YAY I GET TO WRITE JOHANNA AGAIN. So mid last chapter I thought "hey this would be really cool" and also it started to flow in my mind and it sounded cute so I thought "why the hell not" so maybe it's considered filler but it's cute so. This starts from Johanna' s pov as she walked away from the scene in which Gale was a meanie. Don't worry I don't hate Gale or Peeta I've figured out a Peeta ending just need a Gale one. I'm also having a Finnick related crisis readers of the books will get me rn.

so i got some cool reviews and feedback on the last few chapter i do apologize for my writing it's sorta rough around the edges but i'm working on it. thanks to all 7 of you that reviewed it made me very happy :D. I wanna just answer some stuff that was asked but unfortunatly i don't have the reviews in front of me to reference names :( ( i go off on a slight doctor who rant so you can skip)

yes i am a Whovian, very much so. which is why this update took a little longer as i have been crying over the Christmas episode and the thought of losing Matt, but Capaldi looks promising. i was also crying because (Ok kinda a spoiler if you haven't seen the episode) the return of Amelia Pond.

As for if there will be more Johanna/Katniss interaction with Gale, most likely because Johanna needs to get better and tell him to stay away from her woman, oh that gives me a good plot idea! anyways I've rambled enough enjoy :)

Johanna pov

I had to get out if there. I couldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry. I walked down the halls with a path, I was running low. I had to go when Kat was busy she couldn't know I hadn't stopped. I slipped in stuffing my pockets with the tablets. It wasn't quite the same as injecting morphine straight into my bloodstream, but Kat would notice. I backed out of the closet locking it back up. I turned around to be met with a familiar pair of eyes, these were less aged. Prim.

"Jesus Christ did nobody ever teach you not to sneak up on people" I breathed trying to slow down my heart. I thought Katniss said she had heavy feet. Her eyes were hard and stared directly into mine not flinching. I laughed nervously "hey you and your sister both have the same pissed off look" her eyes narrowed.

"What were you doing in there Johanna?" her voice was dark and completely contrasted her sweet and innocent look, it was terrifying. Shit she asked me a question. God why did her and her sister share the same I'm disappointed in you look. Shit shit shit.

"I thought it was the bathroom?" I said trying to sound sure but it came out as a question.

"Empty your pockets" she demanded. I sighed and did as she asked figuring there was no point in pretending she'd tell Katniss no matter what, maybe if she understood she wouldn't. She frowned when I produced the pills she scooped them out of my hands.

"Please no Prim you don't understand I need them…please" I said desperately, she gave me a look of concern.

"Why?" I looked down, I hate that her eyes reflect a younger Katniss...Well what I imagined to be a younger Katniss. "They keep the nightmares away...I want to make Katniss happy, and the nightmares…they scare her…she doesn't need my problems with hers…she has enough to worry about with Peeta. You're a smart girl Prim please just give them back" I begged. She gave me a look of sympathy.

"Johanna, my sister isn't the type to fall for people easily…or even let people in…she really really cares about you…I think she might love you, do you really want her to love the drugged up version of you...?" Ouch kid sure know how to use shock tactics. I became short of breath, she was right , this wasn't the way to be with Kat she deserves better someone like Peeta before…

"you're right" I shot her a watery smile. I slid down onto the floor and she joined me. "You really thinks she loves me?" I asked

"I think she could…but she blames herself…for what happened to Peeta, I think if he can get better…she'll forgive herself enough to let herself love you" she smiled at me stood up and pressed a kiss to the top of my head. I laughed "you're a smart girl" she chuckled and walked away "bye Johanna"

Katniss Pov

It had been 2 days since the incident and I was lying in Johanna' s arms as she stroked my hair, everything about this moment was perfect, I never wanted it to end. Her fingers moved from my hair to softly caress my arm gently running over the scabs from when she had her hospital breakdown. Her hands then tailed back up to my shoulders gently rubbing the knots of tension she found there, her hands moved down again rubbing my back her touches left goosebumps everywhere. I let out a tiny moan when I felt her lean down and nips softly at the spot just under my ear. "J-jo stop"I whined. She huffed and shifted her position so we were lying next to each other. She said her "friskiness" was down to us not having been intimate since our first night, I know it's really withdrawal symptoms she's trying to focus on anything but the lack of morphine. Prim told me what had happened and sure enough Johanna' s screams were just as loud as they were the night before. I felt guilty when I found out it was for me…I supposed I had been very distracted with Peeta especially for the past few days, they tried bringing Delly in for him to see a familiar face to relate too. It had worked so well he began to "court her". I'd seen them around the mess hall holding hands, I thought I'd feel something but I didn't. When Johanna caught me looking she slipped her arms round my waist and pressed a kiss to the side of my head. This prompted Gale to storm off.

I wrapped my hand around Johanna' s and intertwined our fingers bringing them up to the light. "Mmm I love these fingers" I smiled while I spoke.

"Oh i know babe" Johanna' s voice became low and seductive well she thought it was seductive I found it funny.

"Actually I meant my fingers" laughed but before I could continue she interrupted

"I walked in on you the other day so I know that too" she winked at me while I blushed I'd hoped she'd let that one go

"no I meant look how happy they are" I wiggled my fingers in hers for good measure, she burst into fits of laughter it wasn't soon until I joined her . I'm not sure how long we lay there laughing but when we eventually calmed down my ribs ached. "They put me on your drill tomorrow " Johanna spoke timidly . I smiled sadly at her, Haymitch told me how last time she vomited in the rain. They'd switched her to me so I could help her.

The weeks past and she stayed the same. Unbathing and shaking. The withdrawal became worse and sometimes she caved. It wasn't until she was put on "the streets" that it got bad. They flooded it and of course she broke down. That's why I sit here stroking her unwashed matted spikey hair telling her how good she did today putting her toe in the bath. I didn't care she smelt I didn't care she cried I didn't care she looked weak. But I care she hurt.

Eventually it got too much, it was the day before Finnick and Annie's wedding and I was determined that she'd go looking like the old Johanna . So when Peeta had stopped her just before we left claiming he missed her I said I needed to go see Prim and excused myself. Johanna shot me an apologetic look and I gave her a quick kiss on the forehead I turned ready to go when I felt someone's hand on my arm, I turned to see Peeta gripping at it. Fear ran hit me as the images if our last encounter played through my mind. "Bye Katniss" he stuttered out Delly then threw her arms round him and crying over the progress he made. I was glad that my friend was coming back but I was too distracted. I ran to our room and ran a short bath making sure it would only reach her belly button.

Then I waited, eventually I heard the creak of the door "hey sorry Kat he kept talking about a double date or some such crap Finnick told him about, I had to say we'd think about it to shut him up but maybe we could just punch Finnick and make him and Annie go. I'm not sure I haven't figured out the details yet…Kat? Where are you babe?" Her voice rang out, I took a deep breath "I'm in the bath" there was no reply, but eventually the door to the bathroom opened. "Come sit with me Jo" she still remained silent but slowly slipped her clothes off and placed her foot into the bath. Her whole body began to shake violently and she collapsed into me making a splash which caused her to let out a sob. I ran my hands through her spikey hair whispering that I was here and she was safe. When I washed her body her hand gripped mine hard her knuckles turning white as she began to ramble about district 7 and how excited she was for me to see the sun rise. This went on for hours and by the time her body was clean we were sitting on cold water. I didn't care I picked up Johanna dried her off and put her to bed. I'd made sure to have the sheets washed. So we were both as clean as can be for Finnick and Annie's big day tomorrow . We fell asleep content in each other's arms. No nightmares graced me that night only dreams of Johanna me and a beautiful sunrise.