Chapter 3

Will was still with in the memory of the day that he was shot whe

Will sat straight up and he just screamed no no no stop. I am coming dad. and Will laid back down and he was profusely sweating and he could not catch his breath...Sonny ran to Will and said hey Will are you OK? Will did not say a word he was staring into space and he wrapped hi arms around himself and held his chest and arm he just sat there shaking his head no no no and he was shaking and rocking asked why why tell me why and Will collapsed om the sofa and Sonny was terrified and he softly shook Will and said Will! its OK. I am Sonny you are safe you can wake up. You are safe no one is going to hurt you.

I promise there is no one here but us..

Will sat up again and looked bewildered and his breathing was still very labored. He stared at Sonny and asked why?

Will are you OK Sonny asked with great concern.

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Will looked around and he said with a puzzled look its you. You are my angel?!

You saved my life twice. Why? Why did you save my life? Who are you?

Sonny asked Will if he knew who he was?

Yes I told you. You have saved my life twice. What are you doing here now? Am I dead again?

Will asked? What is your name?

My name is Sonny. What is your name?

I can't tell you. Will said please leave before they kill you too. Please go. If they see you they will kill you. I love too much to let anyone hurt you.

Will grabbed Sonny and threw him behind himself its OK I will protect you now even if they kill me you are going to be safe just stay still don't make a sound or move.

They will have to go through me to get to you and this time I am big enough to save you unlike before.

Sonny was really afraid because he knew that this was not results of a nightmare it was a memory of some event in Wills life.

Sonny did the only thing that he thought of at the time and he took Will in his arms and

He gently spoke to Will and he said its OK Just rest shhhh just rest. I will take care of you my love you and you are safe in my arms just relax. Will tried to wiggle away from Sonny but he was too emotionally worn out and Will just crumbled into Sonny's arms. Will finally calmed down and fell asleep in Sammy's arms.

Sonny thought to himself. Oh my God Will what happened to you? You had to have gone through something so traumatic that you have been dealing with for such a long time in silence but the way that he was acting was as if I had been some kind God and that

He was going to kill anyone who came near me. I don't know why but I feel this bond with him and I have got to help him but what can I do?

Will woke up about 20 minuets later in Sonny's arms and he jumped up and said oh God I am sorry I better go now Will turned around to leave and Sonny had gotten to the door and locked the door from the inside with his key and said softly no Will I can't and I won't let you go until we talk.

Will had tears in his eyes and said Sonny please do not do this. I have to go please let me go!

Sonny spoke softly and he placed his hand on Wills arm and around his very defined waist

and said please walk to the sofa and talk to me you are safe no one is going to hurt you here.

Will looked at Sonny and he was not crying but very serious. Will said in a tone that was flat and emotionless he said Sonny let me go! I am going home now even if I have to throw the chair through that window I am going to leave. I will not stay here held hostage again.

You are only one person this time and I will never hurt you but I am getting out of this place.

Sonny heard the cold emotionless tone of Wills voice and he was very serious Sonny knew that. Sonny tried to stay calm and reassure Will that he would not get hurt or hurt him.

SONNY YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND! I CANNOT PROTECT YOU IF YOU DON'T JUST LET ME GO! I HAVE BEEN PROTECTING YOU WAY TOO LONG TO ALLOW ANYTHING TO HAPPEN TO YOU!

Sonny was very confused and he said Will I have no idea why you think that I need to be protected or from whatever it is that I need protection from but please let me help you.

In a very monotone voice Will said if you want to help me let me out of here and let me go just pretend that I never existed and you do not know me at all.

Sonny said Will this is really killing me because I need to help you in some way and there is some kind of bond that has me connected to you some how and I just can't let you go with a head injury. You need help for the night and I will just help you by either staying at your house or you can come home with me for the night.

Will started pacing like a caged animal and shaking all over and shaking his he yelling NO NO NO NO NO PLEASE GOD NO PLEASE NO! Sonny you don't understand and I have to go

Please let me go forever for God's Sake just let me go! Will kept begging Sonny over and over again and suddenly Will fell to his knees and was shaking. When Will did not get up

Sonny ran to him rubbing his back and said Will I do not know what is going on or what you are going through but whatever it is you are not going to go through it alone because I am going to help you. Sonny softly asked Will if he was OK and begging for an answer.

Will stopped shaking and looked at Sonny for a while Sonny smiled and said hey you had me scared to death Will. Will stared blankly at Sonny and asked with a monotone voice can you tell me where the rest room is please? Sonny said sure you can use this one and Will stood up and almost with robotic motions Will followed Sonny to his private rest room across the office. And Sonny opened the door and Will walked in Sonny noticed how Will was moving in such robotic motions. Will went in Sonny said everything is in there that you may need but if you need anything just let me know.

Sonny closed the door to give Will some privacy and Sonny stood outside of the door listening heard nothing at all for 20 minuets and he called out to Will but there was no answer he called out to him several times and Will did not answer. Sonny was terrified and he opened the door and he saw Will just sitting on the floor staring into space and Sonny asked Will if he was OK or had he fallen Will did not answer. Sonny asked Will to allow him to help Will off of the floor and Will sat there and Sonny said to himself I have to get him out of here and get his some where that I can take better care of him. Sonny said Will I am going to help you up out of the floor I know this is not something a doctor can help you with and so I am going to take you to my house until you get better. I promise to respect you in every single way and to never take advantage of you in any way so please do no get scared you are going to be respected and safe with me and when you are ready to come out you will be in a very safe place.

You are never going to go through anything alone again whatever has caused this I promise you that we will go through it together because I will not and can not abandon you.

Will if you can hear me I will never take advantage of you. Will I feel myself falling in love with you and I do not really know what to do but I will do what you need for me to do to get you through this no matter how long it takes.