Huck smiled as her watched Quinn bundle up they're children. The team came in and they spent Thanksgiving in the hospital with them. They had been there for almost two weeks and Abby went into labor 4 days after Quinn did and they were both identical twin girls. They both had David's dark brown hair and Abby's bright blue eyes. It was hard to tell them apart since they were the complete definition of identical twins. If a dictionary had pictures and you looked up identical in it their pictures would be next to the word. The only way to tell them apart was their names, Elizabeth-Grace and Elena Rosen.
"HUCK!" Quinn yelled in his ear making him jump slightly
"What?" Huck answered
"I asked if you were ready to go?" She asked him placing Lynn in her car seat and buckling her up carefully before placing her blanket over her body so the cold air won't get in her face
"Whenever you are." He answered standing up and grabbing they're son's car seat handle as Quinn did the same with they're daughter
"Come on then." She told him carrying them out since she refused to have a nurse push her out in a wheelchair
Quinn let out a happy sigh as they pulled up outside of they're house. She was glad she would be able to hold Haley in her arms and never let her go. And then there was Javi. She knew she wouldn't be able to get away from him for at least two weeks. She jumped when she heard Huck tap the window lightly scaring her slightly.
"You scared me." Quinn told him opening the door and climbing out grimacing at the lingering pain in her vagina
"Sorry. Who do you want me to get? Jacklynn and Javi?" Huck asked her
"Either or is fine." She told him grabbing Jacklynn's car seat
"Do you want me to take her? She is the heaviest one of the two of them. You're not supposed to do any heavy lifting." He told her grabbing Javi's car seat and shutting the door
"No. She's fine." She told him walking up the sidewalk to the front door
"Javi is going to go nuts when he sees you." He told her putting the key in the lock and opening the door
"DAD! MOM!" they heard as soon as the door opened
"Oof." Quinn said when he slammed into her hard
"I missed you Mom." Javi said squeezing her tightly
"I missed you to baby boy." Quinn told him kissing his forehead
"Where's Haley?" Huck asked his son placing Jacklynn and Javier's car seats on the floor
"Taking a nap. She's been running around all week saying Mommy." Javi told his father
"Mommy! Mommy! Mommy!" they heard from upstairs
"She just went to sleep like 5 minutes ago. It's impossible for her to be awake again." Javi said sighing as he went upstairs to retrieve his sister
"I'm so tired." Huck said plopping down on the couch
"Your not the one who had to push to big babies out your vagina." Quinn told him unbuckling Jacklynn's car seat and taking her out along with JJ
"It couldn't have been that bad." He said getting up and heading towards the stairs
"Where are you going? Aren't you going to help me?" She asked bouncing them in her arms
"Nah. Maybe later. I'm kind of tired." He told her walking up the stairs leaving her there alone with the twins
Quinn sniffled as she changed Lynn's diaper. Huck was still asleep and he wouldn't stay awake long enough to even lift a finger to help her take care of the twins. She was tired and wanted to go to sleep but someone had to take care of the twins and Javi was with his mother and her father was busy and all of the Gladiators were working. She sighed when she felt Huck kiss her shoulder which was the first sign he still cared all day.
"Hey baby." Huck said to her picking up Javi who was wide awake as he stared up at Quinn with his bright green eyes. He glanced at Quinn wondering why she didn't say anything back and saw a stray tear roll down her pale cheek as she swiped at it away quickly, "What's wrong?" He asked her shifting Javi in his arms
"Nothing. Everything is… perfect. At least I would like to think so." Quinn told him moving her shirt aside so she could feed Lynn
"What's that supposed to mean?" Huck asked frowning just as Haley came crawling into the room from her play room
"Mommy. Juice?" Haley asked crawling over and pulling herself up on Quinn's leg
"I beg your pardon?" Quinn asked her daughter thankful for her timing
"Juice please." Haley said again as Quinn passes Jacklynn to Huck and grabbing Haley to go retrieve her apple juice from the fridge leaving Huck there to wonder what was wrong with Quinn
Quinn frowned as she looked around. That's when she noticed a girl sitting on a bed. Only problem was she was the girl sitting on the bed. She walked closer and saw a pregnancy test in her hands and her brows furrowed further together wondering what she was doing with it. Then she heard a door open and when she looked back she saw Charlie with bag full of groceries.
