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It was early the next day... I woke up with Itt sleeping right next to me holding my hand. Since we weren't able to get Zaxiel a bed last night she ended up sleeping with me and Itt again. I slowly started to wake up and when I opened my eyes I spotted a sleeping face only inches away from my own. In my sleeping daze I thought that the face belonged to Itt. I reached over and held her in my sleep, her body was just how I'm used to it being, just about my being, and very slim... But something was strange... I felt some kind of fabric covering her body. Normally she sleeps naked, so this was strange enough to call for my full attention. When I opened my eyes and looked over at her I realized it was not Itt that I had clung to, but instead Zaxiel.
I quietly panicked and pushed myself back in the bed. That's when I got a good look at her, she had changed. First of all, she was bigger, Itt's height. And her body seems to have matured more, her face became more defined, her legs and arms and waist were slender and sleek, and her breasts were more profound. It's simpler to say that she was doing a better job of filling out that maids outfit than before. It was awkward to look at her. She looked like an adult now. I watched as she let out an adorable yawn and then rolled over onto her back. I was able to see clearly now as she and Itt slept side by side. She was just as old as Itt now, at least... That's how it seems.
The two of them slept side by side and Zaxiel's left hand fell onto Itt's stomach. Itt mumbled something in her sleep and grabbed Zaxiel's hand. She smiled and then mumbled something else; the only words I could hear her say were 'kiss' and 'darling'. I could have out a stop to it all right there before it got worse, which it in fact did, but I figured I should just watch and laugh. Itt held Zaxiel's hand in hers and then rolled over on to her side and in her sleep started to kiss Zaxiel on her cheek. I heard Zaxiel say the word 'master' and she then turned over and wrapped her arms around Itt. They started to hug each other lovingly and kept moaning in their sleep. They both think that the other person is me... It was kinda funny. They kept holding onto each other until Itt reached forward and grabbed Zaxiel's breasts. She stopped and then I saw her eyes slowly start to open up. She seemed a bit confused.
"D-darling?" She said as she opened up her eyes to see that she was spooning with Zaxiel. She quickly pulled her hands back and let out a small 'Eep'. She looked passed Zaxiel and over at me to see that I was snickering a little. She reached over and shoved me lightly. "Why didn't you wake me?" She asked.
"You looked like you were having fun..." I said. "Besides we have a bit of a problem..." I said.
"What?" Asked Itt.
"Zaxiel...she seems to have matured a little." I said.
"So... I always thought that she was mature for a girl her age." Said Itt.
"That's... Not what I meant..." I said pointing to her.
"Huh... Oh..." Said Itt finally realizing the dilemma. "She got bigger... But how?"
"Beats me. I figured you would know." I said. Just then Zaxiel let out a soft moan and stretched her arms out and then slowly started to open her eyes. She was still lying on her back when she looked up at me with an innocent look on her face.
"Good morning master..." She said. "Did you sleep well?"
"Uh... Yeah. Just fine..." I said. "Uhm... Are you aware that... You...grew?" I asked. She looked down at herself and saw that she had indeed grown bigger. She let out an embarrassed cry and covered her breasts even though she was still wearing her clothes.
"Oh, I remember now..." Said Itt as a thought came to her mind. "Fairies can change the age of their bodies at will, but sometimes we do it subconsciously to respond to our feelings..." Said Itt. "This is how Zaxiel looks when she's around my age."
"I...I didn't mean to..." She said as her face was flushed red.
"I don't mind really... Though a bit of warning would be nice." I said.
"Oh... I'm sorry." She said.
"Don't be... I think you look beautiful." I said smiling.
"M-master...don't say things like that... You're embarrassing me." She said softly.
"Hey! I'm beautiful too right?" Asked Itt kneeling down and looking at me on all fours. She had a jealous look on her face.
"O-of course..." I said. "You're both very beautiful..."
"So... Who do you think is prettier?" Asked Itt.
"Oh god don't make me choose." I said. "You're both very beautiful..."
"Alright... But remember... You belong to me." Said Itt smiling and clinging to my arm. I just nervously smiled and looked over to see Zaxiel who had a disappointed and saddened look on her face. It was a bit of a heartbroken look... It made me feel bad, but I don't think Itt noticed.
"If it's alright with master... I'll go and prepare breakfast." Said Zaxiel climbing off the bed. Even her voice reflected her mood.
"Oh, no Zaxiel... I can make breakfast today." Said Itt.
"Pease... Allow me... As repayment for your kindness..." She said. She then turned around and walked out of the room closing the door behind her. We both sat there for a moment, but Zaxiel's face haunted me, she looked very heartbroken.
"So...is she okay?" Asked Itt.
"Huh?"
"Darling, you have a power that nobody else has." She said.
"I do?"
"Yes... You can see other people's emotions, you're more conscious of how others feel, that's why you can appeal to others so easily, it's all because you've been so aware of your own emotions for so long... So tell me... How is she feeling?" Asked Itt. "Don't think I didn't see that look on her face either..."
