Well you guys, your lack of reviews has disappointed me tremendously. This is the last chapter so it doesn't matter if anyone reviews anymore to this story. Anyway, this is the last piece of a wild puzzle.
Chapter 4: One Wish
Kagome stared at the Walkman. She was supposed to be over him. It's been 2 months and she couldn't get over him. She was still madly in love with him and she knew no matter what, that would never change. She put the last cassette tape in and waited to see what else he had to say. She was still in the park.
If you could have one wish what would it be? Would it be tons of money or fame? I already have that. My one wish would be to turn back time, turn it back to the day you left so I could have, at least tried, to stop you. Tell you that you couldn't leave. Maybe beg you to stay and that it's hard to live without you. I don't know. I have all the money in the world and yet I can't buy that wish.
"I wish I could have you. Get the chance to tell you that I was foolish to walk away because of a silly argument."
Okay. Enough of this place. Time to go to our last destination. Locate A3 on your map. Do you know what it is Kagome? Well start walking and you will find out.
Kagome followed the map to led to the place she never thought she would go back to.
Yes Kagome. You're here. This place where a lot of our engaged time was.
Kagome, thinking she cried all of her tears at the park, burst back into tears. "Sesshomaru, why are you putting me through all of this heartache?"
You want to know why you're here don't you? At the home we shared. I mean used to share. Am I right about used to share? How do you feel being here? Does it still feel like home to you?
"Yeah. It does. It feels like I belong here."
This was the place where you ran down those flights of steps, out of the door, and out of my life. Can you believe that it? I still find it hard to believe. Sometimes I think it's just a terrible nightmare and I wait to wake up. I never do because in the end, you can't escape reality. You can't escape your life.
"Sometimes I just want you back. To say sorry and kiss you like I used to," a sob came from Kagome's mouth and she sat down on the porch where the chair she picked out still sat.
I hate waking up and finding the spot where you lied on the bed cold and lonely. No matter how hard I try, you never escape my mind. I know you might not want to hear this but no one can ever grace my bed the way you did. No one can make my body yearn for a touch the way your body did.
The tape stopped. She flipped it over. This would be some of the last things she would hear.
I used to think you were like all the other girls when I first saw you. I thought this ignorant but sexy girl just wants to go out with me so she could get in my bed. I though you were easy so I brought you back to my place. I liked you but all of the girls I liked were all about sex. I never gave you enough credit. I tried to bring you back to my house but you kindly refused. I respected you from that point.
Kagome smiled. Hearing his voice, feeling his emotions, and knowing what he doesn't show made her feel…happy. Even though they weren't together, she wished everyday that things were different and that she didn't leave, she felt that she learned something that she didn't know when they were together.
If things were different where could you imagine us right now? What would you see our life like? It's easy to dream but it's hard to dream when you get your hopes up too high and they get shot down by the truth. By reality.
"Sesshomaru. I love you so much and it hurts!"
I dream. I dream of you. I dream of our to be future. I can even see myself hurrying home to work and holding little children. Our children. Sometimes I even rush home hoping that that dream would be real but finding a huge mansion full of servants and maids but no you.
"It could happen Sesshomaru. It really could. If you gave us another chance."
So here we are. At a place in our lives where we never expected to be again right? To never see each other again and never feel the heartbreak that both, I'm sure, have experienced. It's never going to happen Kagome. No matter how hard we try, we'll always see each other. I couldn't even get myself to move your picture from my wallet or from the nightstand. I love you Kagome. So Kagome where do we go from here?
Kagome wiped tears that came to her eyes. "I love you Sesshomaru. I can't live without you!"
Turn around Kagome. The tape shut off. She stood up and turned around to see, Sesshomaru Taisho standing there with a smile on her face. She threw the Walkman to the ground and flung herself into his arms and wrapped her legs around his waist. She kissed him with every bit of passion that she had in her body. She threw everything, the love that never went away, the regret that stayed with her, and the pain into that kiss.
"I've missed you Kagome," Sesshomaru whispered into her neck as he wrapped his arms around her waist to make sure she wouldn't fall.
"I've miss you too Sess," she flashed him one of her genuine, dazzling smiles that warmed his heart.
"I will never ever let you go again. I love you too much. Promise not to leave me again. I'll give you all I can give. I will give you time; I'll make you my wife, my mate, and my everything. I know that I can't live with out you beside me," he let his emotionless mask fall and she saw the love.
"I promise Sesshomaru. I love you!" Kagome said. He pulled her off of his body and he got down on one knee.
"This time I will do this right. Kagome Higurashi, you have been something that all men dream of having. I want to spend my whole life with you and more. It's hard to even imagine me without you for a minute. You are all I need in life. Will you marry me? Will you be Mrs. Kagome Taisho?"
Kagome stood there processing the words that came out his mouth. "Yes! Yes I will marry you!"
"I wouldn't have it any other way Kagome. I wouldn't have it any other way."
- Did it end the way you wanted it to? Did you want more? Well, there isn't anymore unless I write a sequel. I hoped you enjoyed this story. I'm currently in the process of writing a Christmas story so stayed tuned for that! -
