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Four POV.

I sit here for I don't know how long, I have never seen Tris cry before and to know that I am the reason… It hurts so bad. I replay the whole thing in my head; Tris saying that she has feelings for me, me being a fucking coward and telling her that I wasn't ready for a relationship. Even though the truth is that I am in love with this girl, and I've been for a very long time. What is wrong with me? I need to go find her. I get om from the grass and run back into the house, and of course she is nowhere to be found. I see her friend talking with some other dudes.

"Hey! Have you seen Tris?" I ask when I grab his shoulder. He turns around and gives me a dirty look, Tris must have told him about our conversation already.

"She just left with some guy, I didn't really catch his name" I feel a little pain in my chest, she is trying to move on already.

"Thank you" I am about to leave when he grabs my wrist, and pulls me back.

"Listen to me. Tris usually never care about boys, so you must be something special to her. If you don't have any intention on being with her, then I suggest that you stop giving her expectations" I bite my lip and look away, but I can feel his eyes burning a hole in my head.

"I'm not giving her any fake expectations" I say and look him straight in the eyes.

"Then I suggest that you grow some balls, and tell her how you feel about her. Tris told me what happened with that other girl of yours, and I kinda understand why you are scared. But Tris is the right one to trust again, she would never hurt you like that"

I can see some understanding in his eyes, and I just nod and try to turn away, but he grabs my arm once again.

"One more thing; I might be gay, and might not look as buff as you. But if I ever find her in tears like that again, because of something you've done, I will find a way to destroy you"

He pokes my chest, and I am actually a little scared. Not scared because of his threats, because he could never take me in a fight, but because he cares so much about her. It's so intense. I don't know how to respond, so I just nod.

"Great, now go get her"

Ay, Ay Captain.


I figure that I should start jogging in the direction of her house, since it's almost 2 and I know she wouldn't go home with some random guy. On the way there I'm trying to figure out what to say, because I know that there is no easy way to win her trust back. When I finally think I've come up with something useful, I see two dark figures in front of me. I can recognize Tris everywhere, and suddenly my mind goes completely blank again. I'm close enough to hear what they are talking about.

"Come on Tris, let me come with you inside" the man says, it's first now that I notice we are in front of Tris' house. I can feel my nails digging into my palm.

"I don't think that's a good idea, Robert. It's pretty late" Tris answers trying to walk up to her door, I stay silent and try not to hiss too loud when I see him throwing his arm around her waist.

"If you're tired, then I know a few things that could wake you up" He says in a creepy voice. Tris stays silent.

"Come on, Tris! I like you. You have the perfect personality, sure you look doesn't match it, but I don't mind" Did he just criticize Tris' looks, My Tris?! That's it!

"Dude! Didn't you get what she said the first time?" I ask in a loud voice, walking towards them.

"Four what…" Tris starts, but she is cut off by Robert.

"Why don't you just walk away, I don't see why this is any of your business" He says, still keeping an arm around her. I can see that she is trying to wiggle out his grab, but with no luck.

"It's my business, because I won't let a little punk like you, treat Tris that way. Get your hands off of her. NOW!" I hiss. So he does and then he walks towards me.

"She is not you're girl, cause you fucked that up" He says with a smirk.

"Well, she isn't yours either. She will never be, so get off her property!" He frowns and walks past me, then he turns around with an evil grin on his face.

"Bitch, you better keep your little watchdog under control or else you will die like a virgin"

My eyes snap up from the ground, and I grab by his shirt and drag him outof the driveway. I'm positive that he would just go away, but he takes me off guard and punches me in the face, before walking away. I hear footsteps behind me.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" She hisses and pushes me. Her eyes are wild, and there is tears in the corner of them.

"Tris, I'm sorry… I…."

"I'm so done with this! You are so confusing. First you make out with some random girl, then you start calling me beautiful or whatever, then I tell you how I feel, then you reject and now you are standing here and acting like you are my boyfriend. You have a freakin' split personality, and I don't want to be around you until you figure out with personality to put on"

With that she turns around and walk back into her house. Every logical part of my brain tells me to go home, but somehow my feet starts moving towards the house and before I know it I'm standing inside.

Really Romantic, Tobias! Breaking into her house. Freaking moron!


I tip toes up the stairs and to her room, I open the door carefully. She is lying on her bed, face down and I am sure that I can hear her sobbing.

"Go away, Caleb" She mumbles down into the pillows, I walk in and close the door behind me.

"I said go aw…." She stops and gasps as she sees me.

"What the…. How did you even get in here?" She says covering her face with a pillow. I sit on the edge of the bed.

"The front door, you really should start locking all the locks on that door" She just frowns, and shows me the middle finger. I can't help but smile a little.

"Since you came in that way, I guess you have no trouble going out that way"

"I'm not going anywhere, until I've said what I need to say" She pulls the pillow off of her face, and sits up in the bed.

"Tell me then!" She sounds exhausted and frustrated. I shift in my seat, so that I am facing her.

"I'm sorry…." I start but she cuts me off, now I am the one who is starting getting frustrated.

"Is that all you have to say?! That you are sorry? I'm kinda tired hearing that all the time" She says with a sarcastic laugh. I slam both of my hands down in the mattress in frustration.

"Damn it, Tris! I'm in love with you! I'm trying to say that I am in love with you. I know that I said that I wasn't ready for a relationship, but I want to try. I want to trust you with all my feelings, and trust that you want just throw them away. I want to believe that you won't hurt me" I whisper the last part, and look up at her.

She looks at me with big eyes, and it looks like she doesn't know what to say.

"How do I know that this isn't just another of you mood swings?" She whispers while looking down at her lab, she is fiddling nervously with the pillow. I take both of her hands in one of mine, and lift up her chin with my free hand. I look straight into her eyes.

"You don't know that, but I want you to trust me. Just one last time, and I will make sure that you won't regret it"

I stroke her cheek, and search for a reaction in her eyes. They seem to soften a bit, and I know that it's now I should take the chance.

"So, it's Valentine's day tomorrow. Will you do me the honor of letting me take you out on a date?" I ask keeping my hand on her cheek, she gives me a little smile before reaching up for my hand. She removes it from her face, and gives it a little squeeze.

"I need to think about that" I nod in understanding.

"Of course. I will just leave you then. Bye"

When I'm out on the street, I release a breath I didn't realize I was holding and it feels like a burden has been lifted off of my shoulders. When I get home I head straight to bed, lying on my back thinking about the beautiful girl who most likely will be in my dreams tonight. Right before I am about to dose off, my phone vibrates and lights up my room. I have squint when I look down in the screen, but when my eyes adjust, my lips curves up into an ear to ear grin.
When are you going to pick me up tomorrow? :)- Tris


So Valentine's Day, how cliché.. Oh but trust me, it won't be anything like a perfect cliché date ;)
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