Sooo...today I would like to present you the chapter I had already hidden in my laptop, thinking whether I should publish...
Since this story is M rating, I believe you all are above 18 (or at least 15) and you will enjoy it :-))))
I am still new in this type of writing :-))) and so I hope it will be understandable :)))))))
when you finish... I would like to invite you all to my new story :))) named Mirrors, this week I had a dream and I wanted to make a story of it, so... but don´t worry, I won´t stop with this story...
I would like to devote this chapter to all of you who really read the whole 50 chapters till here and the most to those who sent me the nicest reviews...I really treasure each of your beautiful words... you make my life beautiful and my writing better...
and another small dedication goes to my lovely husband, who bought to my daughter and me a holidays in the Canary islands...(another place where I desired to go...), I know he won´t read it here...but still...I am so happy ...
anyway, have a nice sunny weekend and enjoy the chapter :-))))
sorry, for the talks, I just can´t say things short today...you will see...
A/N I don´t own anything from the Twilight and no copyright infringements intended...the story is just for my personal pleasure and I don´t earn any profit with that...
Ch 50
Carlisle accompanied her in the bedroom and kissed her for good night. He didn´t say anything more. Maybe because he saw Patty sleeping in her bed. He turned around, wished her good night and left the room. Ellen was sitting on the bed thinking about everything.
She felt so frustrated. Everytime they tried to spend some time together, something disturbed them. She felt like a teenager. They are both ADULTS….. she felt like she had to sneak around. She couldn´t hold on. This is all crazy. Everything is getting crazy. In her present state of mind, she has no doubts about one thing. She needs him and wants him. Definitely. Yes. It is one of the best ideas recently. She cannot plan it, plans usually don´t work. It has to be sudden. Unexpected.
She hoped he wouldn´t be immune to her seduction plans. No, he cannot be. He loves her. He repeated this many times. Still, she had no idea of why he left tonight. It was so weird to be in the bed without him. Since they have been together, he always came. Until now. She had no idea why he did that and it made her feel so weird. She has never felt anything like this.
She watched her little baby girl sleeping but missed the presence of her beloved Carlisle. Ellen loved being with Patricia but couldn´t wait when she can see him in the morning. But suddenly she couldn´t help it. She has never experienced this feeling of frustration. It was eating her from inside.
When she woke up, she heard voices from downstairs. She put on the dressing gown and headed to find her daughter. It was Saturday and Patricia was promised to leave with Bella, Alice and Rose shopping. Ellen felt sorry she cannot accompany them but she knew that in two or three weeks she will be finally able to walk better. She has to hold on.
She began jumping down the stairs when she was caught from behind by Carlisle: „ Why don´t you say a word?"
She replied shocked: „ Well….I thought I….I could make it…."
Then she realised that he is holding her under the knees touching her naked thighs. It was kind of interesting feeling to experience his cold hand on her body. She began thinking of how it would feel if he did that purposefully.
Edward was standing next to Bella who was dressing Patricia´s coat, he watched Jasper and couldn´t help it but he left the room pretending he needs to get something. Jasper followed him in a second. Luckily Ellen didn´t notice them. Bella and Alice already knew what is going on and couldn´t help but giggle.
Carlisle gave Ellen on the floor and she kneeled down to Patty: „ Sweetie….be nice to Alice and Bella…..Where are you going?"
„Bella replied: „ Just to Seattle….They have huge sales…."
Then she called: „ Rose…..where have you been?"
A blond head appeared on the stairs: „ I am here….."
Emmett followed her: „ Where are Jasper and Edward?"
Bella whispered: „ They needed to get out of the house….. neeeded some fresh air."
Ellen was kissing Patricia so she could continue in the vampire speech: „ Too many emotions….."
He stared: „ Well, then…ladies. May I ccompany you?...I can be your personal driver and I will také you wherever you wish…."
Alice commented: „ Great, we will také your Jeep…there´s enough space for out bags….."
He rolled his eyes and headed outside to the garage.
Ellen waved Patty for the last time and headed to the kitchen to have some coffee.
She needed that. She was delighted because the hot water was already prepared in the kettle. She just prepared the cup, gave a spoon of coffee and added a bit of powder milk.
Then she poured the hot water over it. She sipped it and began thinking. It was silent everywhere.
She hasn´t spoken to Carlisle since last night when he left her room to let her have a good night sleep. She didn´t like it much but didn´t dare to comment anything. When the girls left and she went to make the coffee, Carlisle was still standing in the living room in front of the fireplace watching the photos. He knew he had to tell Ellen everything as soon as possible. He desires so much to be with her, better said to make love with her.
Yes, he has to do it. Just find the right timing. Yep, that is necessary. He was curious about her reaction to his vampire origin.