"Hi baby." Quinn said as she stood from the bed
"Hey honey." Charlie said back putting away the groceries
"I have to tell you something. I'm pregnant." Quinn said smiling brightly
"What did you say?" Charlie asked
"I'm pregnant. Isn't this great? We're going to have baby and be a family and-" she was cut off by a hard punch across the face sending her backwards
"Who have you been fucking, Robin? Was it Huck? Did you fuck him along with every other man in Washington, DC? Are that much of a slut?" He shouted at her wrapping his hands around her neck tightly constricting her airway
"Charlie stop it!" She choked out as he released his grip on her neck
"That's not my baby inside of you and you know it, Bitch. And I refuse to raise another man's child." Charlie said grabbing a knife from the kitchen and stalking back towards her with it
"No. Charlie No. It's your baby. I swear. I haven't been with anyone else. Charlie. CHARLIE NO!" Quinn screamed as he plunged the knife through her stomach
"Quinn wake up!" Huck screamed shaking her and when her eyes opened she was laying on the kitchen floor with a knife in her hand that was laying on her stomach, "What happened to you? Did you pass out or something? Why do you have a knife in your hand?" He asked helping her sit up slowly
"I don't know. It's like I had a flashback or something." Quinn told him as she stood up carefully
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked her kissing her forehead softly
"No. I can't. Not to you. Not to anyone. Ever." She told him as she walked away from him
"Quinn wait. Talk to me please." He said as he caught up to her grabbing her arm
"I was- I can't. I just can't." She told him walking into the nursery to finish feeding Jacklynn
"I'm your fiancé and father of your children. Tell me. Now." He demanded turning her around to face him
"I used to be pregnant with Charlie's baby." Quinn told him with watery eyes
"What happened?" Huck asked her as he sat down and pulled her into his lap
"He stabbed me in my belly and I went to the hospital and I found out that my baby was dead. I pushed the baby's death out of my head and forgot about it until now. I forgot about my baby. What kind of mother am I?" Quinn asked Huck as tears ran down her face as Huck pulled her closer kissing her fore head as she sobbed uncontrollably
"It's okay. You're a great mother. An amazing mother. It's okay." Huck told her kissing her hair as she nuzzled her face into his shoulder burying her face
"I was never normal was I? I was always weird, pretty-faced Lindsay Dwyer. I was never normal." She said closing her eyes as she began to drift off slowly as Huck sighed. Quinn was breaking into a million pieces and there was nothing he could do to stop it. He knew he was the one who broke her the most when he pulled her teeth out and he regretted the day he ever did that. If he could go back in time and stop what was happening he would but he knew he couldn't
"Daddy." He looked back and saw Haley crawling into the room. He smiled as she plopped down on her bottom rubbing her eyes which meant she was sleepy. He placed Quinn in the rocking chair before picking Haley up and laying her down on in her crib watching her close her eyes and drift off. He picked up Quinn and carried her to they're bed room laying her on the bed and covering her up with the blanket before walking downstairs to wait for Kim to bring Javi back home
Later on that night, Huck was changing Javi's diaper which was hard since he inherited Quinn's stubbornness and was crying because he didn't want his diaper changed. "Huck, do you need me to change him?" he heard Quinn ask from behind him and when he looked back she had a small smirk on her face making him glare at her
"No. I know how to change a diaper. Thank you very much." Huck said turning back to his son as he placed the diaper back in place finally putting it on right
"You sure? He doesn't seem to like you that much." She told him walking into the room and standing next to him
"I'm positive. And I'm his father. He likes me. Right Haley?" He asked the girl as she chewed on her favorite stuffed bunny's ear
"Mommy my favorite." Haley said before going back to chewing her bunny's ear making Huck pout dramatically
"See. Even Haley knows I'm the best." Quinn teased kissing her daughters forehead
"Yet earlier you were asking me what kind of mother you were." Huck threw back at her before he noticed how her face changed at the subject, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have brought that up." He said placing Javi in her arms so she could feed him
"It's fine. I don't mind your jokes." She said as she positioned her son so he could eat
"Quinn… I would never intentionally use your pain as a joke." He told her placing his hands on her shoulders gently
"Yet you bring up Haley's paternity every chance you get." She said sitting down in the rocking chair
"I wouldn't do that on purpose. I love Haley and I love you and I'm sorry if I offend you in anyway." He said just as Jacklynn began crying again
"Our daughter's crying. I think she needs a diaper change as well." Quinn told him kissing her sons forehead gently
"Quinn…"
"Change her before she gets a diaper rash."