"I think that she might be heartbroken... I could see it in her eyes...and hear it in her voice." I said letting out a depressed sigh.
"She must love you then." Said Itt.
"Wait... What do you-"
"Tell me darling...?" She said cutting me off. "Do you want to free her... Like you did to me?"
"What?" I asked.
"Do you want to free her from her slavery?"
"Is that... Is that even possible?" I asked.
"Mmmm... It is." She said. "I haven't too you... But the fairies live in a polygamous society... A man can have as many wives as he wants." She said. "His first marriage is a special occasion, but the act if just sleeping and joining souls with another fairy means that you've committed to her, and she can proudly call you her husband... Like I can." She said.
"But. When we joined souls we both gave each other half of our souls... That's why I can use magic." I said.
"It does come with a price..." She said. "While you still get half of Zaxiel's soul... She only gets a fourth of yours... Souls don't grow back, and you'll lose another part of your soul." She said. "And that could be catastrophic, should one of us be hurt." She said. "If one of us were to die, you would lose that half of our soul, and with very little of your own soul left... You'd be forgotten by everybody."
"I don't get it..." I said.
"A person's soul... Represents their existence... With three fourths of your soul gone, and only a fraction left over, the distortion would tamper with your own existence, people will forget you, and even your closest friends might start forgetting about you... And it makes you spiritually weak..."
"So... There's no good to it." I said.
"There is... So long as we were to protect each other... We could all live happily, and I think I would like that." She said.
"So you want me to do it?!" I said surprised.
"I'm saying that I don't mind... You're a very kind person, and wanting to save another one of us is incredibly generous of you."
"But... I don't know her too well, I mean... I've already got so many things to think about already... I just... I don't know." I said. "The world I live in isn't a polygamous one... And I don't know if I can commit to two women..." I said sitting on the edge of the bed and staring out the window with my back to Itt. She shuffled over and placed her hands on my shoulders and pressed her bare breasts against my back.
"Zack... I love you, and I always will... It might not be easy...I can imagine how it could be, and I don't know what it must be like for you... But whichever you choose, I know that it will be the right decision, and I'll still love you, no matter what. I know this may sound strange... But in the end, it all comes down to two things... Her heart, or your soul... Whichever you choose... One of them will break, and I'm sorry that it's come to that. If I could do anything else to help I would... But the only thing I can give you right now is my undying love... I hope that's enough." She said.
"It's plenty Itt..." I said placing my hand on hers which rested on my shoulder. She leaned over and planted a kiss on my cheek from behind me. I took in a deep breath, closed my eyes, and let out a deep sigh. "I... I want to save her... I don't care what the cost... I've spent years being treated like dirt... But I can't even fathom what an eternity of servitude must be like..."
"I'm glad..." Said Itt. "I love you Zack... And I'll never stop loving you... And I'm sure that Zaxiel loves you as well..." She said. "Why don't you spend the day with her... Don't worry about jobs, or guilds, or anything else... Just have some fun with her... I'll leave the two of you alone."
"Are you really okay with this...?" I asked.
"I am... Don't worry about me... I still love you more than I ever have before..." She said.
"Thank you... Itt." I said smiling. We sat there for a few moments before we both got dressed and went downstairs to see that Zaxiel had made breakfast. It was eggs with toast and bacon. She wasn't the best at cooking, the eggs were a bit rubbery and overcooked, and the bacon was so crispy and dark that it broke when we tried to pick it up, and the toast was burnt badly, but it didn't taste half bad. Zaxiel apologized constantly about her bad cooking, but we comforted her, I could still see that look on her face though. We all finished breakfast and when we were done Itt took the plates into the kitchen and started to wash them. She still liked to do it by hand even though we had a dishwasher.
"Master... What is it you wish to do today?" Asked Zaxiel.
"Well... I thought that we would go out and I'd show you the town." I said. "Maybe have some fun... Relax a little."
"W-what about Itt?" She asked.
"I have some work that I need to do around the house... I sure you two will be fine by yourselves." She said smiling.
"But... I..." Zaxiel said. She looked at me and I smiled at her and she still had that look on her face, it made it hard for me to smile. "If it's what master wishes..." She said in subtle defeat.
"Well... Why don't we get going then?" I said walking over to the door and opening it up. I walked out and Zaxiel followed me and we walked out into the brisk summer morning. It was early, but it was still warm and sunny. We walked out and I started leading her through the roads and streets. "So... Zaxiel... Where do you want to go?"
"Wherever you want to go." She said.
"I didn't ask where I wanted to go... You can make your own decisions." I said.
"Where I want to go... Is where you want to go." She said. I didn't have another response to that, so I thought hard about a place that she might want to go.
"Well... What kind of things do you like?" I asked.
"What do you mean?" She asked.
"You know... Do you have any hobbies... Games you like to play... Anything you've always wanted to do, or enjoy doing?"
"No..." She said.
