[Disclaimer] All things Twilight belong to Mrs. Stephenie Meyer
[A/N]
To aquarius127 and everyone else who had questions about the time-line of this story:
I really suck at making it out but it's been about six weeks since they met.
This chapter is dedicated to all of you who waited so patiently for the strap-on scene. Hope you won't be disappointed.
** Lemon alert in this one. As usual don't like/ don't read…..
But I bet you wouldn't be here right now if you didn't. Am I right? **
**Chapter 21**
Her sweet breathe tickled the skin on my neck as she hugged me tightly from behind.
"I hope that it's okay that I re-decorated the bedroom."
"Of course it is. It makes it look more like ours now and that's so beautiful."
"Not too many candles?"
"I like candle-light. It makes my skin look pretty."
Slowly I turned around and cupped her face between my hands. I kissed her mouth and enjoyed the touch of her velvety lower lip underneath the tip of my tongue. She parted her lips and I slipped my tongue into her mouth to nudge it against hers.
I pulled her shirt over her head and pulled her closer to me, letting my fingers stroke up and down her bare spine until I reached the clasp of her bra. A moment later it landed on the ground, and I cupped her breasts in my hands.
"Beautiful," I whispered when her nipples hardened under my caress.
Somehow I managed to maneuver us to the bed without breaking our kisses.
"Can I ask you something?" I whispered against the soft skin on her neck.
"Of course you can, my darling."
"Have you used something like that strap-on often before?"
She chuckled slightly and turned us over so that she was sitting on top of me. Her hands unbuttoned my blouse and she started drawing circles over the exposed skin of my cleavage.
"Curious, aren't we?"
"I'm sorry…I shouldn't have asked that. You don't have to tell me, if it makes you feel uncomfortable." My cheeks turned into a crimson red and to my immense surprise her face reddened too.
"No, that's okay, Bella."
She kissed my mouth again and searched for something under the bed. The toy bag probably.
"Don't laugh, will you? I've never used something like this with my previous partners before."
"And what made you buy it?"
"I'm curious."
I leaned over and pulled her close to me again.
"See, that's why we're so perfect for each other, Ali. We're both curious."
"I guess you could be right about that." She mumbled and pulled down the zipper of my jeans. I closed my eyes and sighed deeply when she shoved them down my legs.
Painfully slow she kissed her way down my upper body. The tip of her tongue swirled over my nipples and a low moan escaped my mouth when she sucked one of it between her lips to suckle on it greedily.
I twisted my hands into her silky hair and pulled her closer so that the hard nubs of her bare breasts touched against mine.
"Let me kiss you first, my darling." She whispered and pulled down my panties, her tongue circled over my belly button and went lower and lower until she finally reached the throbbing pearl of my clit.
She held me open with two of her fingers and caressed every single fold between my legs with the tip of her tongue.
I pulled a pillow over my mouth to stiffen the noises that constantly escaped my throat. God, the things she could do to my body…
She raised her head and stroked the insides of my thighs with her fingertips.
"Please don't do that, Bella. You know how much I love to hear how I make you feel."
Then she inserted two fingers inside of me and curled them upwards while her tongue continued circling over my clit so lightly that she was barely touching me. She moaned against my overheated flesh and when I looked down at her, I realized that her other hand had moved underneath her skirt. Fuck, how much I wanted that hand to be mine right now and not hers. I bet her panties were already damp from her slick wetness. The thought was enough to set me over the edge and my inner walls convulsed around her fingers as the after waves of my climax made my legs tremble.
She kissed her way up again and I could taste the tartness of my own lust on her lips when she reached my mouth.
"I think that you're ready now." She whispered and opened the purple bag that looked completely innocent on the edge of the bed.
"But you're not." I murmured.
"You have still far too many clothes on for my taste."
"Well, we can change that very easily, can't we?"
She stood up from the bed and shoved this ridiculous nothing that she dared to call a skirt down her milky-white legs. Then she took my hand in hers and placed it over the thin lace fabric of her underwear.
"You can help me with this if you want to."
I pulled it down and my fingertips brushed over the shaved skin of her outer lips.
"Bella," she croaked out.
"Will you let me use the strap-on on you now, my darling?"
"If you want to..."
"Can't you feel how much I want to, Bella?" she whispered so low that her voice was barely audible.
My forefinger moved higher between her legs and a loud moan escaped her full lips when I reached the warm wetness that kept pouring out her entrance.
I put the finger into my mouth and my eyes never left hers when I licked it clean again.
"Yes, I think I can…I can even taste how much you want it."
She smiled at me and pulled the strap-on out of the purple bag together with a small tube of lube and a package of…
"Condoms? Why do you have condoms in there?"
"I don't want you to get pregnant."
She giggled when she saw the horrified expression on my face and cupped it between her hands to plant a soft kiss on my forehead.
"I was just kidding. The condoms are just supposed to make it feel more…well…real, I guess."
"Hmm,"
I helped her to attach the black leather belt around her delicate hips. Hesitantly I wrapped my left hand around the purple colored dildo.
"Is the size okay? That was so difficult to choose for me."
"We won't find out, if we don't try."
"You're a little impatient today, aren't you?"
She kneeled between my parted legs and nudged the tip of the dildo over my slick folds, letting it slip deeper and deeper into my entrance with every move.
"Ali, please…stop torturing me."
Slowly she entered me and I felt my inner walls stretching around the silicon toy inside of me.
"Am I hurting you?" she asked me anxiously when she heard me inhale sharply between my teeth.
"No, you're not. It's just been a while since…,"
"Kay…but you'd tell me if I do something wrong?"
"Ali, this is not about right or wrong. It's about feeling. And no one ever made me feel the way you do."
