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Ch 51

After getting out of the shower Ellen found herself in her dressing gown carried away in Carlisle´s bedroom. He wore his some gown too and Ellen was still lost in her mind.

This was really something. They made love at least twice, and she was overwhelmed by the amount of emotions that she was having inside. She felt so tired despite the noon time. Her legs ached especially the injured one but she didn´t want to say anything. She just wanted to enjoy the peaceful atmosphere when he laid her on his bed and rested himself next to her. She was in this room for the second time since she moved in here. He gave the blanket over them and hugged Ellen closer. She looked really tired and he was right. As soon as she was cuddled close to him, she felt asleep. He smiled at the time of her nap but she must have been exhausted. The new experience was both of them was too much. These moments with Elly were one of the most beautiful ones he ever experienced. He would never guess that the intimate moments with true mates can be so….. he truly lacked words to express. IT was such a strong experience. He watched sleeping Ellen and headed to the closed to dress something proper. He decided that sweatpants with long sleeved T-shirt would be fine. Then he returned to Elly under the blanket. Her leg was naked out of the blanket and he felt tempted again. But he knew he had to resist. Now they weren´t in the shower and she would immediately realise that something is wrong with his body.

He decided to tell her as soon as possible. It is necessary. She deserves to know the truth. Yes, one of the reasons was to tell her because of the selfish reasons. He didn´t want to hide anymore in the warmth of the hot water, he wanted to be with her and spend such wonderful moments making love with her. But the main reason was the desire for her to know the truth. He hoped that this information won´t be devastating for her.

Yes, Ellen wasn´t Bella. She just knew that all before she joined the family. Nothing prevented her from being with Edward. He hoped that Ellen loves him as much as Bella loves Edward. He really wished that too. After all what happened today, he expected nothing else from her. He believed in her ability to deal with things in the right manner.

Ellen was sleeping and dreaming too. In her dream she saw her beloved Carlisle with a gun in his hands leading a group of people after himself. They were in the dark woods and it looked as if they were planning to catch and fight a bear. But when she realised they headed in a small cave hidden by the large trees, she knew it wasn´t a bear. Something moved in the cave and Ellen was shocked. The events went so fast then. She saw Carlisle being bitten in the neck by some dark creature and she didn´t want to watch then….. SHe began screaming and causing the creature to look at her with a vicious smile….

She couldn´t stop screaming not even when two loving hands were hugging her and begging to wake up: „ Elly, sweetie….wake up…"

He could see her forehead was full of sweating. Suddenly she opened her eyes and watched him with surprise. He asked: „ Love, what happened?"

„ I don´t know….bad dream….but so real…."

He kissed her cheek: „ Would you like to talk about it?"

She smiled, she didn´t want to discuss this in detail. She wasn´t very comfortable about talking to him about this. He would regard her as crazy.

„Maybe another time….right now…I´d rather forget about the nightmare…."

He nodded and moved her closer to his chest to rest: „ Sleep…I will be with you…."

She smiled: „ Then it´s gonna be the best nap ever…."

And she closed the eyes again. After she seemed deep in her sleep, he headed downstairs to prepare lunch.

He was still hesitating about it, how to tell her. Where should he do it? How? How is one supposed to tell this? He had absolutely no experience.

He prepared two steaks with potatoes, he made one almost bloody one for himself and the normal medium steak for Ellen. Then he headed to wake her up with a kiss: „sweetie, wake up, we have lunch to eat….the steaks are ready,…..they might be even cold…."

She giggled and before she could protest or do anything else, he was carrying her downstairs. She couldn´t stop grinning: „ It´s comfortable…..to be taken care of…"

He smiled: „ Well…..I love to take care of you and you know it…."

She sat down on the chair and said: „ it´s so warm here…"

„Finally, the fireplace works…..it made me all dirty today in the morning…"

„How come?"

"I wanted to make some warm here but it didn´t work….so I took a look at it and ended up black everywhere. Therefore I headed to the shower."

