[Disclaimer] Everything Twilight belongs to Mrs. Stephenie Meyer

[A/N] Welcome back to another episode of my little Twilight soap aka fan fiction. I have so much fun writing this and I'm grateful for all of you who keep reading the story.

This chapter is dedicated to secrets87 and SiempreCrystalClear because they always leave me such lovely reviews that make my day so much better.

*Lemon Alert in this one. As usual/ don't like don't read…*

**Chapter 83**

I planted a trail of open-mouthed kisses down her bare spine before I kissed my way up again and sucked the sensitive skin on her collarbone between my teeth.

"Hmm,"

Slowly she turned around and cupped my face between her dainty hands.

"Morning,"

"Morning to you," I whispered, letting my fingertips stroke down until they reached the soft roundness of her perky breasts. When I squeezed the tiny nubs between my thumb and my forefinger they hardened instantly under my touch and a low moan escaped her throat.

"How are you feeling? Aren't you sick or anything?" she asked me worriedly.

"I'm good, don't worry." I mumbled and caressed the flat skin on her stomach that felt like silk underneath my palm.

Her hands were still wrapped around my neck and I took one of them in mine and guided it between my legs were I was already slick and warm for her touch.

"Bella, I don't know if that's a good idea."

I tried to suppress a chuckle and pulled her on top of me.

"Didn't I tell you not to worry? Try to relax a bit. I'm just pregnant and not dangerously ill."

Then I put a wisp of her short hair behind her ear and leaned forward to plant a kiss on her gorgeous mouth. The tip of my tongue nudged against hers when she parted her mouth a bit to gasp for air.

"Please touch me," I whispered against the crock of her neck while my hands circled over her belly button.

She turned us around and planted another soft kiss on my mouth before she kissed her way down my upper body. Her mouth closed around one of my pebbled nipples to suckle it greedily and I twisted my hands into her messy hair to pull her closer to me.

When she dipped two of her fingers into the moist warmth between my legs a low moan escaped my throat.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the tender caress of her fingers on my overheated flesh. God, how much I wanted her. It was almost painful.

Then finally, finally, she lowered her mouth to kiss the insides of my thighs upwards so slowly that I felt a trail of fresh wetness pouring out of me.

She held me open with two of her fingers while her tongue circled up and down my slit so gently that she was barely touching me at all.

"You taste different," she mumbled so low that her husky voice was barely audible.

I cringed and felt my face turning warm from embarrassment. Or was it the heat in here? It was warm inside our bedroom, so warm that a few salty pearls of sweat fell down between my breasts.

"So much sweeter…god, Bella, you're so delicious."

Her cool breathe tickled my skin before she continued licking me again and the world around me fell apart. The tip of her tongue explored every fold between my legs, making my legs tremble when it reached the throbbing pearl of my clit again.

"Let me taste you too," I whispered hoarsely, before I flipped us over to the side and I pulled her legs apart to bury my face between her slim thighs.

When the first drops of her essence poured into my waiting mouth, it took me a moment to realize that she too tasted different now to me. My tongue circled over her entrance to lap up more of it to savor the unfamiliar tartness. How long had it been since I had kissed her there. Whatever it was, it was too long. I craved the feeling of her bare inner lips against my mouth, the feeling of her throbbing pearl against my trembling lips when I sucked it gently between them.

Then I felt the muscles in my stomach tightening so much that it was almost painful. Her tongue circled over my clit while she shoved two of her fingers deep into me and curled them upwards. More of her wetness poured over my tongue and when I inserted it into her tight entrance her inner walls clenched around me. A heartbeat later the force of my own climax rushed through me, making my entire body tremble for several moments until I was finally able to catch my breathe again.

"Are you alright?" she asked me, pulling my body against hers while she planted several kisses on my shoulder.

"Of course, I'm good. That was fantastic."

She put one hand on my abdomen and started stroking it in smooth movements.

"I don't know if it's good for the baby when you get excited like that. Maybe it scares him or her."

I turned my head and kissed the tip of her nose playfully.

"Ali, stop worrying. A lot of people have sex when they're pregnant. I'm still me and I want you…,"

I cupped one of her breasts in my hand and squeezed it gently.

"And if you tell me that you don't want to be with me…you make me feel ugly and fat."

"Bella, you know that I don't think you're fat. I love every single pound on you. I'm just worried to make something wrong."

I shook my head and placed my hand over hers.

"Everything is going to be fine with our baby. You need to relax a little bit."

"Hmm, I know that you're right. I don't know why I'm so tensed."

Because you have too much time to worry about everything, I thought, wondering if it would be a good idea to bring up Didyme's job offer again…

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I sipped nervously on the cup of herbal tea in front of me while I tried to think of a good way to break the news to her. The problem was that I knew my daughter and wasn't really keen on answering all of her embarrassing questions. Had I been that curious too when I was her age?

Ali cleared her throat and kneeled down next to her, making her look up from the drawing in front of her. It was another picture of the dog that had some weird pink and green dots all over his fur in this one.

"Lilly, sweetie, we want to talk to you about something."

"Your aunt is right. There is something that we need to tell you."

Then I took a deep breath before I spoke up again, trying desperately to keep my voice calm.

"We're going to have a baby."

"Really?" She sounded thrilled. That was probably a good sign.

"Yes, really, honey." Ali stated cheerfully.

"And where is the baby now?"

"Here," I mumbled, taking her hand in mine to place it underneath my belly button.

"And how did it get in there?"

"Well…"

"Don't you know?"

"No, I do. It's difficult to explain."

"I'm going to call Jane and ask her then. She knows everything."

I wasn't too keen on letting the little witch child tell her some scary stories. Damn it, why did this have to be so complicated?