"Damn..." I said quietly to myself. I kept trying to think as we started walking through the streets when suddenly I spotted something. It was a flier stapled to a pole, I had noticed these being put around for a while now, but I've never really paid any attention to stuff like that because I've always been so busy focusing on work. Since I wasn't busy I was able to notice it this time, it was a flier for a carnival that's coming to town. As I looked at it I was surprised to see that it's today! It's in west ponyville, it's the farmer's carnival... This is absolutely perfect. "I've got it!" I said with a victorious voice. "Let's go to the carnival..."
"The...carnival?"
"Of course... There's fun and games, and lots of exciting things... You seem to be a bit down today, so I'm sure it'll cheer you right up." I said. Let's go, it's in west ponyville. I happily started to lead her along and she followed, still with that glum look on her face. As we started making our way through the town it wasn't long until we came across the carnival. I could see the large Ferris-wheel in the distance along with other easy to set up rides and attractions. As we made our way to it I looked over at Zaxiel who still wore a depressed look. We walked over and they had set up easy to move metal gates and a ticket booth with a pony standing inside with a smile on his face.
"Howdy there..." He said happily. "Welcome to the twenty second annual farmer's carnival, admission price is twenty bits for adults, fifteen for children." With Zaxiel looking the way she does now, there's no way she could pass for a kid.
"Two adults..." I said. I paid the pony and he let us in with two adult tickets which we could use to enter the carnival at any time we want today. I looked around and there were lots of people and ponies walking around and having fun. There were tents with stalls set up as gift shops and lots of booths with games and prizes. There were attractions set up like high rises, swinging ships, and other crazy rides. I don't mind spending some money on a place like this, I just wish we could have come here with Zaxiel smiling. "Hey... Don't look so glum, were going to have lots of fun, just you and I..." I said.
"Just... You and I..." She repeated seeming a bit surprised, but in a pleasant way. "Is... Is this what humans refer to as... A date?" She asked.
"I suppose so...yeah, I guess it is a date... It'll be fun... C'mon." I said grabbing her hand and leading her around. I was a. Bit excited, I've never been in a place like this before either... If you couldn't already tell, I was a bit socially awkward when I was young, so I never went to places like this. This is our first time being here... For the both of us.
"So... What should we do master?" She asked. She had a confused and innocent look on her face now. She looked surprised to even be here. It wasn't the smile that I wanted, but it's better than that face she was making before... Much better.
"Hmm...Why don't we play a game... Let's see... How about that one?" I said leading her over to a booth with a toy cork gun. Across from the stand with the gun on it was a pyramid of six tin cans. We walked up and the man behind the counter smiled. Zaxiel was looking at all the prizes they had.
"Howdy there folks... Wanna give it a try?" He asked. "Gotta knock down all the cans to win a prize. Ten bits gets you three shots, twenty five gets you six." He said.
"You wanna try?" I asked looking at Zaxiel. She seemed a bit embarrassed.
"O-okay... If it's alright with you..." She said.
"Sure thing... How about three shots then..." I said pulling out ten bits and handing it to the man. He placed three corks on the counter.
"How do I use this thing?" She asked.
"Put the cork in the nozzle... Aim, and pulled the trigger." Said the man.
"Huh?" She asked.
"Here... Like this." I said grabbing one of the corks and putting it in the nozzle of the gun. I held her arms from behind and guided her. I brought the gun up and showed her how to hold it. "So hold it like this... And just look down the barrel..."
"Like this...?"
"Yep... That's it... Now... When you think that you can hit one, just pull the trigger." I said. She paused for a moment with her finger on the trigger. She pulled it and there was a bit of recoil that shook her. The cork shot out of the gun and hit the wall behind the tin cans... She missed.
"Oh...I missed." She said.
"You've got two more shots." Said the man.
"Try it again..." I said. "Try and hold it steady." She looked down the sights of the gun and paused again for a moment before pulling the trigger again and firing the gun. Once more she missed the tin cans and the cork hit the back wall. "That was close... One more time..." I said.
"Okay..." She said. She started focusing and breathing smoothly and kept aiming down the sights. She took one final breath before pulling the trigger one last time. The gun fired and shortly after the pop of the gun was a loud metal ding as the can on top was knocked down and it fell to the ground with a metal clang. "I hit one!" Said Zaxiel excitedly as a smile spread across her face, it was the smile I was looking for.
"Nice shooting miss... But you need to knock down all six to win a prize... You're welcome to try again though." Said the man.
"Aww..." She said as her smile faded. I wanted her smile to stay, and I saw her eying. One of the prizes earlier. It was a brown stuffed bear holding a red heart. It was just a little smaller than her torso, and she seemed to like it.
"I think I'll have a go at it." I said putting down ten more bits. The guy set the cans back up and placed three corks on the table. I reloaded the weapon and spun the gun in my hand before mounting it on my shoulder to fire. I aimed down the sights and I could feel Itt's blessing running through me, I felt my aim become increasingly steady, since this is in fact a weapon... That means I'm the master of it. I pulled the trigger once and hit the middle can at the bottom on the pyramid. The can flew out and the imbalance of weight in the middle caused the whole pyramid to collapse in on itself. In one single shot, I took down the whole pyramid. I looked at the sight of my own victory and smiled. "Well how's that for sharp shooting..." I said smiling.
