"Mommy. Mommy." Quinn sat up and yawned as she climbed out of bed to go see why Haley was calling her. It was 9:43 in the morning and Huck was at the store getting the twins more formula. She got to the nursery and nearly had a heart attack at who she saw. It was Jake standing there with Lynn in his arms as he rocked her back and forwards.

"She's gorgeous Quinnie. She looks just like you. And Haley… boy oh boy Haley. She looks like you too. I was just going to take her and leave since she is my daughter I have rights towards her but she called you in here and I got caught." Jake said turning to face her with those creepy greenish-blue eyes

"Put my daughter down." Quinn told him as he laid Jacklynn back in her crib

"You know we could've been good together. You and me. We could have had more kids. But Huck knocked you up first. But that's okay. I'll be here in 3 and a half more weeks to claim my prize." He told walking over to her

"You're supposed to be in jail. What the hell happened?" She asked backing away from him

"I'm command. You can't get rid of me. Even when I die I'll still live on inside of Haley because I created her. I made her. All I needed was your body and now I have an evil minion running around." He told her grabbing her by her shirt and kissing her while she struggled to fight him off

"Get your filthy hands off of my fiancée." They both heard and when he let go he saw Huck standing there with his gun aimed at him

"Well, if it isn't Huck. You always show up at the right time. She you around Quinnie." Jake said walking downstairs and out of the house

"Are you okay?" Huck asked her noticing how shaken up she was

"No. I'll never be okay. Never again." Quinn told him walking away to go brush her teeth

Quinn frowned as she looked around. She was in the same garage Jake had raped her in. She had no idea what was going on with her but knew these dreams were happening for a reason. She looked at the entrance and saw her car pulling into the garage and prepared herself for what she was about to see. She watched herself climb out and watched as she began walk to the elevator stopping seconds later when she heard footsteps but they stopped too. Then she started walking again only to be grabbed from behind and turned around sharply to reveal Jake.

"Jake. You scared the hell out of me. What are you doing here?" Dream Quinn asked him as the real Quinn watched from the background

"You left your jacket. I wanted to bring it to you. So you wouldn't look for it later." Jake told her smiling sweetly

"Oh. Where is it?" She asked him noticing his empty hands

"In my car. Follow me." He said as she followed him back to his car

"Not that I'm not thankful but you could have waited until morning when I came to work." She told him as he opened his car door and grabbed a syringe hiding it in her jacket so she wouldn't see it

"I wanted to bring it to you." Jake told her handing her the jacket before he grabbed her and threw her to the ground

"Jake… What are you doing?! Get off of me!" Quinn said pushing at his shoulders

"Relax. You're just as stubborn." He told her tying up her hands and blindfolding her

"What are you doing to me? Let me go!" She demanded that's when she felt his hands unbuttoning her jeans and pulling down her panties

"Impressive. I see why Charlie's with you." He said looking her over

"Please don't. Please don't do this to me." She begged

" I like hearing you beg. It's sexy, sweetie pie." Jake said as he kneeled before her. Quinn inhaled sharply in the background as she watched what Jake did to her that night. It was horrid then she frowned when Jake pulled out the syringe and stick it in her neck effectively leaving her lightheaded and blind. She couldn't see anything but she could feel everything. She felt Jake slide into her, she felt him moving inside of her, and she felt the warm liquid fill her as he released his seed deep inside of her. Or at least that's what dream Quinn felt. What the real Quinn saw was something totally different. Jake had never been inside of her. He never came inside of her. He used his fingers. And he used a syringe full of what she guessed to be someone's cum. He never raped her. He inseminated her with someone's sperm.

"QUINN!" she gasped as she shot up from the bed and looked around. She sighed when she saw Huck staring at her like she was crazy and she was starting to think she was, "Are you okay?"

"No. I'm not okay. I doubt I'll ever will be." Quinn answered running her fingers through her hair

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked her

"No. I'd rather not." She answered as she got up to go check on the twins

"You can't hide these things from me. I'll find out. One way or another." He told her making her stop in her tracks and turn to face him

"What are you going to do? Rip my teeth out again? Or are you going to drill holes in my body this time? Which one?" She asked him

"What the hell are you talking about? I'm not going to hurt you. I told you that." Huck said pulling her to him

"Yeah well… I find that hard to believe." Quinn said pulling her arm away and walking into the nursery highly upset

Quinn sighed as she sat in the bathroom with her razor blade in her hand ready to cut her wrist but something was stopping her and she didn't know what. Her wrist was right there why couldn't she do it? She wanted to ease her stress and pain but she couldn't bring herself to do it. She heard a knock on the door and sighed again as she placed the blade back in her bag before opening the door revealing Javi who looked worried about her.