Quinn hummed to herself as she prepared a hot bubble bath for herself. She had no idea where Huck went when he left earlier but she knew Javi was here and he would feed them they're bottle and change the twins diapers when necessary. She let out a sigh as she sunk down into the water feeling her stress beginning to melt away as she closed her eyes just as the bathroom door opened revealing Huck who stared at her oddly.
"What are you doing?" Huck asked her standing over her
"Taking a well deserved bath." Quinn answered opening her eyes
"Whose watching the twins?" He asked her sitting down on the floor next to the tub
"Javi said he would take care of them. And Haley was sleeping." She told him
"Good. I'm sorry about earlier. I went out and got you a present. Tada." He said pulling out a marriage certificate
"Our marriage certificate. Huck. We can get married sooner than I thought. But doesn't the bride and groom have to get the certificate together?" She asked him
"I know a guy. Who got it for us. I'm thinking… December 27th. What about you?" Huck asked her running his finger over her engagement ring
"I like the idea. But maybe a later date. You never know. It might snow that day." Quinn told him as she sat up a little further
"True. I love you."
"I love you more."
Javi smiled as he watched his parents interact. His father hasn't laid a finger on her recently which was a good thing. He smirked as he watched his mother splash his father with water before he attacked her back making her laugh loudly.
"JJ?" he looked down a saw his sister staring up at him so he leaned down and picked her up
"Hi baby sis. Things are looking good for Mom and Dad which means things are looking good for us as well. I love you sissy." Javi said kissing her cheek gently
"I love you." Haley said back
Quinn let out a happy sigh as she plopped down on the bed next to a sleeping Huck. They're moment in the tub had gotten more heated than she intended it to although they couldn't have sex it didn't stop them from pleasing each other. She had to admit. Giving birth was probably the best thing that had ever happened to her. She sat up when the bedroom door opened and saw Javi walk in with his baby brother in his arms along with a sad look on his face.
"What's wrong baby boy?" Quinn asked him sitting up
"Why did you guys name him Javi? I'm Javi so why name him that. Do yo guys not want me anymore?" Javi asked her placing little Javi in her arms
"Of course we want you baby. Your father wanted a Javier Damien Santiago III in the world and so did I. We didn't think it would bother you. And I'm sorry if it did but it's too late to change it. His names already on his birth certificate." Quinn told her son
"I don't care. I was here first. Before Haley and before him and Lynn. I was here. Not them." Javi said before storming off
"Javier! Get back here right now." Quinn called after him as Huck sat up
"What's going on?" Huck asked her rubbing his eyes
"Javi is upset about his brother's name. He doesn't want him to have the same name as he does." She told him rocking her son gently as he stared at her
"I'll talk to him. He's probably jealous because you're always spending time with them when he used to have all your free time. He'll grow out of it." He told her kissing her cheek softly and wiping the tear away before he got up and went to look for Javi, "JJ. Javi? Where are you buddy?"
"In here." He heard from the bathroom. He opened the door and saw his son sitting in the far corner
"What's wrong bud?" Huck asked him sitting down next to him
"I'm starting to feel bad for being mean to Mom. I mean… He's my little brother. I shouldn't be jealous."Javi said sighing
"It's fine. But you should go apologize to Quinn. She was really sad." Huck told him standing up as Javi did the same
"Okay. I will." Javi promised
Quinn smiled as she watched Haley attempt to brush Jacklynn's hair but she kept turning her head away and Haley was starting to get frustrated. Quinn yawned as she watched the two. She was getting tired and she was ready to go back to sleep.
"Mom?"
"Yeah baby?" Quinn answered looking up
"I'm sorry about earlier." Javi told her sitting down on the rocking chair
"It's fine baby. So sleepy." She said laying her head down on the edge of the crib
"Mom? Mom did you hear me at all?" He asked shaking her shoulder but she didn't budge
"Oh well."