"That was incredible..." Said the man behind the counter. "Uh... Congratulation, you win a prize... What'll it be sir?" Asked the man.
"The bear with the heart..." I said.
"Sure thing..." He said grabbing the bear and passing it over to me. A few people in the crowd around us had seen my incredible shot and were ogling over me a little. I held the bear in my hand and smile. I walked over to Zaxiel and held the bear out.
"Here... It's for you." I said.
"Aww..." Said a few people in the crowd behind us who were watching. She smiled and grabbed the bear and held it tightly in front of her.
"Thank you ma-uh... I mean... Zack... Thank you Zack..." She said smiling again. This smile was even better than the one from before. The one before was an excited smile, but this one was a smile full of love and compassion. I think I like it better when she smiles like this.
"C'mon... There's still plenty of fun things to do." I said smiling and grabbing her hand. We held hands and walked through the carnival which was a lot of fun. We spent almost the whole day at the carnival. We had fun, we got food, like cotton candy and sugar dough. Zaxiel really liked all of the rides and foods here. She liked to go on all of the big rides like the swinging ship, or the scrambler, but those rides just made me dizzy no nauseous, but I went with her despite that. Zaxiel also really like cotton candy. The face she made when she took her first bite was priceless. She never expected it to dissolve in her mouth, it was funny how much she rambled on about it. I was having a fun time, and she was too, and what's better yet was that for the whole rest of the day I never saw that happy and loving smile leave her face, and that's more than I could have asked for.
It may only be the second day I've known her... Or, third I suppose... But I've already started to get attached to her. These fairies seem to have a certain charm about them. I haven't seen this side of her before, she can be very fun and loving despite her past. Even with her being a fairy with the element of blood, which only reacts to pain and suffering, she's still a very energetic and fun girl. Seeing her be this happy and excited feels like she's actually just another normal girl, leading a happy and normal life, even though nothing could be further from the truth. I think that I can truly give her a life that she'd want to live, a life where she doesn't have to be bound my invisible chains, or have to live in fear. Seeing her be this happy, makes me want to see her happy all the time. It was then that I realized... That I just want people to be happy.
I never noticed it, how I would just go along with all of these things, becoming a hero and saving people. I never bothered to question why I did it. I used to hate the world, everybody was my enemy. But now I just don't care about those things. I used to hate people without reason, but now I just wonder why everybody can't be happy. I really do, why can't we all just live without problems, why do things always have to be complicated? Seeing her smile like that, seeing her laugh and have fun, makes me feel like the world could just be as simple as I want it. I figured that if everything was simple, people would be happy... Unfortunately humans and ponies don't have that kind of luxury... But I think that I could try my best.
"Hey...let's go on that one next..." She said smiling and pointing at the big Ferris wheel. I smiled and followed after her. Once we got to the booth I paid for the both of us to get on and we waited in the line with our tickets. The line wasn't too long and we soon got onto the wheel. I sat down across from Zaxiel who had a smile on her face. She still had that bear in her arms and cotton candy too. The ride manager closed the door and we started to rise up into the air. Zaxiel smiled and kept looking out the window to our right. "Oh wow...look at that!" She said smiling and pointing out the window. The Ferris wheel overlooked the mountain area where you could see the castle and Canterlot sitting on the mountain. It was late in the evening and the sun was setting over the mountain and the whole scenario was stunning.
"It's amazing..." I said.
"Hey...do you want some?" Asked Zaxiel. I looked over her, confused by the question, to see that she was holding her cotton candy in front of me.
"Oh... Sure." I said grabbing a piece and eating it. "Are you having fun?"
"I am... Thank you so much for bringing me... It's the most fun I've ever had." She said.
"I'm glad that you're happy and having fun..." I said.
"But... Why are you being so nice to me?" She asked.
"Because I realized today that all I want to do is make people happy... I don't know why... But I haven't been very happy myself all my life... And I just don't want people to feel the way I have, and now that I can do something about it, I damn well will."
"Master... You're a very good person... And I think that you're very lucky... And I'm glad that you're happy." She said. "You're the first master I've had that's been so kind to me, and...I...I just..." She said as her happy smile faded and she started to cry. I didn't think that she would just start crying out of nowhere, I didn't know how to react.
"H-hey... It's okay... You don't need to cry." I said.
"I'm not crying because I'm sad... I'm just... Really... Happy." She said. She started whipping away her tears and she gave me a smile again. "Uhm... Master... Is... Is it okay... If I can sit next to you?"
"Sure..." I said. I moved to the side and she sat down next to me. She seemed to be a bit shy, she kept her bear in her arms and her eyes were still a bit watery. She leaned over and rested up against me. She rested her head on my shoulder and held onto my arm. She was quiet, and very shy.
"You remind me a lot about my brother..." She said. "He used to be as kind as you... But he died when the second generation fairy weapons were made... I miss him a lot... That's why I was crying, because you're just like him."
