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Tris POV.

After Tobias became single I found myself falling more and more for him, which made it very hard to be friends with him. He had started flirting with other girls, which made me angry as hell, but I wasn't even allowed to be mad. After all, I never told him how I was feeling about him and clearly he wasn't feeling anything for me. The mouths has gone my fast, and it was soon time for the biggest party of the year. New Year's Eve.
"So how is my favorite girl?" Four says with grin, as he sits down beside me at lunch. He throws his arm around my shoulder, and gives me a little squeeze. I feel the heat rushing through my body, and I am probably smiling like an idiot.
"Doing very good, what about you?" He shrugs.
"Better now. I brought you some lunch. You favorite: My homemade lasagna!" He places a plastic bowl in front of me. Dammit, why does have to be so God damn amazing?!
"Yummi! You're the best" I say with a huge smile, before digging into the food.
"You two are too cute" Christina comments as her and the rest of our friend group joins the table.
"I know right? It's almost sick" Uriah adds.
"Oh shut up" Me and Four says at the same time.
"Well, what are your plans for New Year?" Uriah asks.
"Well, my parents are going out of town and so are Christina and Will's, so we will just be having a dinner together and hang out" I say.
"I'm going out of town with my parents" Marlene says. I sense a little disappointment from Uriah, I knew he liked her.
"Yeah me too, what about yourself?" Says Lynn
"My man Four and I are going to a party, at one of my old friend's house. There is a dinner first, but I am sure that you guys can crash the party later on the night" He says, gesturing to Christina, Will and I.
"We will consider that" Christina says.
After school Four walks me to my car, when I am about to open the door, he puts his hand on it.
"It would be really nice if you came to that party, Uriah is dragging me there and as you know I'm not good with new people. Besides, I really want to spend that night with my best friend" He says with a smirk.
"I'm your best friend?" I ask. He grins, and shakes his head at me.
"Of course you are. I love you" He says pulling me into a tight hug.
"I love you too" I whisper into his shirt. Just not the same way that you love me.

(Time skip to the day of New Year party)

"We are leaving now, Honey. You take care of yourself, and no party here!" My dad says as he kisses me on the forehead.
"Dad, I already told you 100 times; I'm going over to Christina's"
"Good. Bye then" They leave the house, I look at my watch, I am supposed to be there in an hour so I better start getting ready. I take a long shower, I decide to put on some make-up for the occasion. I decide not to go for something too fancy, but I don't want to be underdressed either. I grab a pair of skinny jeans, a loose hanging top and then put my leather jacket over. I look In the mirror.
Well, that's okay I guess.
I walk down the stairs, and I see Caleb sitting at the table eating. Of course. He look at me, his eyes widen and he chokes on his pizza slice.
"Who are you? And what have done to my sister?" He says, when he is finally able to breath.
"Ha-ha. Very funny"
"Seriously Bea, you look good! You better watch out for the boys, and don't get too drunk" He yells after me, when I walk out of the door.
"You too" I yell before I shut the door behind me. I walk in the direction of Chris' house. I pull out my phone to text Four.
At the yet?
When arrive at Chris' house, she opens the door and squeals.
"OMG! You look so sexy! Get in here, dinner is ready!" I recover from the ringing in my ears, and hug Will before sitting down. We are having sushi, I should have guessed that.
"So Trissy" Christina starts.
"Don't call me that" She just ignores me.
"Tell me, is this the night you are going to get Four?" I look at her with wide eyes.
"No, we are just friends. You know that" I say, taking a sip of my beer.
"But you like him, right Tris?" Will says. I look down at my plate, kind of embarrassed that I've been so obvious. If they know, then maybe Four know too?
"Tris?" Christina says, I can sense the amusement in her voice. I sigh and look up.
"Yes I like him" Will and Christina smirks.
"That's so sweet! You guys make a cute couple. You are so going to kiss him at midnight, at that party" Christina says.
"Oh hell no! I don't have the courage to that! Speaking of him, maybe I should text to know if we still can crash the party" Christina gets up, and I pull out my phone. Four hasn't replied on my text yet, that's weird he also replies instantly.
Hey, can we still crash the party in a few hours?
Christina returns with three glasses, a bottle of Captain Morgan, a bottle of Bacardi Lemmon and a bottle of coke.
"What the hell is all that for?" I ask with wide eyes.
"This? This for you. You are drinking your nerves away" She says mixing a Cap and Coke for me. She hands it to me. I empty the glass fast, not really enjoying the taste of alcohol.
"Better?" Christina asks.
"A little" She pours some Bacardi in the glass, and hands it to me. "Time for shots"
After two hours all three of us are drunk, and I lost count on how many times we have slurred 'I love you' to each other.
"Did Four answer you?" Christina slurs, getting up starting put on her shoes.
"Nope, that son of a… I will just call Uriah!" I say. It takes me a while to manage to dial in his number.
"Hello?" He slurs. Probably as drunk as us. I can hear loud music in the background.
"Uriah, hey! Is it still okay if we come?" I'm trying my hardest to make my words understandable.
"Sure, come before midnight man! Are you drunk Tris?!"
"Yeah!" I slur and hang up. I grab the bottle of Bacardi.
"Come on you guys! We are going to PARTY!"

