Chapter 7
"Anywhere?" Rey asked Kylo.
Rey had tucked herself into Kylo's left arm in his bed just a minute before he accidentally shared that she could touch him anywhere. He had initially been terrified of her reaction, but she had responded with intense curiosity and at least a hint of mischief.
Still, Kylo did not trust himself to say anything. It was safer to wait and see what Rey did. After all, Rey was always doing something.
He didn't have to wait long. Within half a minute, Rey had twisted onto her belly and had dragged her body up along his in one quick motion to prop her right elbow above his head on his pillow. He tilted his head back to look up at her as she smiled down at him.
"What are you doing?" Kylo asked.
"Touching anywhere I want," Rey said, and she gently spread the fingers of her left hand into his hair above his forehead. "You said it was okay, right?"
"I did," Kylo said. He had no objection to having his hair stroked. However, Rey's position left her chest hovering over his face, and he was now very aware that her breast wrap had been removed underneath her tunic before bed. He licked his lips as one of the soft mounds brushed his face and wondered if she was doing this intentionally or truly too dense to realize what she was doing. Regardless, he was now growing quite hard from the teasing, and he was losing his ability to restrain himself from licking the tunic-covered nipple hanging just a couple inches from his mouth. "This permission I gave you to touch whatever you want. Is it reciprocated?"
Rey stopped her investigation of his hair and looked back down at him. He saw the moment she registered his desire and the proximity of his mouth to her breasts. Her eyes glazed, her jaw dropped just a touch, and she licked her own lips.
She knew his desire, and she did not move away. His heart pounded within his chest. Still, he waited.
Do it. Rey said through the force.
Slowly, so that Rey had plenty of time to change her mind, Kylo arched his neck to bring his mouth to her left breast and gave it a chaste kiss through her tunic. Rey gasped, her hand tightened a grip in his hair, and the nipple hardened through the cloth.
More. She said.
Kylo gave it another chaste kiss, and Rey squirmed against him, pressing her pelvis against his left arm, which had become trapped underneath when she scooted up.
More. Rey demanded again, and she lowered the breast against his mouth and spread her legs to position his arm between them. Kylo opened his mouth and carefully slid his tongue across the nipple once, wetting the cotton of her tunic in the process. Rey gasped, ground against his trapped arm, and shoved her breast into him.
You're quite excited. Kylo said, grinning as Rey glared at him. You're sure you won't regret this later?
Rey ground against him again. There won't be a baby if we stay clothed, it won't hurt anyone, and it feels good. What's there to regret?
Kylo had forgotten how simple Rey's world was compared to his. He had grown up surrounded by complex social rules and expectations on what should or should not happen between people. Rey's only rules were those she had developed for her survival.
Still, he did not want to continue if she were comfortable doing such things with just anyone. He would regret it then, even if she didn't.
Is this your first time being touched like this? He asked, trying to broach the issue indirectly.
Why are you holding back? Rey asked. He could sense her confusion and a growing apprehension.
Kylo sighed inwardly. Perhaps the direct approach would be best. Are there other people you would do this with? I need to know.
Rey gazed at him. You're the only one I trust to see me like this.
Her statement wasn't exactly a confession of love or dedication, but Kylo relaxed in the knowledge that he was the only one for her. It was enough.
Though it was crude and totally different from the holos he had seen, he opened his mouth to her breast again to suck and nibble her tunic-covered breast. Rey moaned and ground urgently against his arm, tightening her grip in his hair to almost painful levels, though it was nothing to the pain of his unattended erection. He wondered if Rey would notice or mind if he took it in his free hand while he kissed her breast.
I need more. Rey said, and she pulled her left breast free of him to replace it with her right. Please, Kylo. Help me.
His own needs could wait. Kylo growled and went to work at it while bringing up his free hand to hold and tease her left breast through the shirt. Rey developed a rhythm to her grinding, now rolling her pelvis in steady quick circles against his trapped arm. He could feel her dampness through her pants, and he longed to kiss her lips, but he took what he was offered and pinched her left breast through the shirt.
More! She cried in desperation.
Kylo thought quickly. He could not pull her shirt up with how it was pinned between them, but her armpit holes were rather large. He broke free of her to yank the offending fabric over her left breast and took it back into his mouth with nothing separating the contact this time. Rey moaned hard, and her whole body shuddered erratically as she pressed down hard against his arm.
Less. Rey instructed as she exhaled deeply and relaxed against his side. Her grip in his hair became limp, and Kylo turned his head with her to keep her breast in his mouth. He had slowed his exploration of her nipple, but he loved the feel and taste of it against his tongue, and he was reluctant to let go, especially when his own erection was still demanding attention. If Rey noticed, she didn't say anything. He moved his other arm to wrap around her waist and wondered if she might allow him to grind against her. He drew his tongue in slow, wide circles around her nipple as he waited for her to recover.
"What was that?" she asked. Her voice cracked with wonder. "I felt like I was... " She paused. "Almost like I had touched a live battery, but different, and good somehow. Not good… more like amazing."
Kylo smiled. I believe you just had an orgasm.
"A what?" Rey asked, and she looked down at his mouth on her bare breast. "Wait, what are you doing?"
Enjoying you. Should I stop?
Fear rippled through Rey. "What if I get pregnant?" she asked.
Kylo stopped and let go to look at her properly. "How?" he asked. "It's impossible from what we just did."
"But when you take clothes off, there's a chance of pregnancy!" Rey protested.
He shook his head in disbelief. "You don't know how that works?" he asked and immediately regretted it as Rey's face crumpled. Of course, she didn't know. Who would have taught her? She had only understood ships from the manuals left behind with their ships by the Empire. She wasn't likely to have had access to books on biology. "Rey, a woman can't become pregnant unless a man ejaculates sperm from his penis inside her vagina."
Rey's eyes immediately went to his own manhood, and they widened as she took in the shape and size of his erection. "You're not normally like that, are you?" she asked.
Kylo Ren struggled not to growl his frustration at her. "It's called an erection. It just means that blood has rushed to the penis, making it harder and thicker. It's what happens when men are aroused."
Rey reached a hand down and stroked his erection experimentally through his pants. Kylo tensed at the contact, light as it was. She raised her eyebrows when it bounced back after she let go.
Kylo had said she could touch anywhere he wanted, but he hadn't expected it to go like this. "Do you want to see it too?" he asked, intending to mock her, but he realized his mistake when she nodded. He shook his head. "Another time. I think I need to take a shower." He needed to relieve his own tension, and he didn't think he could while Rey was watching with avid curiosity.
He climbed out of bed and stood up. "Rey, you don't need to fear. You could not become pregnant from what we did, and there are several methods to prevent pregnancy entirely as well." He debated whether to offer them outright. Was it presumptuous to assume Rey might want to have sex with him later after what just happened? What had just happened, anyway? Was it just an exploration of curiosity and carnal needs?
He gazed back at Rey, who gazed back with wide eyes. What happened next didn't matter yet. He would find out when she decided what she wanted. "Get some sleep, Rey," he said, and he left for the refresher.
Well, that was my first time writing mature content. Told you it was coming! It was fun for me. Hopefully y'all enjoy it too.
Please let me know what you think!