"I...I'm sorry about your brother..." I said. "I don't have any brothers or sisters... And it's probably for the best too." We went silent for a minute as the Ferris wheel started to take us up closer to the very top.
"Master...is... Is it okay if I can ask you a question?" She asked.
"You can ask me anything Zaxiel..." I said.
"What...uh... What's it like... When... When you and Itt... Uh... Kiss." She said becoming rather embarrassed. For a moment there I thought that was going to take a different turn than just kissing.
"When we kiss?" I asked repeating the question to myself. "Well... I can't really say... It's just one of those things that you can't really describe, but you still know what it's like. It's... Well, I guess it's a good feeling, like you get to feel each other's love." I said. "Why do you ask?"
"Well... I've never... Had a real kiss before." She said sheepishly.
"You've never been kissed before... But... You're like... Thousands of years old." I said.
"Well... I have been kissed of course... But just by my masters, it was never really an actual kiss with love in it... Just... Fake kisses." She said. "I...I want to thank you for today..." She said. "I've never been treated with suck kindness before today."
"Hey... It's no problem." I said.
"You're not like the others... Your kind, you can read people's emotions...you know what it's like to suffer." She said. "Itt told me all about you."
"When?" I asked recalling that I've always been by her.
"Yesterday, she spoke to me through telepathy. It was a private wavelength so you wouldn't have heard us." She said. "She told me about your parents... Your life... And it made me feel bad for you."
"Hey... You shouldn't be the one feeling bad." I said.
"You know what it's like to suffer... So because of that you can see when others are suffering too. You could see it on me too... Couldn't you? That's why you wanted to spend time with me." She said. "And... I really... Can't thank you enough." She said gripping her fists and lowering her head like she was trying not to cry." I looked at her and I let out a sigh.
"You know... Whenever I was feeling the way you're feeling right now, angry, distressed, sad, and confused, my mother used to tell me this..." I said. "Tears aren't a sign of weakness...they're a sign of strength, because w only cry when we suffer...and suffering makes us stronger. So if you let those tears out, and stop holding back, then someday you'll become strong... Strong enough to stand up to those things that make you sad, strong enough to face your fears, and strong enough to make a stand. So don't hold it all in...Be strong, and cry as much as you want, and I'll be here... Holding your hand and cradling you..." I said. My mother used to tell me that all the time, and it had been burned into my head. After hearing me say that Zaxiel started crying and buried her face into my side. She grabbed onto my shirt and held onto me tightly.
I wrapped my arms around her and held her tight. At that point the Ferris wheel had reached its peak, and we were right at the very top, looking over the sun stained sky and the setting sun recede behind the mountain tops, decorated by the royal city of Canterlot. The sight was stunning, at this point most people would figure that a couple would be kissing at this very point, it would be the perfect time... In fact, I'm sure that other people would kill to have that opportunity, to kiss the one they love at sunset at the peak of the Ferris wheel... Instead though, I'm holding Zaxiel in my arms as she crying into my shirt. Her tears were staining my blue shirt and her grip on me tightened with every passing second. She held onto me like I was the last thing in her life. It may not be kissing at sunset... But in its own way, this is a very special moment. Once we reached the very top the Ferris wheel stopped to let of others and let a new group on down bellow.
"Hey...we stopped." Said Zaxiel. Who still had a few years rolling down her face. I was about to say something to her, but her eyes stopped and started to stare off into the sunset beside us. She looked over at it and she had an expression of awe painted over her face. "Oh... Wow... It's beautiful." She said as she had stopped crying, but her face still had a few tears on them.
"Here... You've still got a few tears here." I said bringing my hand over to her face. I wiped the tears out from under her eyes with my thumb and smiled. "There all better now..." I said as she stared intently at me. Her eyes were wide and she looked at me the same way she did the sunset, it was rather strange. "What?" I asked wondering why she was looking at me like that.
"M-master..." She said. Suddenly she lunged at me and pushed my back against the wall of the carriage we were sitting in. She brought her face closer to mine, and in a split second she pressed her lips firmly against my own. Her lips were warm, and her breath was hot. I was surprised at first, but then again... I guess that this was what I was hoping for. Her body was soft and warm as she pressed against me with her full force. At this pony I could feel her pouring all of her emotions I to me. I could feel that she was nervous, she didn't know if I would reject her or not her body was tense and she was trembling. I would never reject her, in fact, I want to save her like I saved Itt. I wrapped my arms around her and started to pull her closer into me and I held her tightly. Her body froze for a moment, then she relaxed her body.
Past the warm kiss we were sharing I could feel something wet touching my face. I opened my eyes to see that tears were rolling down her cheeks and touching mine. She was crying through the kiss, even now. I don't know if she wanted me to see those tears, but I did, and I don't think any less of her. She's a very fragile girl and I want to protect her. It's almost funny really, she uses blood magic and she turns into a shield... Yet she's kinda, and fragile, she contradicts herself. I moved my hands along her back and she pulled her lips away from me and looked me deep into my eyes. Her eyes were the same as Itt's, blood red, which suits her very well actually. She looked at me and her eyes were happy, though her expression was a calm one. I looked at her and I gave her a smile. At this point the Ferris wheel had already started moving again and we were making our way down to the ground level again.
