Chapter 5
A/N: I think I'm going crazy, four chapters in one day? SORRY GUYS! This is /probably/ Just a onetime thing but hey please review and enjoy!
Clarke POV
We Decided that it was safer to stay in the bunker for the night, after we took Murphy to where we found Jasper, hoping that when, if he wakes up he'll be disoriented. I fell asleep next to Bellamy, his body warmth heating me up, his rhythmic heartbeat sending me to sleep. If anything touches my face I scream, I don't mean to but the cut are so deep and they cause me agony. I can tell Bellamys worried, he's refusing to sleep and checks on me every two minutes or so.
But when I do fall asleep, all I see is him, Murphy.
"One" He makes a cut as I scream out a blood curdling scream
"Two" he makes another incision
"Please Murphy! Please! I'm begging you!" I scream, tears streaming down my face. But he just ignores me and carries on.
By the time Murphy made the 99th cut I couldn't feel the pain anymore. All I could feel was hatred.
"And one for good luck" This one was deeper than the rest and reached all across my face as I screamed out
"One hundred"
I wake up screaming, Bellamy holding me tight, rocking me.
"Clarke, it's okay it was just a night mare" He said soothingly as he hugged me to him
"Just a nightmare" I sighed quietly, repeating his words.
"Bellamy?"
"Yes Princess?" He replied although I was used to the name now.
"I'm sorry" I said, my voice almost catching in my throat
"Clarke, none of this was your fault Murph-"I cut him off
"No Bellamy, I'm sorry for today. That kiss. I didn't mean to hurt you it just happened so fast and-"This time it was me who got cut off
"Clarke, you don't have to apologize for telling the truth" he said with a smile that had a hint of sadness in as he looked down at me.
"But, I didn't tell the truth" I said as I turned so my lips reached his, he immediately kissed me back. This was slow and passionate, unlike last time I knew that this kiss meant something.
I bring up my hands to his hair and they soon get entangled. His hands are resting on my hips as I break the kiss momentarily to get him out of his of his shirt and he does the same for me.
"Clarke you don't have to" Bellamy breathes into me. But what he doesn't get that there isn't a single other thing on my mind all I can think about is Bellamy Blake. All I can feel is Bellamy Blake. All I want is Bellamy Blake.
"Bellamy," I say, pressing out foreheads gently together, ignoring the pain of my cuts. "I need you" and that was all he needed as he gently lowered me down…
Bellamy POV
The next morning I wake up entangled with Clarkes bare body. For the first time since we've been on the ground she looks peaceful. But all that shattered in half a second. She quickly stood up, punching me straight in the nose and she screamed. Her eyes looked horrified as she realised what she had done as I brought my hands up to my nose.
"Bellamy I'm sorry I had a night mare I thought you were -"she starts a she shakes her head, leaning away from me
"Clarke, its can't blame yourself for hitting me when you thought I was… him" Clarke shook her head and rested her head in her hands, pulling a blanket we found over her.
"Clarke-"
"How can I go back Bell? Having your leader scream every night isn't exactly reassuring plus-"she stopped mid-sentence, bringing her hand up to her cuts. I gently rest my forehead against her and whisper,
"Clarke, you're beautiful, okay? And if anybody says otherwise they'll have to deal with me" I say with a smirk "Plus, you look pretty bad-ass now" I say and I'm rewarded with a light laugh from Clarke, it's one of the most breath taking sounds I had ever heard. "C'mon," I say passing her her clothes. "We better get those cuts checked out. She nods and we both get dressed.
As almost reach sight of the wall Clarke freezes and slowly shakes her head.
"Bell-"
"Clarke, who cares what other people think, they're just cuts. However those cuts are dangerous so we need to go get them checked out." I say in the most encouraging voice I agrees reluctantly, let's go of my hand that she had been holding onto for the last twenty minutes and calls for Miller to open the gate.
I walk in behind her, giving stern looks to anybody who stares or lingers. I hear someone say something along the lines of " hey look, they brought back the grounder princess" I take note of his face and walk Clarke to the dropship and whilst she's being checked over by Raven I go up to the guy that made this remark and punch him square in the face. I leave him on the ground and go over to Miller, catching up on the camp news and informing him of what happened with Clarke (Well obviously not EVERYTHING I stopped at us leaving Murphy where Jasper was)