"Look, sweetie. Your mommy and I really wanted to have a baby together and then we got a little help from an angel and voila….now we're going to have one in a few months."

"So long? Can't the baby be here now?" she asked impatiently.

"It needs to grow a little bit more first. Do you want a brother or a sister?"

"I don't know yet. Is the baby going to sleep in my room?"

"No, it isn't. The baby is going to have its own room so that it won't wake you up at night."

"Hmm,"

"Mommy, are you going to be the mommy of the baby too?"

"Yes, sweetie, I and your aunt…," I wrapped my arms around Ali and pulled her closer to me.

"We are both going to be the mommies of the baby when it is born."

"And the daddy of the baby?"

"He…is not going to live with us."

"Is he in jail like my daddy?"

"No, honey, he just wants to live in his own house. That's all."

"Auntie Ali?"

"Yes, sweetie?"

"Why is the baby going to have two mommies?"

"Because we're both going to love the baby," she stated after a few awkward moments of silence.

"Do you love the baby more than me?"

"No, of course not, honey."

"But why are you going to be the mommy of the baby and not mine?"

"Sweetie, you'll understand that better when you're older."

"But I want to understand it now!" she started sobbing and twisted her hands into the fluffy fur of the calf sized dog next to her.

"Lilly, please stop crying."

The doorbell rang and Ali went to open it while I wrapped my arms around my daughter in an attempt to calm her down again. Jeez, we should have thought better before telling her about the baby.

"Hello Bella," Jasmine greeted me cheerfully when she entered the kitchen.

Then she put one arm on Lilly's shoulder to make her look up at her.

"Hi there,"

"Jasmine, can I live with you?"

"With me?"

"My mommy and Auntie Ali are going to have a baby and they love it more than me."

"What makes you think that? You know that your aunt and your mother love you a lot."

"But the baby is going to have two mommies and I have only one. That's not fair."

"Hmm, you're right about that. It's not really fair. Do you want to have two mommies too?"

"I don't know."

"Just think about it and as for you living with me. I don't think that's a good idea. I don't have any off the stuff that little children eat in my fridge. But maybe you're different than other kids and like to eat carrots and broccoli."

"No, I don't. Veggies are yucky." She wrinkled her tiny snub nose in disgust.

"It's not fair to lie to little children," Ali whispered into her ear, earning herself a low chuckle coming deep from Jasmine's throat.

"I'm afraid, I'm not. Zafrina made me buy all this Tofu crap because I threw away all her coffee."

"Are the two of you together now?"

"Me and Zafrina? Is this supposed to be a joke? This woman is so annoyingly dogmatic. It's impossible to have a conversation with her without her wanting to win it. Don't get me wrong, she has a lot of good sites too. She's very caring and romantic but on the other hand she's so damn sarcastically."

"I hate to remind you, but you're pretty sarcastically yourself, Jazz." Ali stated while she crossed her arms around my middle. In a few weeks she wouldn't be able to get them around me anymore. Somehow the thought scared me. What if she would find me ugly then?

I walked over to the kitchen table and wrapped one of the envelopes that were lying on top of it open.

It was the bill for the vet in Forks. Damn it, it should be illegal to charge so much money for treating an animal.

I quickly shoved it back into the greenish envelope and accidentally spilled the content of my tea cup all over the table.

"Is everything okay?" Ali asked me worriedly.

"Hmm, yes of course. It's just the usual. People want money from us that we don't have."

"Maybe you should consider getting a job too, Ali. Or are you planning on turning into a perfect housewife now? Doesn't your wife want you to work?"

"Bella would never keep me from doing anything I want."

"Whatever,"

"She had such a great job offer but she said no. I still don't understand why."

"Bella, please, we've already talked about that. I don't want to work for Didyme."

"Wait a minute? Didyme Volturi offered you a job and you said no? Are you crazy? Why the hell did you do that?"

"Jasmine, that's none of your business."

"Of course it is. This is what you've been waiting for so long. Getting a rich supporter that is fond of your work."

"I can't do it. Please stop talking about it. You make me feel guilty."

She sat down on my lap and buried her face against my chest.

"You shouldn't have told her. She won't stop talking about it now."

"Your wife was actually right to do that. You obviously lost every bit of ambition that you had left."

"It's not like that. The contract…I just can't…,"

"Why? Are you waiting for a better chance? I bet she offered you way more money than she needed to."

"It's not about the money."

"Is it Didyme herself? Don't you like the style she wants you to design?"

"No. She would practically give me free hand with everything."

"So she pays you lots of money and lets you do what you want. Hmm, I see, you couldn't say yes to that."

"Jazz, please, just drop it now. I can't work for her."

"Why?"

"Because she hired James Hunter to be my photographic assistant; I would rather die than spend just one minute in the same room than him."

"Who is James Hunter?" I asked her, wrapping my arms around her when I realized that she started trembling slightly.

"You didn't tell her?" Jasmine mumbled, handing Lilly a piece of biscuit that immediately landed in the dogs' snout. She grabbed him around the collar and pulled him upwards to her room.

"Why should I tell her about that? It's the past and doesn't matter anymore!" Ali stumbled out as soon as Lilly was out of sight.

"It may be the past but it still tortures you."

"That's not true."

"Of course, it's true. God, you even cancelled a job because of this stupid cock-sucker."

"Jasmine, keep your mouth shut. You promised me not to tell anyone about it."

"I'm not telling anyone, but you should consider telling your wife."

"No! I don't want her to know,"

"You don't want me to know what?"

"Nothing…it's nothing."

"When it's nothing you can tell me. You told her too, didn't you?"