"M-master... I'm sorry...I..." She said. I stopped her by pulling her into me and giving her a deep kiss, just like she had done to me, and this time the rolls had switched. I planted my lips firmly on hers and she was tense for a moment, surprised. It wasn't long, however, before her body began to relax and she openly accepted the kiss. She wrapped one arm lightly around my body and placed her hand on my cheek with the other. She pulled away from me and looked me deep in the eyes once again. Then she was the one who gave me a smile. That one smile, which I'll never forget. It could melt the heart of any man, and it was full of such joy and happiness that it spread all around me, just seeing that smile made me feel happy.
"I don't want you to suffer any more... There's no point in it." I said. "Everybody deserves to be happy, everybody deserves somebody else to lean on, or a shoulder to cry on... And sometimes we just need somebody to be there next to us. The world may be a cruel and unforgiving place, but that doesn't mean we have to suffer in it."
"Thank you..." She said. "You've made me so happy... I've never felt like this before..." She said. She flashed me that unforgettable smile one last time and we sat back up as the cart came to a stop at the bottom and we had to get off of the wheel. Once we got off the sun had set and the night was coming through, Zaxiel held my hand and clung to my arm with one of hers, and in the other she held that stuffed bear that I won her. She still had a subtle smile on her face which made me happy to see.
"What should we do now?" I asked.
"I think we should go home now..." She said. "It's getting late..."
"Are you sure... We could stop somewhere for dinner." I said.
"No... It's fine... I've already had the perfect day... The most that I want to do is hold your hand and be beside you." She said.
"Okay then..." I said softly smiling at her. We made our way out of the carnival and started to walk through the streets of ponyville once again. We made our way around and soon came to east ponyville, making our way back home.
"Thank you master..." She said.
"Your welcome..." I said. "I'm glad you had a fun day."
"It's not just that... But you've shown me what it means to be happy again. For the longest time I've felt trapped. I was a prisoner in my own sorrows, but you showed me that there is still good in the world... And I finally managed to break free from my cage... Thank you... I cannot begin to pay you back... But I'll be by your side forever and ever." She said.
"Don't worry about it..." I said. "I want you to be happy... You don't have to feel like you're in debt to me..." I said. She smiled and I smiled back at her. We made our way through the streets and soon came back to the apartment. I pulled out the key in my pocket and unlocked the door. I walked in and closed the door behind me and locked it back up again. The house was dark, so I walked over to the light switched with Zaxiel still holding my arm and switched on the lights. The kitchen area and living room/dining room lit up. "Itt?" I called out seeing if she was here. I waited but there was no response.
"Master... Look, it's a letter from Itt." Said Zaxiel letting go of my arm and walking over to the counter top where there was a slip of paper with a pen on top of it.
"What does it say?" I asked.
"Dear darling..." Said Zaxiel reading the letter. "I've gone to visit twilight sparkle to talk to her about some important things. When you're reading this, I've left around seven thirty. I will most likely be staying the night at her place since we have much to talk about. I hope you and Zaxiel had fun today, and there are leftovers in the fridge if you haven't eaten. Love...Itt." She said.
"Wow... Sounds a lot like a letter from my mom..." I said. I walked over to the fridge and opened it up. I grabbed a bottle of water and took a big drink of it.
"Itt isn't home... What would you like to do now master?" Asked Zaxiel. Her smile was gone and she had a nervous look on her face. Her face was also a bright red... I knew what she was thinking about.
"What time is it now?" I asked myself looking back to check the time on the kitchen stove. "9:23... Hmm...Well, it's not that late quiet yet... Is there anything you want to do?" I asked creating a leading question to see if she really is thinking about what I think she is. She got a bit more nervous and her face turned red again and she started to get a bit fidgety.
"Well... Not really..." She said in a shy voice. So she's obviously lying, I can tell that much. I pretty much know what she's thinking about doing... But I don't know how to approach her now... It's a bit of an awkward situation, being alone together like this. "Would you maybe want to watch TV, or shower?" She asked.
"Hmm... No... Now that I think about it, I am pretty tired..." I said. "I think I'll go to bed... Would you like to go to bed with me?"
"Eh! What do you mean by that!?" She said in a surprised voice. So she really is thinking about what I think she is.
"There's only one bed in the house..." I said. "I'm getting tired... So I'm going to go to sleep... You should get some rest too." I said.
"I'll... I'll sleep on the couch tonight."
"Don't be ridiculous, it's a king sized bed... There's plenty of room for two people on it." I said. Admittedly I was teasing her a bit... But she'll be fine.