It seemed cold in the room. He wanted the fireplace to make the room warmer. He wanted to lit the fire but noticed that there is something wrong with it. It stressed him and he decided to look at it before she comes in. He didn´t want Ellen to complain about being cold.
She was just like that in the dressing gown wearing only her night shirt. Yes, she was tempting him so badly. After everything that happened in the few days, he felt he already lost all of his self control. Yes, he could control the fact all his animalistic nature, but he couldn´t control the way he felt about Ellen and how much he wanted her.
All he could bear in his mind was connected with her. He needed her. It was so amazing to feel her hot thighs on his fingers. He couldn´t help it.
Edward was just passing by and Jasper followed by taking his jacket:
„ Dad, we´re going to the mountains for a good…you know what…..we´ll be back tomorrow….girls already know…."
He nodded and continued in repairing the fireplace. He concentrated on the work and didn´t notice Edward watching him with weird nod and Jasper wasn´t feeling good either when he could sense the emotions fighting inside Carlisle. All he had in his mind was moving around one blond human.
He finally found the problematic area and took a rod to clean the sedimented vent. But he pushed too much and all the ash has fallen right on his shoulder: „ Shit…" he shouted and finished cleaning the space in front of the fire place.
Ellen heard him shouting but didn´t want to leave her wonderful cup of coffee. She really enjoyed it this morning. It was the only thing that ever made her feel great in the morning. And they had such a good coffee in the house. She once asked Rose about the type of coffee but Rose didn´t have a clue. She claimed Bella had chosen it.
She heard him shouting bad had to admit she never heard him screaming. Rude words were not ever in his vocabulary. He just didn´t use them. Sometimes she thought his language being too archaic but she didn´t care.
She heard he finished the work and headed to the nearby shower. A dirty thought appeared in her mind. A shower? Now?
He was already dressed up when he brought her downstairs. What has happened?.
After a second she truly heard the sound of the shower and she sticked to the sudden idea.
What if she tries to make her plan work? Now she has the best opportunity.
Well, she could at least try. She felt she couldn´t bear another disturbing. Everyone is gone for the whole day. She heard Edward and Jasper leaving and girls with Emmett went to their shopping trip. The chance is unique now…
She could hear the shower from the room next to the living room, she barely used this bathroom for shower. She always had shower in the bathroom connected to her bedroom. She entered and heard him taking the soap trying to wash himself. She removed the gown, shirt and panties immediately. She silently removed the bandage from her leg.
She headed slowly making small steps coming closer to the shower. He was hidden behind the curtain and Ellen was becoming nervous. What if he won´t like her body? She is not as perfect as the girls. What if isn´t good enough? She was really afraid. He is certainly perfect….. But on the other hand, she had already some experience and knew that she won´t find out until she tries.
He was washing the mess out of his body and hair when he noticed a weird sound.
It was as if somebody was moving in the room.
He immediately knew who.
Maybe Ellen just needed to use the toilett. He just hoped she doesn´t feel bad again. Last night she was really pale again.
He should figure out a way to tell her the truth. He knew that he would have to face the reality better sooner than later. He knew Ellen would like to be with him in all ways but he never thought she would act the way she did at the moment.
He asked: „ Ellie, sweetie?..." She suddenly gave the head in the curtain and smiled: „ Hi…."
What she saw took her breath completely. She guessed his body would be perfect but what she saw caused only the amazement in her face. He was absolutely perfect. Beautiful…. She has never seen such incredible human body. He must have spent tons of hours in the gym. Well, he is a doctor. But wait, she should move.
He noticed her surprised stare and asked: „ What happened…..?" He never expected her to do this.
She hesitated: „ Well, I thought that I could make you company…..we are finally alone in the house….." He smiled with hard and unreadable expression following in his face.
Before he could say anything, she moved the curtain a bit and entered the shower next to him. He was watching her and felt surprised that she came.
He would never believe. He knew he has to tell her before she will find out his body is too cold. He was standing in the flow of the hot water and didn´t realise that his body seems to accept the warmth from it.
He began with uncertainty in his voice: „ Ellie…..I…."
She was coming closer and laid her hands around her neck: „ I thought we could have some nice shower together…"
He smiled: „ What about your leg?"
„The leg is fine…."
„Elly…."
„ What?...do you want me to leave?"
She teased him: „ No….., I think…. I just…..we should…"
She could see how nervous and astonished he was about the whole situation.
He looked suddenly like a school boy caught doing something inappropriate.
She hugged him tighter and wanted to kiss him.
He held his hands around her waist and continued: „ Elly….there is something….."
Ellen was already fed up with excuses, apologies or whatever he had on his mind.
She wanted him now. She didn´t want to wait any longer.
She looked in his golden honey eyes and whispered firm: „ Carlisle?..."