"Hi baby." Quinn said to him stepping out of the bathroom

"Are you okay?" Javi asked her as she walked past him

"I'm fine. Just a little tired is all." She lied wondering where Huck was

"Dad left a few hours ago. He said he'd be back later when you got over your issues." He told her as she laid down on the bed

"Yeah. I do have issues. A lot of them." She said closing her eyes

"Will you ever tell me what happened to you?"He asked sitting down on the bed next to her

"Maybe. I don't know." Quinn answered sitting up as her phone began ringing she felt her heart rate speed up when she saw Jake's number on her phone. She hit the end button quickly placing it back on the nightstand

"Something wrong?" Javi asked noticing how panicked she looked suddenly

"Will help me move all the cribs in here?" She asked him avoiding the question

"Sure." He said as they both got up and headed for the nursery

Quinn huffed as she watched Javi climb into his friends mother's car to get to his teams football practice. She slammed the door quickly as soon as they drove out of sight. She ran to the back door placing a chair in front of it then running back to the front door only to find it open again. She backed away slowly towards the kitchen screaming as she bumped into someone.

"Quinn. Quinn. Quinn stop it. It's just me." She heard from behind her calming her slightly as she relaxed in his arms

"You can't sneak up on me like that." Quinn told Huck turning to face him

"Sorry." Huck said stepping back as a awkward silence filled the air around them

"I, uh, I have something I need to do upstairs." She said as she turned to walk away

"Quinn." He called out stopping her as she turned to face him with a questioning look, "I love you." He told her as she nodded her head before walking up the stairs

Quinn took a deep breath as she sat down in front of her piano. I had been awhile since she played it and she knew now was the perfect moment. She hummed to herself as she began playing 'Dead in The Water' by Ellie Goulding. She looked up when she heard Huck come down the stairs to the basement where she went to get some piece of mind.

"What are you singing today?" Huck asked her sitting down next to her

"Nothing right now." Quinn answered placing her hands back in her lap

"Why? You're always singing but haven't been lately." He said running his finger up her arm

"Just haven't felt like it." She said scooting away

"Did I do something? I mean… You're a little distant." He said noticing how she didn't want to be near him

"Where did you go?" She asked him looking at him

"Oh. I went to the store and got some pull ups for Haley and some diapers for… what?" Huck asked noticing the look on her face

"You don't understand. Where did YOU go? Where did the guy who saved me from Charlie go? Where's that Huck?" Quinn asked him

"What are you talking about? I'm still here aren't I?" He asked

"No. You're not the same Huck you were when you found me in the diner. You're not the same Huck you were when I found out I was pregnant with Haley. You're not the same Huck you were when you proposed. You've changed. You change more and more everyday and I can't… You're different." She told him

"How am I different? I'm still me." He said placing his hand on top of hers

"Just forget it. Just forget I ever said anything. That's what you always do anyway." She said turning her back to him, listening as he stood up and walked back up the stairs leaving her alone again. She sighed as she wiped the tears from her face. Huck didn't understand. No one ever understood. They were all to blind to notice her pain. She turned back around and began to play 'Dead in The Water' again.

If I was not myself
And you were someone else
I'd say so much to you
And I would tell the truth
'Cause I can hardly breathe

When your hands let go of me
The ice is thinning out
And my feet brace themselves

I'm there in the water
Still looking for ya
I'm there in the water
Can't you see, can't you see?

Huck sighed as he listened from the top of the of the basement stairs. He missed his bright and happy Quinn and he knew he ruined everything about her. He ruined her life, he ruined her spirit, and he ruined her happiness. Why did he have to break her?

You've seen this all before
Life left on the shore
We're smiling all the same
You sail away again

I'm there in the water
Still looking for ya
I'm there in the water
Can't you see, can't you see?

Oh yeah
I'm dead in the water
Still looking for ya
I'm dead in the water
Can't you see, can't you see?

I'm dead in the water
Still looking for ya
I'm dead in the water
Can't you see, can't you see?

Huck sighed as he looked at the pictures of him and Quinn when they first got together. She was glowing brighter than the sun and she loss that glow over the past few months. It happened when he first hit her and he regretted that day along with all the other times he ever laid his hands on her. He looked up when he heard Quinn's light footsteps walk into the room. He looked back down at the book as she laid down next to him. He could feel her eyes on him as she watched him but he didn't bother looking at her since she was probably still angry with him. He jumped out of surprise when he felt her lay her head on his leg.

