Hi everyone, I read your comments and I understand , you all want bigger chapters. I get it. But my exams are coming near that is why I am not able to do big 's got your back. I will never leave you people hanging. I respect my readers too much to do that. On with the chapter.

It was 3 in the morning, and Meredith was having dreams, bad dreams, dreams that Derek told her that he didn't want a child and walked out on her. There were so many unresolved feelings. He had completely just freaked out on her.

I can abort, I understand that you're not ready for a baby.

What!...No!

His words were just wandering in her brain, refusing to let go, haunting her. Christina was sleeping, he was with Owen and she was happy. That makes one of us thought Meredith. She was lost in her thoughts and thinking when their pagers beeped. "What the hell?!" said Christina as she woke up. It was a 911. They had to go to the hospital, they took Meredith's car. Christina was driving and there was a silence between them. "So… do you think McDreamy is going to take responsibility." said Christina, breaking the ice.

"I don't know." said Meredith " We always discussed about having kids sometime. But sometime came sooner than I thought and at a very bad time.". " How did this happen anyway?" said Christina " You didn't use protection. I thought you better than that, Meredith.". " We were really, really drunk." said Meredith. "You get really, really drunk every time you walk into an establishment that offers drinks." said Christina "It's him I blame really. He should have been sensible.". " We got drunk and made a rash decision. And it can't be undone." said Meredith. They had reached the hospital, and Christina parked the car. They got out. "Well, it can be undone. You can abort." said Christina in a matter of factly way. "I don't want to take any action without talking to Derek." said Meredith. They walked into the hospital.

There was chaos in the hospital, the whole ER was filled with patients. Meredith was overwhelmed on seeing this site, it wasn't the great amount of patients, it wasn't the fact that there was chaos in the air, but it was because she saw Derek there, he was conducting a neuro test on one of the patients.

Meredith was on a case with Owen, which seemed kinda strange to her, cause she was used to working with Derek. She was scrubbing in and so was Owen. "How is Derek ?" asked Owen. Trying to make small talk thought Meredith. "He's fine." she said and went inside. The man on the table was a 33 year old businessman who was hit by another car on his way to work. Meredith was supposed to be assisting Owen on this surgery, she had not wanted to do it, but she had no choice. Alex was assisting Derek. She hated the way Owen was treating her, like she was an intern. He did let her do some things but throughout it he was saying things like 'Careful', 'easy'. She felt as if she was 13 again.

The surgery ended and they both started scrubbing out. "Great job, Grey." said Owen. Meredith had had enough. "No! It wasn't a great job." snapped Meredith "cause you treated me like a 13 year old the whole time." Owen came to his defence quickly. "I was just going easy on you, cause you're pregnant." he said, defending himself. "What!" exclaimed Meredith. "You're….You're not ?" asked Owen in a low, awkward voice. It would have been so awkward if she had said no, but she told him the truth instead. "I am, but….." said Meredith "Who told you?". Owen looked relieved. "Derek did." said Owen in a matter-of-factly tone as if he was telling her that the earth is round and birds fly.

"But why?" asked Meredith. She was honestly confused. First he freaks out on her and then he tells Owen that he's gonna be a daddy. That just didn't make any sense to her. "I went to his trailer and he was just sitting there, staring at nothing in particular." said Owen " He just looked up and me and he was looking shocked and when I asked what's wrong, he just said that you were pregnant." Meredith didn't respond at all. She just walked out of there, in shock feeling as if she had been betrayed.

She was walking down the hall, going to get an ultrasound. She knocked on the door. "Come in!" she could hear Addison say. She opened the door and walked in. "Meredith," said Addison, looking puzzled "Is everything alright?". "Yeah" said Meredith "I just wanted an ultrasound" . Meredith could not bring herself to say the words "I am pregnant" to Addison, though she was an OB/ Gyn she was still Derek's ex-wife.

"What's wrong ?" asked Addison. She was a gynecologist still she could not understand that Meredith was pregnant. Meredith had no choice but to say it "I am kinda pregnant." said Meredith. "Ummm…." said Addison, thinking something and judging Meredith from top to bottom "Congratulations ?" It wasn't even a statement or a sentence, it was more of a question. " I know it's not a good time." she said "But it's not something that I planned." "Come in and let's take a look." said Addison. Meredith lied down, it was super awkward to say the least. Didn't see this coming! thought Meredith. A few moments later, the picture of the baby had appeared on the ultrasound screen. It was more like a fetus, Meredith was not a gynecologist, but she knew everything looked fine. "Everything looks fine." said Addison "Let me prepare a copy." She pushed a button and a copy came out. Meredith put on her scrub pants again and took the copy in her hand. "Did you tell Derek ?" asked Addison. She knew what was going on. "Yeah" said Meredith. "He freaked out."

And with that Meredith was out of there. She had to talk to Derek.

She saw Derek in the hall afterwards, he was studying his patient's chart. "Dr Shepard" she said, and Derek instantly looked in her direction. She came close , took Derek's hand and said "We need to talk." They went to the nearest on call room.

"I'm sorry." said Derek "I freaked out." Meredith was confused, did he want this child or not, cause she could use some clarification right now. "Do you even want this baby ?" she asked, her hand on her stomach "Just break it down for me, should I abort ?". "No, Meredith." said Derek. The way he said it, it felt as if he was shooting daggers at her "This child was unplanned but it won't be unwelcome" He saw the ultrasound in Meredith's hand. He took it in his hand. He stared at it, and his expression changed, it become from confused and angry to cheerful and joy. "It's the baby ?" he asked. "Yeah it is."

He hugged her, she said "Derek we still have a lot to discuss.". "I know." said Derek "But it can wait.I love you" He bent down on his knees, kissed Meredith's stomach where the baby was supposed to be and said "You too, baby."

They had a lot to discuss. But this moment was so good. And she tried to live in the moment.

This chapter was longer. I might not be able to update at time. Things are busy. But you don't need to worry. I will love to hear your views.

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Love, Allison