He noticed her blushing and she seemed really cute when the color of her cheeks revealed her thoughts. They finished the meal and Carlisle took out the bottle of wine that he had in the fridge. In the afternoon they were watching the movie, the pieces of wood were burning in the fire and they could smell it and enjoyed the romantic atmosphere.

He asked: „ Would you like to sit close to the fire?"

She smiled: „ that would be nice…."

He moved the blankets and pillows on the floor in front of the fireplace and carried Ellen who was still in the tempting gown right on the blanket. He tried to sit as close as possible to the fire and Ellen had to laugh at one moment:

„ Come farther or your beautiful blond hair will be black…."

„That would certainly be bad…."

He laughed. Ellen explained: „ Not that I would mind, but I love your sweet blond hair….it´s sexy…."

He grinned: „ Thank you for compliments Miss….."

Ellen watched him and caressed his face: „ Thank you…"

„For what?"

„Just for being….for being you…. You make me happiest person in the whole world…"

„Same for me, my lady….you make me feel finally complete….."

„Won´t you leave me?"

He got scared: „ Elly, tell my why I should leave you? How did you come to such thoughts?"

She looked down nervously at her shaking fingers: „ Well, I am not perfect, I have not a wonderful figure as you do, I am not that smart…..I mean..I can´t even compare to your perfection…."

He touched gently her face and made her look in his eyes: „ Ellie, I love you….and you know that….I am trying to persuade you about this fact every minute of my existence. You make my days full of love and understanding. I feel that I live again when going through everything with you. And look I don´t care about how imperfect as you claim you are…I love you the way you are, and I wouldn´t want to change a hair on you… you are the most beautiful and smartest woman I have ever met….and you are mine….if I may feel this way…."

She blushed again and that made him smile at her with his most shining smile…"

She blushed when he finished and added: „yes, I am….."

He kissed her again and whispered: „ what are you, Ellie?..."

Ellen hugged him around the neck and whispered between the kisses: „ Yes, I am…I am all yours….."

When she said this, he realised that his body gained enough warmth by sitting close to the fire and he moved to her to prove her how serious he meant everything he just said. Ellen felt again impossible feelings as he was touching her everywhere. It was so exciting and she desired he would never leave her body and made love with her every hour of her life. It was completely breathtaking. It was just Carlisle and her in the whole house. Nobody else could hear them. She realised again that she couldn´t stop the loud screams coming out of her. He just made her feel so beautifully that her voice had to express it out. When they reached the climax at the same moment, he laid next to her again closer to the fire to gain warmth. He was himself so surprised that this really worked. It was weird feeling but he really decided to tell her in the next few days. He just needs to figure out how.

He was watching her sincere blue eyes holding her blond hair in his hand combing the new haircut with his fingers: „ You have such lovely hair…"

Ellen grinned: „Thanks…."

„ Have you every had long hair?"

„Yes, at high school… then it was hard to keep it, bad when combing….and when Patty was born, I lost lot of hair….."

„Yes, that´s true…some women have problems with that…."

He kissed the hair in his hand and asked: „ Will you please let your hair grow again? For me? I would so much love to see you with long hair…"

She smiled surprised, he really must have loved her hair when he asked for something like this. Bella was certainly right. She smiled gently: „ Yes…..if it´s your wish….then I will try…."

He kissed her: „ Thank you…."

She raised her finger: „ But I have to warn you, I may lose my patience while combing it and I might cut it immediately…"

That made him laugh: „ Then you will tell me and I will comb them for you…..your hair smells so wonderful. I simply love it…."

Ellen grinned when he was talking, he was really so sweet. Now more than ever before. Maybe the making love broke down all borders that still existed among them. She felt really so happy with him and she was grateful that she decided to leave her ex. She would never guess that she could gain such amazing man. He was a real treasure. For the first time in her life she felt loved, cared, admired and completed. She had everything she ever dreamed of and hoped these feelings will last for many many years. She would love to stay with this amazing man forever. With these thoughts she fell asleep again being hugged by her man of dreams.

A/N Can you guess the reason of the dream? :-)))))