"O-okay..." She said nervously. I smiled and made my way upstairs and she followed behind me nervously. I walked into the master bedroom and turned the lights on. "I-I'll let you change..." She said waiting outside and closing the door. I smile and rolled my eyes and quickly got changed into a pair of pajama pants. I wore them with no underwear and no shirt.
"You can come in now." I said. Zaxiel slowly opened the door and when she saw me she blushed.
"M-master... Your shirt..." She said.
"What... I never wear a shirt to bed..." I said. I walked over to the bed and lay down, partially covering myself with the blankets. Zaxiel turned the lights off and walked over and lay down in the be too. She was still wearing that maid's uniform that she always wears. "Hey... Don't you get hot in that thing?" I asked. "You're even wearing it to bed."
"I- I don't have any other clothes." She said. "But... If you want...I... I could...I..." She said stammering.
"You could...?" I said leading her forward.
"I could... I could take them off..." She said as her face began to blush violently. I had to admit that it made me blush a little too.
"W-well... If it makes you uncomfortable... Then you don't have to... You can do whatever you want..." I said. I rolled over and lay on my back and placed both of my Hans under my pillow beneath my head. I let out a deep breath and closed my eyes.
"M-master... Do you think I'm beautiful?" She asked.
"Huh?" I said looking over to her to see that now she was completely naked.
"Whoa! When did you-"
"Do you think I'm beautiful master?" She asked again cutting me off. When did she change her clothes. Can she do the same thing Itt can where she can just snap her fingers and her clothes vanish and appear. But more importantly than that... She looks hot. Her breasts were as big as Itt's, her body was thin and curvy, and her skin was fair and flawless.
"Z-Zaxiel... You... You look beautiful." I said.
"Oh... Don't stare... Your making me embarrassed." She said blushing and covering her chest with her arms.
"If you are embarrassed then why did you strip?" I asked her turning my head to look away.
"B-because...I...I uh..." She said sheepishly. Out of the corner of my eye I could see her slowly inching closer to me. But I didn't notice how close she was until she had reached over and wrapped her arms around me and pulled herself into me. Her breasts pressed up against my side she rested head on my shoulder, close to my neck. She held tightly with one arm and with her other she placed her hand on my chest, right over my heart. "I can feel your heart beating..." She said completely forgetting what she was trying to say earlier. "It sounds strong, and powerful..." She said. I didn't know what to say right now, I was blushing a little, but she was blushing more.
"Uhm..." I said. I stopped then because I didn't have anything to say really, I was desperately thinking of something, anything to say that could break the silence.
"You feel warm..." Said Zaxiel being the first to speak up. "It must be your kind heart." She said. I always used to think that the only thing that kept me warm was my burning hatred for humanity, needless to say much has changed since then, and perhaps she's right. I used to be lonely, and angry all the time, now I feel happier more often, and I like that, I like being able to be happy, and have friends, and people that I love. "M-master... Y-you seem uncomfortable... Do you want me to leave?" She asked looking at me with loving eyes.
"No... It's fine... I want you to stay." I said. "It'll be lonely without you since Itt isn't here..." I wrapped one of my arms around her and held her tightly. "You don't have to be so tense around me..." I said. "I don't want to be your master, I just want to be your friend... I'm not going to treat you like your other masters used to, you can use my name, you can make your own decisions, and you don't have to serve me hand and foot... You can just act the way you want to act...you can be free for a little while."
"But I can't be truly free..." She said. "...unless..." She uttered before looking me right in the eyes. "Do you love me and Itt both?" She asked.
"I do..." I said.
"Even though you're married to Itt, are you okay acting like this with me?" She asked. "Are you okay to join souls with me?"
"I...I want to save you... But... I don't know how I'm supposed to hide having two wives..." I said.
"You don't have to marry me..." She said as she crawled over and was now laying right on top of me. "You just have to join with me..."
"But... What about the ritual and stuff?" I asked.
"You've already done it once... Joining your soul with me won't have to end in marriage... I just need to know one thing..." She said.
"What is it?" I asked. She moved closer to me, her breasts pressing up against my bare chest, her eyes gazing right into my own, and her warm body wrapped itself around me. Her mouth was only inches from my own, I could almost feel her lips against mine already.
"Do...do you love me?" She asked.
"Y-yes... I do." I said. She immediately then forced her lips against mine and then started holding me tightly. She began to force her tongue into my mouth and started wrapping it around my own. As she kept her face pressed against my own I could feel her reaching down and started to pull down my pajama pants. It didn't take her long to get them completely off, and so the two of us were both naked.
"Zack... I love you... And I want to be with you forever... I want to be happy with you... And I want us to be happy together... Even with Itt, and whomever else...I know that I'll always love you from the bottom of my heart." She said rubbing her leg up against my junk and starting to turn me on.
"Zaxiel... I love you too... I don't ever want to see you cry again... I don't want you to be sad... I just want everybody to be happy...and I don't care about the consequences, as long as I can see you smile..." I said. I ran my hands along her body which was warm and smooth and soft. And suddenly, a familiar blue light began to seep from my body. It was like the last time, with Itt, when strange glowing symbols started to carve themselves into my body and as did Zaxiel. Symbols carved along both of our bodies and blue light started to seep from my body and red light began to seep out of hers. I got that feeling again, like before, like I was actually Zaxiel for a moment.