When we arrive to the address Uriah texted us, the party is crazy. The music is insanely loud, and there is people everywhere. It like a 5 minutes to midnight, and I find myself laughing because the song "5 minutes to midnight is playing".
"Go find your boy!" Christina yells. I nod and head out to find him, it's pretty hard since the place is crowded. I know that there isn't much time, if I want to get my midnight kiss. When I finally find him, I am not at all happy. I see him sitting with a brunette in his lap, I feel like I've been punched in the stomach. The countdown starts, and when it's midnight, I see the boy I like kiss another girl. I refuse to cry over this, and I turn around to find Will and Chris again. They are dancing when I find them, and I just put on a fake smile and start dancing along.
"Where is your boy?" Christina asks.
"He is busy"
"There he is" Will says, I turn around to see him with a group of people. Will yells and waves him over, but Four just wave us off. Suddenly he becomes the jerk he was when I first met him.
"What an ass" Will says. I nod in agreement, and we dance more. Uriah joins us at some point.
"You took your time!" Uriah says to us.
"Well, Mr. Jerkface decided not to answer my texts, so I didn't really know if it was okay for us to come" I say, sounding real pissed. Uriah's mouth goes into an "O" shape. I look behind me, and I see Four standing with same her. Her grinding her ass up against his junk, his hands on her hips. That's enough, right there! I grab Christina.
"I'm going outside" I say
"Why? You okay?"
"Sorry, I just can't stand looking at that anymore" I point behind me and leaves, making sure to grab a bottle of booze on the way out. I sit down on a swing in the back yard, I start drinking from the bottle. Someone decides to join me.
"Hey, can I get a sip?" He asks sitting down beside me.
"Sure!" I hand him the bottle, and he takes a big swing.
"Nice! I'm Robert by the way" He says, offering his hand. I take it and shake it one time.
"Tris"
We sit and drink and talk for a couple of hours, before he has to go. I sit there for a little longer, then I hear some female voice. I look up to see the girl Four kissed, she is on her phone while she is smoking. I can't help but listening.
"Oh yeah, I did. I kissed and danced with some guy, I kind of regret it though. He is pretty ugly, not really my standard. Poor guy was here alone, I probably just saved his night" She says while laughing evilly, my anger boils inside me. Is she calling my best friend ugly?! Who the hell does she think she is?! Like he hasn't been through enough stupid bitches! I get up and start walking towards her.
"No I gave him a fake number, never going to see that loser again. Hope he won't be to broke, or actually I don't…" I cut her off by grabbing her collar and pressing her against a tree.
"You do not speak about my friend that way!" I hiss through my gritted teeth. She looks at me with wide eyes, and I just stare her down.
"Let go off me!" She hisses back.
"No way! You need a lesson, you can't treat people that way! Especially not my best friend" She just laughs, a hard laugh.
"Are you sure that you aren't just mad, that he didn't want to spend time with you? I actually don't care about you or your friend, just let go off me" I just hold on to her tighter. She takes the cig from her mouth, and then press down in my arm. I scream in pain, and let go of her and clutch the spot. She pushes me, and then walks back into the house. I just stay in the grass grunting in pain, at some point I get up and starts walking. Hoping that I am walking in the right direction.
Where are we now? Me and Four? Did I just lose my best friend?
This was supposed to be the greatest night.
Turned out to be the worst.

I present to you ladies and gentle men: My New Year's Eve with the boy I liked, I still have a scar with the shape of a cigarette burn. Always there to remind me of that terrible night. Damn it was intese!