Hi my people , Allison here, I'm sorry I didn't update for so long. I'm sorry. I was busy as a bee (buzz, buzz). But , no worries I am back with another chapter. And let me give you a hint about what's going to happen in this chapter, let me just say there are going to be surprises

So, I am not really a positive person. But today, I am feeling positive, so, I wanna tepl you that you, you right now reading this, you are unique. Their is no one else who can do things as you do, no one who can do things like you do. You are one of a kind. And it does not matter if you mess up, cause nobody messes up like you do.

Enough with my ranting, on with the chapter now…

It was not that he was happy about the baby, the news had just shocked him. He was going to be a daddy, and he could not believe it. Three years with Meredith did what eleven years with Addison couldn't. But, he was feeling happy. He did feel scared, cause what had happened with Jen, Derek wanted to save her and he couldn't. He was supposed to be a doctor, a person who saves lives, a neurosurgeon, still Jen died. And it hurt him cause she was pregnant. She was going to have a perfect family. But she couldn't and it all fell apart. Now, Meredith was pregnant and he was feeling so insecure. He didn't know what was going to happen at the next moment. He hated the uncertainty.

His phone started ringing. He looked at the screen. It was a call from her mom. He received the phone. "Hi" he said, in a rather uncheerful way. "What's up with you?" asked his mother. She was his mother, she could easily recognize his emotions from his voice. She knew nothing about what was happening. The news of becoming a daddy had hit him so hard. That he hadn't told anything to his mother. "I am fine." he said. He sounded like Meredith at that moment. "Why did you call , Mom?"

"Derek, I am your mother. I have the permission to call you whenever I want to." said Carolyn "I called to tell you that that I am reaching Seattle in about an hour.". "An hour!" Derek shrieked in disbelief. "Mom, you can't just call and say that you're coming in an hour." "Derek, it's a surprise visit." said Carolyn "And I am coming whether you want it or not."

"Mom, mom ….." he tried to reason with her but she disconnected the phone. Derek knew his mother she was a stubborn, determined lady, who did things that she wanted to do. She was a strong lady, she had to be one as a single mother raising five children. He had to tell this to Meredith, he couldn't just let Carolyn meet Meredith, or else Meredith would totally freak out. And besides, his mom had five kids, she would be easily able to recognize the fact that Meredith is pregnant , she could probably just tell it by seeing her. He had to tell Meredith.

Meredith Grey was nauseous. The morning sickness was killing her. But the nausea, it never stopped, so it was not Morning sickness, it was just like all day sickness. She could remember her mother leaving her alone when she was sick.

Flashback

"Mommy" said 5 year old Meredith to her mother "I feel sick." Her mother was examining some scans. She brought her work home again. "Oh Meredith, you're not a child anymore." said Ellis , not even bothering to look at her "You can take care of yourself.". "But mommy, I am just 5 years old." said Meredith in a whiny noise.

"5 is a big age, Meredith." said her mother, raising her voice "And besides, my patients have actual medical problems.". "But mommy, I am feeling so cold." said Meredith, she was literally shivering. "Oh, for God's sake Meredith. People who are dependent on others don't get anything in their lives." said Ellis, shouting at her " Do you think when you're 35 and you need support, your boyfriend is going to come and pat your back and raise you up ? No, Meredith, in the race of life only independent people win, you have to just raise yourself and carry on with your life. You have to pretend that he didn't hurt you that he didn't throw away everything you ever gave him."

" I don't understand what you're saying , mommy." said Meredith, coughing badly "I just have a cold." "It's not your fault ,Meredith you were never the intelligent type. Your beauty is all you have. Keep it safe." said Ellis and walked out of the room. "But what about my cold ?" Meredith said to herself, standing in the cold empty room.

Meredith wondered if she would do that to this child. If Derek would stay with her, then probably not. But who has seen the future ? She was checking up on her patient. He had amnesia, he had forgotten everything. Everything good and everything bad. Meredith knew that she would get alzheimer when she grows old. She as just trying to make good memories, before she loses all her memories. She noticed someone walking in the door. It wasn't a visitor, it wasn't the patient's wife, who had been crying her eyes out. It was Derek. She turned to face him "Derek" said Meredith , she noticed the worried look on his face "What's wrong ?". Normally, she would call him Dr Shepard but she was going to be the mother of his child, so, she can call him whatever she wants.

"My mother is coming to Seattle." said Derek. "What!" said Meredith "You're telling me this now ?!". "It was a surprise, I didn't know she was coming." said Derek. "When is she coming ?" asked Meredith.

"She has already came." said a familiar voice. They turned their head to see Carolyn standing in the hallway, staring at them.

So, I surprised you didn't I ? Carolyn, she feels like a good TV mommy to me. She is affectionate and on the top of it she's cool. And I thought when baby bear is upset, mama bear is gonna come-a running. She is just dope (I actually don't know the meaning of this word).

Thanks to everyone who has followed, favourited or reviewed. And also , happy (belated) anniversary to my guest reviewer Patsy and tell your daughter Awesome Allison wishes her a happy (belated) birthday. I give loads and loads of love to you and send you virtual hugs and kisses.

Well, my people, I know that I am updating at large time intervals. But I'm sorry. I am getting like zero time. The next update will be most likely in September. Sorry. But I won't leave you hanging for long. Also check out 'Stalker' and 'The Christmas Gift'. And leave me a review.

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