I could see everything that she was keeping locked away in her head, all of her memories and pain, but I also felt all of the good things too. I felt her happiness, her physical feeling too, like my hands running across her body. I felt everything about her as well as an overwhelming sense of joy and happiness that was coming from deep inside of her. It was like the greatest relief I've ever felt, like I suddenly don't have to worry about anything forever. I held her closer to me as the lights started to fade away. The bright lights of red and blue which had mixed to make a vibrant purple, now faded away leaving just the two of us in the dark again.
"I can feel you inside of me..." She said. "W-well... Your soul that is..." She said blushing brightly.
"Zaxiel... Are you sure you want to do this? You look nervous." I said.
"I'm fine... It's just..." She mumbled hitting her fingers and looking back behind us. My member stood at full attention right under her dripping wet pussy. "I heard that it feels different when you do it with someone that you love. Instead of just doing it with your master." She said. "It's supposed to be special when you give away your true virginity... I'm just a bit anxious as to what it's like." She looked back and slowly started to lower her hips. She was teasing me a bit by rubbing up against it, her juices lubricating my shaft. I could see the look in her eyes, she was nervous. "Actually... I want you to do it." She said grabbing me and rolling over so that I was now on top of her. She spread her legs out further and started rubbing her hands against my back.
"Zaxiel... Are you sure?" I asked.
"Mm... Please be gentle." She said.
"I will..." I said. I couldn't hold myself back much longer. I aligned myself up with her and slowly started to push my way into her womb. She quivered and let out a soft moan. Her breathing had already gotten heavier and she was starting to sweat slightly. Her body was hot and her face was burning red and she was moaning softly. Her insides were wet and warm, her inner walls contracted around my shaft increasing my pleasure and I wasn't even moving.
"Oh god! It feels great... Please, don't stop." She said starting to move her hips against mine. I started to thrust my hips gently in and out and she started to moan even louder and gripped onto the bed. She closed her eyes and had a strained look on her face. When she opened her eyes she looked at me and then wrapped her arms around my neck. She pulled me into her and planted a deep kiss on my lips. It was a very sloppy kiss and we broke away only to be pulled back into it. Our tongues were twisting around each other's and I could feel her warm breath every time she moaned. I kept moving my hips and unconsciously I started to move faster and faster, I started thrusting even harder and I could tell that she was feeling it. "No... Wait, I'm gonna...I'm...AAAHH!" She moaned with ecstasy as she squirted a clear white liquid all over my shaft and hips.
"Zaxiel..." I said one more time. I saw that her body had gotten weaker. Her breasts bounced every time I thrusted my hips forward. She grabbed my hand and placed it over her breast. I leaned in and planted a deep kiss on her lips as I fondled her breasts with one hand and kept myself propped up with the other. I could start to feel a deep pleasure starting to well up inside of me. Her hot breath, her adorable moans, and the feeling of being inside her was driving me over the edge. I started to move my hips even faster and harder and she moaned even louder. She wrapped her arms around me and began to let out deep moans.
"Oh food... Wait... If you keep doing that... I'm... I'm gonna...AAAHH!" She let out another fierce moan as she climaxed once more. Her climax drove me over the edge and I thrusted myself into her one last time and blew my load inside of her. I let out a deep moan of pleasure as I emptied myself into her. Once I was done I could feel all of the energy leaving my body and I feel down beside Zaxiel. I pulled her close to my and held her tightly. Her body was warm and soft. We were both breathing heavily. Zaxiel trend around in the bed and planted another deep kiss on my lips. When she broke away she smiled and placed her hands against my chest and rested her head down and closed her eyes. I used the last bit of my strength to grab the blankets of the bed and pull them over us. Once that was done I laid my own head down and started to doze off and dream.
I didn't think it was possible... But I feel even happier now...
-Authors Note: hello everybody. i hope you all enjoyed the chapter and id like to point out to you (and im sure that at this point you've all noticed) IVE CHANGED THE NAME OF THE STORY! i did this solely because the story had taken a different route than i originally intended it to, so there for since this is going to be mostly about fairies and shit, i figured that a new title was in order. i'm sure you were all very confused when this first happened, but i hope that confusion has passed now, if not... well then you probably aren't reading this if it hasn't. but anyway, i digress. if you enjoyed the chapter be sure to leave a review and favorite and follow the story or myself, as well, be sure to check out my other stories as well if you haven't already. ism still open to new ideas about any fairies you might want to be seen in the story, because i am going to add more. plus I've got a bit of a surprise coming up in the upcoming chapters (maniacal laughter ensues)... anyway let me know, and if you do have a fairy idea, dont post it in the reviews section please, send me a PM with a detailed overview of the fairy. (name, appearance, skills, elements, etc, what weapon she turned into...more etc.)... so yeah, hope you guys liked it, and I'll see you all next time.
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