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[A/N] Welcome back to another episode of your favorite Soap-fan fiction.

This chapter here is dedicated to Silva86 and Villemo79. Hope you'll enjoy.

**Chapter 79**

Ali's POV

"Are you nervous?" I asked her, while I planted a soft kiss on the exposed skin of her neck. My fingers twisted into the length of her chestnut colored hair and once again I was impressed by its incredible silkiness.

"Are you?" she whispered, slowly turning her head so that I could cup her face in my hand before I kissed her mouth so lightly that her lips were barely touching each other.

"Kind of, I've never done something like that before." I mumbled while I pulled her closer to me. My heartbeat quickened instantly when she caressed the small stripe of exposed skin on my belly.

"Me too," she whispered, planting a tender kiss on my mouth. The tip of her tongue slipped between my lips to nudge gently against the inside of my lower lip.

"What about Lilly?"

"She wasn't exactly planned." she explained to me, sitting down on the edge of the bed.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm happy to have her. She's a gift, a much welcomed and cherished gift."

"I know, sweetheart. I love her too."

She took my hand in hers and started drawing fine, invisible circles all over my wrist.

"And I love you, Ali. I love you so much more than words could ever say."

I cupped her face between my hands and leaned forward to plant another kiss on her soft lips.

"Are you sure about this? Because once we've done it, there is no turning back. Well, at least not for me."

I quickly shook my head and interlaced the fingers of her left hand with mine, making the fragile metal of our wedding bands clink against each other.

"We're in this together."

"But maybe we should have discussed other options too?"

"What kind of other options, adoption maybe? Bella, the authorities aren't really keen on giving children to couples like us."

"I wasn't talking about adoption."

"Hmm?"

"Do you remember when Rosalie told Benjamin about the in-vitro and he mentioned something about putting the wrong egg into the wrong womb."

"I don't think I understand?"

She cleared her throat nervously before she spoke up.

"I know the idea sounds a little bit weird but I actually thought about it. We could take one of your eggs and implant it into me…kind of."

"You're right. The idea is weird and not just a little bit."

"But it would make this baby more…yours."

I shook my head and took her hand in mine to squeeze it gently. Then I put it to my lips and planted a soft kiss on the back of her hand.

"No, it wouldn't."

"Of course, it would. It would mean that the baby is genetically yours."

I sighed deeply and started drawing fine, invisible lines all over the soft skin on her wrist.

"You think this is about genetics? I'm giving you a clue. You're wrong."

Hesitantly I placed her hand on my flat stomach before I spoke up again.

"I don't care that the baby won't be mine – genetically. What I wanted to know is how it feels like to have a baby inside of me. I want to know how it feels when it kicks, when you feel it growing inside of you...stuff like that."

"Look, I'm sorry, Ali."

"How often will I have to tell you to stop telling me you're sorry?" I asked her impatiently.

"I know you don't like it when I do it. It's just…,"

She cupped my face between her hands and planted a tender kiss on my mouth, letting the tip of her tongue gently caress my lower lip.

"You make me so happy and my life is so much better since I have you in my life. I want to do the same for you."

We sat down on the couch and I started massaging her scalp with my fingertips when she rested her head in my lap.

"You do make me happy. And that you agreed to have this baby with me makes me even happier."

I leaned down and kissed the tip of her nose.

"I bet you'll be a cute pregnant woman."

"Don't get your hopes too high. There is a reason why there are not many pictures of me when I was expecting Lilly. I looked like a whale ready to explode."

"I highly doubt that. I bet you were pretty. God, I really wished I could make you see yourself the way I see you."

"Hmm,"

"Can I ask you something? What did you tell Angela when she picked up Lilly?"

She cleared her throat nervously.

"Well, I told her that you and I needed to have some alone time after all the stress in the last days."

"My wife is finally learning to lie properly."

I suppressed a chuckle and nuzzled my nose into the crock of her neck.

"I have to keep an eye on that…,"

"It was a white lie and technically we're going to have some alone time. You don't want Benjamin to be around during the entire…procedure."

"You don't want me around when?"

Benjamin asked us cheerfully, when he entered the living room, swallowing the rest of the milkshake he was holding in his right hand down in one gulp.

"When we do the insemination," Bells stumbled out, her face instantly blushing thee different shades of red.

"Don't worry. It's not like I'm keen on watching two girls getting at it."

He put one finger in his mouth and made some puking noise before he burst out into laughter.

"The magazines you bought for me are pretty good though. I think they'll do the job for me pretty fine."

"I hope they will because there is no way I'm ever returning to that video store." Bella stated, still embarrassed that the guy in the store had remembered her from school.

"The magazines are enough, don't worry. Can I ask you what the disinfection stuff is for?"

"For your hands and well…you know where else…,"

"You're being ridiculous. Where is the damn cup anyway?"

I walked into the kitchen to get it.

"Is it pink because the two of you are hoping for a girl?"

"No, it's not. We just bought that because it was wrapped sterile."

"Do you have some hidden phobia concerning germs?"

"We're just following the instructions from that homepage."

"I've been on that site too. It is run by a bunch of complete morons that should better consider doing some therapy instead of putting children in the world."

"Yes, I know. The tips were pretty useful though or they will be hopefully."

"Hmm,"

He planted a kiss on my cheek and waved with the pink cup.

"I'm going upstairs then."