"Why did you kill our baby?! That was MY baby and YOU killed it! It never even had a chance to see the world. You son of a- AHHH." Quinn screamed as she got knocked off of her feet onto her back
"Don't you EVER talk to me like that again you little slu-" She got up and pushed Charlie into wall slapping him across the face which only earned her a punch sending her back to the floor, "Where are you getting this boldness from? You know better than to fight back. You know what happens when you fight back." Charlie said picking her up by her hair and throwing her into the mirror causing it to shatter
"I hate you. One day you're going to come back and I won't be here. You're going to miss me so bad when I'm gone." She whimpered as he kicked her in the face with his boot
"You are not going anywhere. I will find you and I will kill you if you even think about leaving me. YOU. ARE. MINE." He told her kicking her in her ribs and then in her face again knocking her out
"QUINN!" she gasped as she shot up from the floor breathing heavily as she tried to collect her thoughts on why she was having these dreams. She looked up at Huck who was staring down at her with a worried look on his face
"I'm okay. I'm fine. Don't worry about me." Quinn told him
"What's going on with you lately Quinn?" He asked her
"I don't know. I keep having these dreams about my relationship with Charlie. I don't know what's wrong with me." She answered as she stood up from the floor
"Maybe you need to go back to you're psychiatrist." He told her guiding her out of the room
"Do you think I'm crazy?" She asked him staring up at him
"No. You're fine."
"I hate who I am."
Huck sighed as he laid down next to Quinn. She was upset about the dreams she was having and he couldn't do anything to take her mind off of the dreams. He felt her move as she got out of bed and left the room probably to get her some water or something. He heard glass shattering from downstairs and so he got up and ran down there to find Quinn sobbing as she picked up the broken glass obviously not caring about the deep cuts they were making in her hands.
"Quinn. Let clean it up. Quinn, Quinn look at me. Lindsay." Huck said getting her attention as she looked at him with sad, dark eyes, "What's wrong? You were so happy and bright earlier. What happened to you?"
"He's in my head all the time. I can't get him out. I love him and I shouldn't because it's wrong and because of everything he did to me. I wish he killed me that day. I wish he killed me." Quinn said nuzzling her face into his neck as she sniffled
"It's okay, baby. It's okay you love him. I don't care about that. All I care about is you and our children. I love you. I love you so, so much." He told her squeezing her tightly
"I know."
Quinn sighed as she opened the medicine cabinet and pulled out the Oxycotin. She poured some into her hand then looked in the mirror at her reflection and sighed again. She was tired of hurting and tired of thinking about Charlie. It was the right time and she knew it. She raised her hand to her mouth only to have it slapped away making her gasp and when she looked in the mirror she saw Huck standing behind her with a angry look on his face.
"Huck…" she started but he cut her off by turning her around roughly
"What the hell? You've been using my prescriptions for your own pity party?" Huck asked her gripping her wrist tightly
"No. I just… You're hurting me!" She cried and he let go. She took that as her chance to run but she didn't get far because she was grabbed from behind and thrown on the bed but before she could make a sound Huck's mouth crashed into hers roughly making her whimper but after a while she started to enjoy it. She decided at that moment she liked the animal side of Huck. She gasped when he bit down on her neck, "Huck. We can't. We can't, remember?" She asked him and he stopped
"If you even think about taking a single pill in that cabinet we're going to have a serious problem." He told her kissing her lips once more before leaving her there on bed out of breath and extremely horny
Quinn smirked to herself as she folded up Javi's clean clothes placing them in the laundry basket so she could take them to Javi. She shook her head to clear her thoughts as she looked back down at the clothes she was folding and jumped when she felt Huck wrap his arms around her waist and his lips against her pulse point.
"Huuccckkkkk. Stop it. I'm trying to clean clothes here." Quinn told him tilting her head to give him more access
"Umm… later." Huck said sucking on her neck, "Remember that one time on top of the washing machine?" He asked making her blush
"Yeah. Try not to bring that up again." She told him turning to face him
"I'll do my best. But I think we should try it again sometime." He said pressing her against the dryer
"Yeah, sure. Six more weeks from now." She said kissing him softly before going back to folding Javi's clothes
"Too long." He said walking away
"MOM! I need my uniform." She heard Javi call out from his room
"Coming baby." Quinn said picking up the basket and walking up the stairs to his room
A/N- I'm so sorry I've been away for so long. I was at a family members house for Thanksgiving and I was helping cook and clean and by time we finished I was exhausted. Anyways, I hope you all enjoy this chapter.
Snuggy29- Thanks for your review and sorry for the wait of the new chapter.
