Chapter 4

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*6 months of living in Dublin*

Miranda and Mike had been a couple for 4 months now and things started to get serious between them. On the weekends they were staying over at the other and Miranda was really happy with him. Even if the thought of Gary went through her head sometimes, she quite often wondered what it would be like if Gary was Mike in this situation. But she always had to stop her thoughts before it went to long... A part of Miranda always wished that it was Gary being beside her instead of Mike but she tried not to think of it too much. Today was Mirandas and Mikes 4 months anniversary and they were going to celebrate at a really fancy restaurant and then head back to her flat. Penny had rang Miranda the week before asking if she could come visit and she had teased Miranda asking when their wedding would be and Miranda did only sigh.

Everything was great with Mike, although it was one thing that was missing. She couldn't find out what though because Mike was perfect. He was the most romantic guy ever. He talked about feelings, he was sweet. But he wasn't Gary... Even if he had those personalities that she had been searching for in Gary, he wasn't Gary and she didn't get the exactly feeling she got when she was with Gary. But they had only been seeing each other for 4 months and she felt more for Mike everyday. Miranda was getting herself ready to go out on her date with Mike. She wore a red dress with a black cardigan upon it. As she was putting on some mascara and brushed her hair the doorbell rang.

"COMING!" She shouted as she put the last mascara on. She was thinking it had to be Mike. She ran to the door and opened it. When she saw who it was, she got this feeling going through her body. She really couldn't describe the feeling, she couldn't even feel if it was a good or a bad feeling. Miranda opened with a big smile on her face but then as fast as she looked up and looked at him she froze. Gary. It was Gary.

"Hi" Gary managed to get out from his mouth. He rushed over to her and grabbed her face with his both hands as he gave her a lingering kiss. She didn't stop him, she even let him finish the kiss. When he let go of the kiss to get some air he looked her in her eyes.

"What" She gazed to the floor and then waited 5 seconds till she looked at him again. Taking a deep breath.

"What are you doing here?"

"I was going mad without you. I tried Miranda, I tried to live without you for 6 months, it didn't work. I need you back"

"Uhm oh god" Miranda put her hand to her mouth looking confused, she didn't know what to do.

"I don't know what to say"

"Why didn't you call me back? All I was getting was a 'she's alright' from Stevie. I got literally nothing from you"

"Well, I tried to give you my everything, you recieved it but you couldn't give me anything back"

"Don't bully me, you know how hard it was for me, I mean how hard it is for me"

"I'm sorry, you can't be here Gary."

"Are you going anywhere?" He asked as he looked at her body from feet to head, she was dressed up and she was so beautiful.

"Yeah, me and my boyfriend are going out to eat dinner" She couldn't help but look at his reaction when she said it. How heartbreaking it must have been hearing it. She didn't realised she had said it till after tho. Boyfriend? Did she have a boyfriend? She had literally moved on from everything, he was nothing to her anymore.

"Can you cancel it? We need to sit down and talk, it's important"

"It's our 4 months anniversary, but he isn't coming until half an hour" "Oh, you've been busy" he said as he sighed.

"Please come inside" She opened the door a bit more as he looked around in her flat, personally he thought her old one was better but he didn't really have time to think about that now. He sat down on a chair in the kitchen and she joined him beside him. He took her hand.

"Miranda, I have lived the worst 6 months of my life, Stevie have tried taken care of me but it mostly didn't work. She saw what I was like. The first week I barely ate anything, didn't sleep or went out of my apartment. At one time, I got as sick that a doctor came and he gave me extra nutrition. Then after that things got better and after a month I tried to start working again. I've called you everyday since you've left. But I didn't come here to tell you things so you feel bad for me because don't, I've caused this, I'm the only person to blame and I wish I wouldn't have left in the first place. I want you to come back with me, I want you to break up with your boyfriend and just slowly start living your life with me, because I, I love you Miranda. I never stopped loving you and I think I've loved you since the first day I got to know you. You're my best friend and I don't want to live my life without you anymore. London isn't the same without you, Stevie isn't the same without you, the restaurant and the joke shop aren't the same without you. Gary Preston isn't the same without you. Everything without you are just a living hell. I don't want to waste more time without you anymore and if you don't want to go with me to London. I'm moving to Dublin, even if it would mean us being only friends. Because I can't continue my life without you. You're the love of my life, you're my everything. I love you Miranda Hart"