"What are you doing?" Huck asked her placing the photo album on the nightstand

"Nothing. Just… nothing." Quinn answered staring straight ahead at the wall before turning to face him, "Can you just be here? Can you not judge me? Because that's all I ever needed." She said with watery eyes

"I won't judge you." He as she crawled up his body and laid down on his chest

"I had a dream about Jake raping me earlier. That's why I didn't want to tell you. I didn't want you to judge me." She told him nuzzling her face in his neck

"I wouldn't have judged you. I would never judge you." He told her kissing her forehead

"I'm sorry if I overreacted earlier." She said closing her eyes

"It's fine." Huck said squeezing her gently, "I love you."

"I love you too." Quinn said back

Quinn yawned as she changed Javi's diaper. She was glad that he was the quiet one since Lynn was a squealer. She glanced back at Haley's crib and smiled when she saw Haley staring back at her with her bright hazel eyes.

"Hi sweetie pie." Quinn said to her daughter

"Hi Mommy." Haley said back

"Hey Mom, have you seen my phone?" Javi asked peeping his head in the room

"Sorry baby. I haven't seen it." Quinn told him placing baby Javi back in his crib

"I'm starting to think I left at Grandpa's house. Maybe I should- MOM!" He called out rushing to her side as she slid down the wall unconscious, "Dad! Hurry!"

"Where have you been, Robin? You're late. Were you with Huck?" Charlie asked her as she walked into the house visibly shaken up

"No. Charlie… Baby… Jake… H-h-he raped me in the garage. That's why I was late. I fought him. I really did but I couldn't get him off of m-" Quinn cried out as Charlie punched her sending her backwards into the glass table

"So you fucked Jake too? Are you going to end up pregnant and tell me it's mine again? Am I going to have to kill another baby until I finally know it's mine?" He asked her

"No. Please Charlie. I've been a good girl. Please." She begged as he approached her with a razor blade

"You fucked Jake. Our boss. That's probably why you're still in Wonderland. Give me your arm. GIVE IT!" He yelled at her as she held her arm out to him, sobbing when he pressed the blade against her wrist making a deep cut in her arm next to her other cut that was starting scab over, "When will you learn not to betray me? You good for nothing, two timing whore." He said to her hitting her across the side of her head knocking her out

"Quinn wake up!" she heard Huck say as her eyes opened slowly. She looked around the room and saw how worried Javi was and automatically felt bad

"I'm okay. Don't worry. I'm okay." Quinn said as she sat up slowly

"You're not okay. Come on." Huck said picking her up gently and carrying her to they're bedroom, laying her down on the bed carefully

"What's happening to me?" She asked him

"I don't know. You tell me." He said smoothing her hair down gently

"I'm scared. I'm scared of what I'm becoming. What if I go crazy and end up hurting one of my children?" She asked staring up at him

"You won't. I'll make sure of it." He promised her

"What if I one day I do something to them?" Quinn asked him running her fingers through her hair

"You won't." Huck told her

Quinn inhaled sharply as she walked into her therapist office. She hadn't been there in awhile but she knew it was time to talk to him. Her PTSD was getting worse and she knew she needed him. She opened the door to his office and saw him reading a file which was probably on her.

"Dr. Lewis?" Quinn called out and he turned to look at her

"Ms. Perkins. Nice to see you again. You stopped coming. Was my treatment not helpful enough?" Dr. Lewis asked her standing up

"No. I mean yes. It was helpful. It was… just what I needed. But I seem to be relapsing." She told him sitting down on the couch across from him

"Tell me sweetie. What's happening?" He asked placing his hand on her thigh making her uncomfortable

"I just… keep having flashbacks of my abusive relationship with Charlie and… It's hard to explain." She said squeezing her thighs together to keep his hand from moving any further up her thigh

"Take your time. I'm here for you and I'm not leaving any time soon." He told her removing his hand

"These dreams are non-stop and they're scaring my kids and my fiancé." Quinn told as her phone went off and when she looked it was Huck, "Hello? Oh no. Is she okay? How bad is it? I'm on my way."

"Is everything alright?"

"No. Haley fell. But she should be fine."

Huck sighed as he looked Haley over again. She fell trying to get off of the bed. The shocking thing was she didn't cry so she seemed fine. He looked up when he heard the door open and saw a concerned looking Quinn.