"Should we wish you luck or something like that?"

"That's not the first time I'm doing that. Well, actually the first time like that, but I guess you know what I mean."

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I could feel how tensed she was and so I started massaging her neck and shoulders with my fingertips to help her relax a bit more. This wasn't going to work when she was too nervous.

"Close your eyes, honey." I whispered letting my fingertips slip underneath the top she was wearing while my tongue swirled over the sensitive spot right beneath her earlobe. The sweet scent of her strawberry shampoo entered my nose and I inhaled deeply to absorb as much of it as possible.

I cupped her full breasts in my hands, rolling my thumbs over the hardening tips of her nipples. When I squeezed them gently between my fingers a low moan escaped her throat.

I pulled her jeans down her thighs and started running my fingertips over the cotton fabric of her panties. She wasn't wet, at least not enough but I knew exactly what it would take to make her melt from the inside out.

Very lightly I brushed my fingers up and down her barely covered slit, making her whimper slightly when my thumb circled over the sensitive bundle of nerves around the pearl of her clit.

Then I shoved her underwear down her legs, throwing it carelessly on the ground next to us.

Slowly I kissed my way down her upper body, swirling my tongue around her pebbled nipples while my fingers tenderly explored the soft folds between her legs. More wetness poured over my fingers and I coated my fingertips in it before I started rubbing circles over her throbbing pearl.

When I kneeled down between her legs and started kissing up the inside of her thighs she twisted her hands into my hair to pull me close.

I licked her moist inner lips with the tip of my tongue and circled it up and down her entire slit, from the tiny pearl of her clit back down to her entrance.

My thumb circled over her clit, feeling it pulsate against my skin. I inserted my tongue into the warm, moist sweetness of her lust, curling it upwards to lap up as much of her essence as possible.

A moment later her inner walls tightened around my waiting tongue and a wave of new wetness poured down my throat. She gasped for air and pulled me up again, planting several kisses all over my face.

I pulled the blankets over her and put a wisp of her beautiful hair behind her ear before I tenderly kissed her warm lips.

"You taste like me." she mumbled and I couldn't hold back a moan when her tongue nudged against mine.

There was a knock on the door and I planted a kiss on the tip of her nose before I stood up from the edge of the bed and closed the door behind me.

"You look a little flushed, Ali. Maybe you should turn on the air conditioning."

"I'm just a little warm that's all. Thank you. Where did you…,"

"I left the cup in the bathroom."

"Thanks," I mumbled so low that my voice was barely audible.

"You're nervous about this, aren't you?"

I nodded my head and sighed deeply.

"Yes, I am. This is such a weird way of making a baby."

"Try not to think too much of it. Bella and you are going to be great moms."

"Maybe I'll suck at the whole being a mom thing. I mean, I've never been a mother before."

"Ali, there is not just one way of being a mother and you'll be wonderful, I just know, you'll be."

I wrapped my arms around him and planted a kiss on his cheek.

"Thank you. Not just for the…well, for being the donor but also for being you. You're the best brother anyone could wish for."

He kissed me on my forehead before he walked down the stairs and I rushed into the bathroom to grab the cup with the 'precious liquid'.

When I put the lid off I instantly wrinkled my nose in disgust.

It looked like a mixture of egg white and some milky slime. So gross, I thought. I can't believe that straight women swallow that.

I walked back into the bedroom and sat down on the edge of the bed that squeaked slightly beneath me.

"Ready?"

"If you are," she whispered nervously, forcing her lips into a smile.

"I love you."

She took the cup in her hands and I pulled the small plastic syringe out. The stuff made a slurping nose when it filled the syringe.

"Lay back and try to relax." I instructed and planted a soft kiss on her left hipbone.

Then I placed the syringe at her entrance and carefully shoved it into her, gently pressing upwards.

I tried to focus on the expression of her face that lost the tension when I pulled the syringe out again and quickly shoved two pillows under her backside and pulled her legs up in the air.

"You're not going to make me do a handstand, are you?"

I giggled and cupped her face in my hands to plant kisses all over her face.

"I don't think that's necessary."

Her eyes met mine and when I realized that they looked kind of glassy, I wrapped my arms around her, letting her head rest on my thighs while I sat down behind her on the bed.

"Do you feel different yet?"

"Ali, it doesn't work that fast."

"Hmm, I know. I just wanted to know if you're okay."

"I'm fine, don't worry."

A small teardrop rolled down her cheekbone and I quickly wiped it away with my fingertip.

"Why are you crying? You're not in pain, are you?"

She shook her head.

"I don't know why I'm crying. Maybe it's because I'm still so nervous."

I kissed her mouth before I leaned over and planted another one right underneath her belly button.

"Don't be nervous." It's enough that I'm so nervous, I added secretly.

"Can you tell me something to distract me?"

"If you want me to… What do you want me to tell you?"

"You never told be anything about your life in Paris and I'm really curious about that."

I cringed and swallowed hard to keep my voice calm when I spoke up again. Paris was irrevocably connected with the ginger-haired woman who had ripped my heart apart so many months ago. Sometimes it felt like a complete different life to me. Maybe it was.

"Paris is beautiful." I stated finally, twisting a wisp of her hair around my finger.

"But my life with you is going to be a thousand times better."

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[A/N]

I wonder if anyone of you would be interested in reading the whole Victoria/Alice background story. Tell me your thoughts about it.

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