The drive back sucked out loud. It seemed to take forever and I was already impatient. I finally pulled into the gates of court and when I got out I was greeted by Lissa and Christian.

"Hey, it's about time you got back." Lissa hugged me carefully and put a hand over my baby.

"Yeah, I know." I put my hand over hers and the baby immediately started kicking.

"Try to stay until the baby's born this time. Then you can take off again." I punched Christian in the arm. Not hard as I wanted but enough.

"I'm serious. By the way, why the hell did you call Adrian?" he asked and I rolled my eyes.

"We'll explain later. Is Sydney here?" I asked. I didn't get an answer before she came with Adrian in tow. "Hey."

"Hey. Is everything ok?" she asked and I nodded. She looked healthier than I'd last seen her. Her body was a little more full and she was wearing a t-shirt and jeans. Courtesy of Adrian more than likely.

"Damn you look good. If I went that way I'd be pretty damn jealous. Yeah, I'm fine." she blushed lightly and looked down. She smiled at my stomach and reached out her hand but pulled I back. I rolled my eyes and put her hands over the baby. Soft kicks hit her hand and she smiled.

"Is it a boy or girl?" she asked and I rolled my eyes.

"Don't know, don't care. As long as it's healthy, it doesn't matter to me. Plus, I wanted it to be a surprise." I laughed at her expression but she smiled again before pulling back.

"I'm happy for you guys. Congrats." She said and took Adrian's hand.

"Let's just hope it looks more like her than it does Dimitri. I mean, we want the kid to be cute right." Adrian added and Sydney rolled her eyes.

"Nice to know I'm "cute", Adrian. I know I don't match up to my gorgeous boyfriend but you don't have to remind me of that." he smirked at me and was about to say something when Lissa interrupted.

"Speaking of which, shouldn't you be getting to him?" she asked and I smiled.

"We'll continue this later." I told him and Christian smirked.

"Isn't that what you usually tell Dimitri?" he asked and I punched him in the arm again.

Lissa rolled her eyes before looking between the two of us. "Children behave. We'll come get you later and we'll all go to dinner tonight. My treat."

"That means a quick blowjob and get dressed." Christian said and Adrian snickered. Both earned a hit from their girlfriends.

"Unlike you selfish bastards, Dimitri isn't quick on the trigger and actually makes sure I actually get something out of it." They all stared at me stunned before I headed off to my apartment.

I got home to find Dimitri in the kitchen and I very quietly closed the door. He was leaning over the sink and looked deep in thought. I hoped that wasn't a bad sign.

"Hey, sexy." I said and he waved me over to him. Definitely not a good sign. "Baby, what's wrong?"

"We need to talk." He said and I felt my body tense up.

I took a deep breath and made sure I was calm before I asked "About?"

"You're leaving at random times of the day or night to go after Robert and Tasha." He said and I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his back lightly.

A light shiver rolled over him at the light touch, but he didn't make a move to touch me. "I promise, I'm not going to leave again. Not until the baby is born and I'll have you with me."

"Is that what you want?" he asked quietly.

"What do you mean?" I asked and pulled away from him and sat down on the table in the middle of our kitchen.

"I mean is that what you want? Are you sure that you're not just leaving to get away from me? Am I really what you want or is this your way of telling me you want out?" he asked and I stared at him stunned. I knew what I wanted to say, I knew what I should say, what I could say, but not the first word formed on my lips.

"Rose, I just want to know. I love you and I want nothing more than to be with you until the day I die. I want to help you raise our baby and hold you every night. But if you want out of this then I'll understand. I just want to know." His voice and posture stayed calm but his eyes were almost storms of emotions. Hurt, pain, lust, love, need, want, protectiveness, trust… all of them we're in his deep brown eyes.

I got off the table and walked over to him. He didn't move to embrace me or push me away or anything, he simply stared. I kissed him lightly and he responded but cautiously.

"You're all I want. You're stuck with me and this baby. I'm too selfish to let you go because I hate the thought of some other woman with her hands on you and telling you that they love you."

He didn't say anything but he didn't need to. He smashed his lips against mine and wrapped my legs around his waist. He lifted me up onto the table and hiked the pale gray sundress I had on up to my hips and yanked my underwear down and threw them somewhere in the kitchen.

He kissed me again as his fingers made their way inside my wet center. I moaned and tangled my hands in his hair, securing his mouth to mine. His fingers thrust in and out of me at a fast pace while his thumb rubbed my clit as his tongue massaged mine. His other hand was holding mine that was pinned to the table, never breaking contact but not hurting me.

He gently laid me back and I pouted as he removed his fingers until his tongue replaced them. It wasn't long after that when my orgasm hit. I rested my hand on his head gently while the other was gripping the table as stars exploded behind my eyes.

I was gasping on the table when I felt his hard cock bury itself inside me. I hadn't even heard him get his jeans down but when I opened my eyes the only article of clothing was my sundress that he hadn't removed. I reached behind me and pulled the tie loose, leaving my breast exposed.

He continued to thrust into me and kept steady with one hand while the other reached up to massage my breast. The feeling of him inside me and the combined feeling of his hand on my breast was too much and I could feel that I wasn't going to last long.

I screamed his name as he pulled out all the way then thrust back in. That was my undoing and I clenched around his hard dick as he continued thrusting helping me ride out my orgasm the way he always did. After letting my orgasm ride out I opened my eyes just in time to see him. He closed his eyes and let out a light moan as his body tensed up and then relax.

I laughed softly as he put both his hands on the table to keep his body off of mine but also to give his body a slight rest.

I put my hand on his cheek and laughed again. He laughed with me this time and the world seemed perfect. At ease, like as long as I had him there was nothing bad in my life.

"I love you, Roza." He said as he gently pulled me into his lap.

We we're still joined so the feeling was kind of weird and exciting. I made sure to keep plenty of space between us and my belly as I leaned in to kiss him.

It was a lazier kiss considering he already hadn't slept in days and had just put his body through a workout but I loved it. "I love you. Oh and before I forget we have lunch with Lissa tonight. Her treat."

His eyes were closed and I could see he was drifting off to sleep. "That's nice of her."

"I think maybe we should try to get some sleep before we go." He nodded and I got off of him before helping him to his feet. We made our way to the bedroom and he pulled on a pair of boxers before laying down on our bed. I crawled in next to him and he pulled me close to him, his arms like a security blanket as I laid my head down next to his chest with my back facing him as I heard his heartbeat.

***Well hope you guys are loving it because I am loving making it. I hope I'm doing pretty good this is the first fanfic I've EVER made and was a little nervous about it. R&R and much love! The more reviews the faster the next chapter gets here lol!