehead as he leaned his head back onto to her chest to listen to her heartbeat just like Huck did

"I love you too, Mom." Javi said not realizing what came out of his mouth, Quinn smiled as she looked up at the ceiling of her hospital room. Knowing that her family still wanted her there and that Javi didn't hate her like she thought she would.


Four days later Quinn was home and in bed like the doctor recommended. The baby turned out to be fine and would be born as healthy ans strong as a newborn baby could be. Her cheek still had a hand print on it from when Huck slapped her but it was starting to fade slowly. Huck was downstairs making her a sandwich and Javi was in his room sleeping peacefully as was Haley. She was glad to be home with her family. She found out that she was now five months even though she didn't look it which means she was pregnant longer than she originally thought.

"Here's you're peanut butter, banana, sardine, honey mustard, and jelly sandwich your highness." Huck said handing her sandwich to her, she laughed when she saw he had a clip on his nose to keep the smell of the sardines from his nose

"Thank you." Quinn moaned as the taste of her sandwich coated her tongue

"You're weird." He said shaking his head at her

"I know." She said

"I'm sorry for hitting you." He said sitting down next to her

"It's okay I guess. But if you do it again, I'm hitting you back." She said looking pointedly at him

"Okay." Huck responded tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear

"What you do if I told my doctor said we were having twins?" Quinn asked surprising Huck as looked at her with wide eyes before he fainted causing Quinn to jolt up


Author's Note- So I did it! I made two chapters in one day and I'm so proud of myself. And Quinn thankfully didn't have an abortion and everything seems normal. Or is it?

Snuggy29- Thanks for your review. And my Fourth of July was amazing and I'm glad you had one too.