"Is she okay?" Quinn asked shrugging out of her jacket placing it on the door knob

"Yeah. She wasn't crying so I figured she was fine." Huck said handing her over to Quinn

"Hi baby. You okay?" She asked her smoothing her hair down softly smiling when she got a nod

"She fell trying to be a little to grown up." He said just as Jacklynn sneezed

"I think we should try and get her to walk. I mean she tries to stand up. Maybe we should try it." She said walking downstairs with Huck right behind her

"Why? I'm not ready for her to grow up yet." He told her pouting

"She's almost one. She needs to learn. Go stand by kitchen with her and I'll stay here." She told him handing Haley to him. He sighed as he kneeled down placing Haley on her feet steadying her before letting her go slightly

"Go to Mommy baby." Huck told her poking her gently

"Come here." Quinn said holding her arms out inhaling deeply as she watched Haley take one step then another then another before she fell down. Quinn was thankful for the plush carpet she fell on and not the hardwood floors in the kitchen, "I can't believe it. She did it. You do it baby." She said running over and picking her

"I wish I recorded that." He said standing up

"I did." They heard from behind them

"Javi. I thought you were sleeping." Quinn said to him

"No."

Quinn sighed as she climbed back into her car. She hated when the food places didn't want to deliver the food. She hummed to herself as her favorite song came on the radio. Quinn sighed as she thought about her flashback to the night Jake raped her. She was puzzled by who was Haley's father if Jake never did anything to her then she thought about what Haley looked liked when she was first born. She had dark brown eyes and tan skin. Jet black hair. That's when she realized the eyes, tan skin, and jet black hair were all things Huck had. She slammed the brakes as she pulled up outside of a familiar building. She had no idea she was going to end up here. In Wonderland. She opened the car door and stepped out of her car and stared up at the window where his office would be and saw him standing there staring out at the city then she saw him look down at where she was standing and they're eyes locked immediately. She felt her heart rate speed up as he smirked at her and waved. She walked into the building by passing all the people who was staring at her like she was crazy. She gasped when she felt someone grab her arm and when she looked up it was Charlie.

"What are you doing here? Is Javi okay?" Charlie asked her pulling her to the side

"Yeah. I'm here to see Jake." Quinn answered as Charlie's eyes widened

"Why? Think about what he did to you, Robin." He told her

"Think about what you did to me, Charlie." She said as he looked away from her quickly

"I said sorry over a hundred times. I'm sorry for ever hurting and I love you. I care about you. Don't go see him. Please. I'm begging you." He begged

"I begged you not to kill our child. I begged you not to hurt me. I begged you every day and every night. But you didn't listen. So I'm not listening to you. And I love you too. But I have to know what happened to me that night. I have to know what he did to me." She said kissing his cheek gently before walking around him only to have him grab her wrist turning her around

"Just be careful. I don't want anything to happen to you. Haley still needs her mother and so does those beautiful twins. I love you." Charlie said before walking away. She sighed as she headed towards Jake's office. She was scared of what he may do or say to her but she had a right to know what happened to her. She stopped outside of his office door before opening it slowly frowning when she didn't see him in there. She stopped breathing when she felt someone come up behind her and she knew it was him as soon as he pushed her into his office shutting and locking the door.

"What are you doing here? Is my daughter okay?" Jake asked as stood in front of her

"She's fine. And she's not your daughter. I saw everything you did to me. You… touched me and… looked at me. You in impregnated me with someone else's… man chowder. Who?" Quinn asked him folding her arms across her chest

"How do you know what happened?" He asked her stepping into her personal space causing her to step back

"I had a flashback. I watched what you did to me. You never raped me that night. What happened? How is Haley's father Jake? TELL ME!" She shouted at him grabbing him by his shirt only to have him throw her to the floor and climb on top of her effectively pinning her down

"I love Haley and you don't deserve to know." He said as he raised his fist to punch her only to have her catch and flip him over onto his back

"Please. Tell me who my baby belongs to. If you love her as much as you say you do. You'll tell me. Who is it?" She asked him as tears blurred her vision

"I can't. " Jake told her grabbing his gun but Quinn saw it and grabbed it just as he tried to shoot her

"JAKE! STOP!" Quinn told him as the fought for control of the gun

"I have to. I can't lose Haley to another man." He said pinning her down so she couldn't move and aiming the gun right between her eyes, "I'm sorry, Quinnie." He said just as the door burst open revealing Charlie and Huck

"Jake. Boss man. Let her go." Charlie said aiming his gun as Huck did the same

"I can't not now." Jake said as he began squeezing the trigger. And then all hell broke loose.

A/N- OH NO! Who got shot? Find out in my next update! Although I'm not feeling this chapter I'l post it anyway. Let me know if you like it. And don't be afraid to be honest.

Song- Ellie Goulding- Dead in The Water

Snuggy29- Thanks for your review and I hope you enjoy this update