Her hand moved down my stomach until she reached my clit with her fingertips.
Then she stated moving in and out of me in a slow rhythm, allowing me to get used to the unfamiliar feeling of having something inside of me that filled me completely.
"Better now?" she whispered into my ear and pulled a wisp of my hair behind it in a tender gesture.
"Yes," I croaked out hoarsely.
"Good," she mumbled and turned me around so that I was lying flat on my stomach now. Her hands grabbed my hips and pulled them up until I was kneeling on all fourth in front of her.
"No, Ali…I can't do that like this. I look like crap from this angle."
I had always had a slight aversion against this position. It showed of way too much of my fat ass for my taste and that made me feel uncomfortable.
I like that you're so curvy…
"No you don't, trust me,"
She leaned over and planted soft kisses up my bare back until she reached my neck.
"Bella, I want you to forget to think about the way you look. Let me love you like this…let me make you feel good, my darling. Will you?"
"Yes."
She entered me in one quick movement and I gasped out in pleasure when she reached spots inside of me that had never been touched before.
Faster and faster she thrust into me, until our entire bodies were covered in a thin layer of sweat. I was so close, so damn close…
My fingertips found my clit and circled over the throbbing pearl that ached for release.
"Yes, like that, Bella. Make yourself come for me..." God, what it did to me when she said things like that…
My second orgasm made my entire body shake and I gasped for air while colors flashed in front of my eyes that I had no name for. Ali collapsed on top of me and several low moans left her lips when she finally pulled the dildo out of me again.
She rested her head against my neck and planted a kiss on my earlobe.
"How much I love you."
I turned my head to the side so that I was able to look at her again.
"How much I love you…more than words can say."
"More than my own life," she whispered before both of us drifted into sleep with our arms wrapped around each other.
XXXX
"She honestly asked you why we kiss, seriously?" the amused tone in her voice was not to miss.
"I don't think that's funny, Ali." I stated and poured us a cup of coffee.
"Oh yes it is. I bet your face went all red when it happened. And you know how much I like that pretty blush on your cheeks."
"You're impossible. Can't you see how embarrassing that was for me?"
"No, I can't. What did you tell Lilly?"
"That she would understand it when she's older."
"Let me guess. She wasn't content with that answer."
I nodded my head and nibbled on the piece of toast in front of me.
"Don't worry she'll soon lose interest in it. I knew I did…"
I raised one eyebrow.
"You lost interest?"
"Yeah, I did. When Rosalie had her first boyfriend I think that was some baby-faced loser called Royce, I used to ask her questions like that too. Why she would let him stick his tongue down her throat and everything. I guess I was a little pain in the ass back then."
"I'm sure you were cute. I'd really like to see you with the plastic wings on your back that you mentioned."
Now she seemed embarrassed and that put a smile on my face.
"My mom has pictures of it. You see, I was the pet of the family and they had to make a big drama out of everything that had to do with me."
"They love you. I hope that won't change when they find out about…well about us."
She leaned over and reached her hand out to touch my mouth with her forefinger.
"You have some honey on your lips." She murmured and licked the honey colored liquid up from her hand.
"It's still there. I might have to use my own mouth to clean you up."
"Yes, please."
A low chuckle left her throat and then she cupped my face between her hands to kiss my mouth. The tip of her tongue caressed my upper lip before she sucked it between her teeth.
"Tell me what you want to do." I whispered as she sat down on my lap.
"Right now?" she asked me and twisted a small wisp of my hair around her dainty fingers.
"No, not right now, Ali. I want to know what you want to do in general."
She planted a soft kiss on the tip of my nose.
"I want to kiss you…very often. And I want to hold you in my arms every night before I sleep."
I kissed her again, letting my tongue slip between her slightly parted lips for a moment.
"And apart from us? What do you want to do?"
"I want to make dresses for a lot of important people that could wear them to even more important occasions." Her caramel eyes sparkled as she spoke.
"And I'd like to have my own little boutique. My sister offered to help me buy one but I really feel like I should do that without her."
"It would be far easier for you to reach your goals if you hadn't met me. I'm like a burden…,"
Her eyes narrowed for a moment. Slowly she reached out her hand and touched the amber heart on my silver necklace.
"You are not a burden to me, Bella. I don't want any of my dreams if I can't have them with you by my side. And I know that it's difficult for you too, but we can make this work, if we'll try."
Make it work, work…damn it. I knew that I'd almost forget about it.
"I need to get a job as soon as possible. And that won't be too easy considering the fact that I haven't worked at all since Lilly was born."
"Taking care of Lilly is work, Bella. What did you do before you had her?"
"I had a job in a bookshop that I really loved but Edward thought that it would be inappropriate for the wife of a lawyer to work at all."
"Well, you're not longer the wife of a lawyer. And if you'd like to work in a bookshop you should do that."
"And Lilly? I can't take her with me when I work. And unlike my soon-to-be ex-husband, I can't afford to hire a nanny."
"You don't need to do that. I can do most of the sketches and other stuff at home."
"She'll distract you."
"Then I'll find a way to distract her from distracting me." She chuckled slightly.
"Good luck with that." I mumbled and put the empty plates into the dishwasher.
The doorbell rang and Ali stood up to open the door. I could hear Fido barking in the hall and a moment later my blonde-haired sister in law rushed into the kitchen. To my surprise she didn't wear any make up and her hair was twisted into a messy bun in her neck.
"You!" she snarled at me and her voice sounded so angry that I automatically too two steps backwards.
"And you!" She turned to her pixie-like sister and her blue eyes narrowed into tiny slits.
"Owe me an explanation..."
XOXOXOXOXOXOX
[A/N] I know, I know…that was an evil cliffy, but sometimes they are inevitable.