WARNING: This fic can become a trigger...I was crying while writing it! So please be careful!
I do not own anything! Jenny thought of the idea! I will admit...I did somewhat enjoy writing it though...
Again this could cause a trigger be careful. I love you all just remember that!
He closed his eyes quickly as a splitting headache came.
"Heart has stopped, put it down 7:25 Patient has been officially dead." An unknown voice said. Roy could hear him but couldn't move at the moment it didn't exactly hurt he just felt so….numb. "We're going to have to break the news to the patients parents, these poor children only 15 and already passed on." Passed on? Like dead? Was he dead he couldn't….could he?
No he had a whole life ahead of him! What about Wally, Dick, Oliver and Dinah no he never got to say "I love you" to all of them. What had happened why was he even here? His mind then started to fill with what little memories he had left.
He had wasted his life. His life was now gone because he just wanted to fit in and be like everyone else. If he'd known this would happen he would have never done it!
He knew better though, he was a vigilante for petes sake, they know better than anyone that one stupid mess up could cost lives! Stupid! stupid! Stupid!
"beep….beep...beep" Roys ears then perked when he heard the beeping...that was a heart monitor? Was he still alive….then who had died?
He slowly began to open his eyes again and looked around the room till his eyes fell on a bed beside him with a girl on it...a brunette girl on it.
She was beautiful and Roy knew her in school, Madison Crow cheerleader, captain of the chess club, student council you name it she was in it. She was top of her class and dreamed of being the first female president...and everyone believed she would too.
Though now she laid her skin was pale as snow and she wasn't moving. Her heart monitor was not beeping and she was bruised and beaten from what looked like her head to her toes. The place looked like a murder scene. z
'This beautiful, smart lady who could have made an impact on the world...was gone forever just because of my mistake' Roy thought as he sat there. 'If I had not driven...If i hadn't even gotten drunk! This girl would still be alive'
Tears started to spill from Roy's eyes, this was his fault he was supposed to be a hero and he failed. Not only did he let this young girl die, he was the one to kill her. His heart monitor started to beep faster bringing attention to a nurse outside.
"Sir you need to calm down! Doctor, Doctor he's awake! Doctor!" Roy still want calming down he tried to get up but to no avail, "Doctor!" He then felt something being ejected into his arm and everything soon went back to black.
He soon woke up to see two blonds looking at him worriedly.
"O-Ollie...D-D-Dinah" They soon quickly hugged him, both with tears in their eyes.
"Roy how could you be so stupid we thought we lost you-"
"Roy, baby are you okay? Do you hurt anywhere? What were you thinking-" His eyes weren't on them though. It traveled to the bed beside him where a fresh new bed was. No brunette, no blood, no memories of a once precious life being there.
"I-I'm okay I think...I'm sorry….I'm so sorry" Roy said tears flowing down his face remembering the girl and seeing his parents...it was all too much for him.
"W-when can I get out of this place I want to get out….now"
"Sorry baby but you still need to heal" Dinah said looking at him still very worried, "Roy what made you want to do this?"
"I-I-I don't know I just, I failed under pressure of everyone at the party, I thought.." He looked away to hide the tears. Dinah just hugged him, "Shhh baby bird it's going to be ok I got you, I got you."
Roy knew they weren't going to kill him yet because of the trauma he's went through but when he's fine they were going to kill him...but that didn't matter right now. Right now he needed to hold on to someone, to feel loved.
~1 month time skip~
Everything was healed by now Roy was yelled at and grounded forever...though the pain about the girl never left. Today...today hurt because today was Madison's birthday. The school made a big deal putting up pictures and memories about her. This only made Roy hurt more. Today everyone hated him...he was the boy who had killed Madison. He was shoved and talked about, this didn't help he soon believed he was the reason Madison was dead.
"Roy you ass why did you even come to school today? Of all days do you not have any respect?"
"Dude you killed here isn't that enough no one want you around!"
"He should be in jail! If it wasn't for Queen…"
"He's useless all he's good for is killing girls"
"Why doesn't he just go kill himself like he did Maddie?"
That did it. Roy ran out of the school and ran as fast as he could home, he soon ran fast into the kitchen splashing water onto his tear stained face. He then looked over and saw a unused knife. He never thought he'd ever do this but he grabbed the knife and went to the bathroom, locking the door. He turned the water on.
He stared at his reflection in the bathroom and hated every thing he saw staring back at him. He soon lifted his sleeves and let the smooth, sharp metal bore down on his skin. It hurt a lot and he lifted the knife back up only to see that it left a red mark...but didn't bleed he needed to bleed like he made Madison bleed.
Pressing down harder and harder until the sight of red liquid go down his palm. He stopped after doing it four more times, three on his left wrist, two on his right. He just sat there letting his arms bleed thinking about how useless he was. This pain was not going away and it just got worse as he watched the blood drain from his system. For the third time this month he slowly drifted back into the black...only this time it was comforting to him.
_Time Skip of 5 minutes_
Oliver came home to from the grocery store to see the front door wide open, on alert she quickly went into the house to see if there was an looked around the living room and then into the kitchen seeing nothing, his ears then picked up the sound of the bath running. Had Roy or Dinah came home? They shouldn't have….
He then proceeded to go look and what he found shattered his world. His baby boy, pride and joy, laying there on the floor in a bloody mess. The knife hanging loosely in his hands. Oliver quickly ran to him shouting his name, praying for the boy to wake up...but he wasn't. He sat there limp and almost dead-like. He called the ambulance and tried to stop the bleeding...there was just so much blood.
"Hang on baby, we're going to save you, hang on for daddy won't you baby don't leave me please hang on" he whispered quietly to his young charge hugging him and kissing his forehead as if to bring him back to reality. Finally the ambulance got there and took Roy to the hospital trying to get him stabilized.
The doctor soon came out with Roy's results, "Sir I'm pleased to tell you that your son will survive, he's under critical condition but I do believe he will make it."
Oliver fell to his knees, he couldn't contain his happiness. His baby was alive and going to be alive.
Oliver was going to protect Roy no matter what now, nothing was going to hurt his baby.
And done! Please R&R Also don't kill me the next chapter shall be fluffy and full of over Protective Ollie and Dinah!