He stopped and watched her with expectations. She moved tighter and shivered when she felt so close to him purely skin on skin.
She looked him deep in the eyes and whispered: „ Shut up and kiss me….."
Before he could protest she kissed him passionately that took away his good resolution for any talk. He could see that she even didn´t have problems with his cold body. At this moment he realised the fact about the hot water. As it helped in the hospital with the patients, it worked on the whole body with Ellen. He was enjoying this from the first moment.
She surprised him so much he would never expect her to act like this. She really attempted to seduce him and she succeeded.
Now he knew that he cannot resist her anymore. He wants her as much as she wants him. Maybe more.
He just needs to be careful because she is still fragile. He could break her so easily.
He continued kissing her and his hands were travelling from her hips to her neck while his lips still occupied hers. Ellen was enjoying this completely. She couldn´t do anything else than to feel his soft touches. Each of them made her shiver like never before. Just his pure presence made miracles with her. She never saw her body react so naturally to anyone. She could suddenly sense his every touch. She began moaning when his lips left hers and began moving all along her face up to her neck and lower to her breasts. She loved him touching her and had to admitt she had never experienced anything so beautiful and passionate. He was just playing with her and she was completely in ecstasy.
She began kissing him again and among the kisses she softly whispered his name. He could see that she really likes his touches. She longed for more of them.
He suddenly asked: „ Is your leg okay?" He noticed she was standing on it. She smiled and continued kissing his shoulders. She moved the leg a bit up so she was leaning on him and having the leg in the air: „ You´re not my doctor now sweetie…..forget about it….."
That made him smile, he gently touched her jaw and kissed her: „ I know…I am just worried…." „don´t ….." He stopped her with his tongue gently touching hers. They were kissing each other passionately and enjoying each other´s presence.
Carlisle tried to control himself but it was one of the hardest things he has ever experienced. In Ellen´s presence and yet naked like this he couldn´t keep his control..He wanted to be with her completely.
It doesn´t matter that their first making love will be in the shower, the most important is her happiness and she certainly looks content now. When he felt, he cannot hold on anymore, he took both of her legs and moved them around his hips. Ellen gasped by the beauty of the moment when he first entered her and wished to have him inside her forever. It was a completely indescribable moment. She felt finally like being the one with him. They were like one soul, one body and she was enjoying everything he was doing, she loved his every move. She didn´t realise in the heat of the passion but she was screaming out his name which made him smile and devote more to her lips. When she felt she cannot hold anymore, they reached the relief at the same moment and he moved her closer to the shower wall and leaned her against the wall. With the other hand he touched next to her too.
He needed to breathe out and calm down a little bit. This was kind of too much for him. He hasn´t experienced such passion and emotions in his whole existence. Yes, this was about sex, but it was also about love, a true love, love between the mates and he has never experienced this before.
He felt he is becoming addictive on this. Ellen gave him the feelings he didn´t know he could feel. This was the notion of making love with his beloved mate and he enjoyed it to the maximum.
Ellen was holding his neck and she was completely exhausted. This has been really something. She has never had such passionate love making. No matter how hard her ex tried, he could never bring her such pleasure as this one fast love making in the shower did.
She was unbelievably happy that she decided to seduce him. The result was absolutely worth it and she could certainly repeat it many times a day.
But now she was completely tired and out of her senses. They seemed to be mess now. All she had in her mind was the wonderful experience that they just enjoyed. She never thought it could be so wonderful. He really surprised her in many ways.
Carlisle opened his eyes and caressed her cheek. She was watching him with smile and pure satisfaction in her face.
She asked with her voice still shaking: „ Do you think you could let my leg..a bit..….." She commented when she realised that he was still leaning one hand on the wall and with the other one he was gently supporting her legs around his hips. He softly smiled: „Of course….." And loosened his hand.
She hugged him immediately with her both hands and didn´t want him to move away. She whispered: „ That was….I mean…I can´t find words… undrescribably beautiful….."
He smiled: „For me it was unique experience too….."
He watched her lips and couldn´t resist. He had to kiss her again. This time he stopped before it could lead somewhere he couldn´t control again.
He noticed she was standing on one leg again and took the soap to wash her back again. But as he began touching single parts of her body, he simply couldn´t stop. He wasn´t able to resist her anymore. He wanted to feel her again, he desired to hear her beautiful voice when moaning his name. He just wanted to make her his again. He knew that he was completely lost in paradise when making love with her.
Nothing could prevent him from repeating the amazing experience of making love with his adorable soulmate. In shower he was safe from revealing himself. At least for this moment.
I hope you liked it...if you have a second, please let me know... Thanks in advance...
have a nice weekend and I will try to prepare next chapter for Monday :-))))