Don't break my heart.

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Elena P.O.V

I was angry no furious with Damon. Who does he think he is. If I wanted to spend time with my friends then I will. I don't need his permission or approval for anything or anyone in my life. He can go to hell for all I care.

Elena '' jealous! Possessive! Asshole!''

I scream at my empty room. Thank God my room mate is spending night with her boyfriend.

Right now I don't need anyone to see what a mess I am. Even when I am so mad at him, I am still wearing his old black shirt he had given me when we started sleeping together. He always love to see me in his shirts and now I wear them when we are not with each other.

Feeling his shirt on my skin brings new waves of tears in my eyes.

No matter how much I am angry at him, I still miss him terribly.

I turned around and picked up a picture of both of us. It was a picture of our first month anniversary at Bree's bar. We were clearly look like idiots as we make faces in front of camera when Bree took this picture. I was so much happy that day. In fact I have been happy since Damon came into my life. Before him I was just existing for my brother. To keep my dream alive so my parents can be proud of me somewhere. Then Damon came in my life and I started living my life. Life that was filled with love, hope, happiness, passion, adventures and maybe little bit of danger but now I am scared if Damon won't be in my life anymore then how will I survive?

I was so lost in my thoughts that at first I didn't hear knock on my door until its started banging and I heard his voice.

Damon '' Elena! Elena! Please baby open this door. I am so, so sorry. Please open the door Lena.''

My breath hitches. Part of me wants to open this door and kissed him so hard that all of his insecurities vanish with that kiss but other part of me refuses to even see his face.

Elena '' leave Damon. I , I can't see you right now.''

Even as I said this my feet automatically came closer to the door.

Damon '' please Lena, just hear me out after this if you want then you won't see my face again.''

His voice was so small and filled with pain that I couldn't stop myself and open my door. Damon face matches mine because his eyes were blood shot like mine and his face was filled with pain and regret. His lips tremble as he touch my face.

Damon '' Elena.''

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Damon P.O.V

As I touch her face she shiver slightly. Her eyes were wet from her tears. Her face was rosy red but not because of pleasure I used to brought her but today it was filled with pain because of me.

She looked tired and broken and so much hurt that I couldn't find my voice to beg for her forgiveness.

Elena '' I didn't go with Matt. As soon you left I was so distraught that I cancelled my plans and came here.''

She looked so vulnerable that I pull her in to my arms as I closed door behind us.

Damon '' I am so sorry baby. I was so rude and unfair to you. I swear princess I was blinded by my jealousy for Matt that I didn't realize I was hurting you so much by my behaviour.''

I couldn't speak anymore because she was crying so hard in my arms that she started shivering .

Damon '' Elena? Baby please calm down.''

I carried her to bed and laid her down. I was about to get water for her when she grab my hand and pulled me down to laid beside her.

Damon '' Elena, you need to drink some water.''

But she shake her head and hold me tight in her arms.

Elena '' don't Le, leave me please.''

My heart clench at her sobs. Still I get her water and make her drink it. She hiccups as she drink water and looked so child like, so innocent that I internally cursed myself for making her cry.

We were just quiet for a while when she speak in a defeated voice.

Elena '' you don't trust me?''

The moment she said those words It's just felt like someone was stabbing me repeatedly in my heart.

Damon '' I trust you more than anything in this world.''

She looked at me with hurt and anger.

Elena '' no you don't! If you really trusted me, then you would never had reacted to see Matt with me.''

I hung my head in shame.

Damon '' it's not that I don't trust you. It's just you and Matt had this history and your breakup was not something either of you wanted in first place and when you chose him over me, well I just got so angry with jealousy that I started yelling at you but baby trust me that was just my insecurities got best of me. You didn't do anything wrong. I trust you completely Lena believe me baby please.''

I really didn't care that I was pleading with her as long she will stop blaming herself.

Elena '' there was no need for you to be insecure from anyone because even some people are important in my life still you are different from them because you are my life and I can live with seeing them but I can't even live if I can't see you anymore. These last few hours like hell for me. It feels same when I lost my parents and Damon I don't ever want to feel that pain anymore.''

I felt tears in my own eyes. This sweet kind girl love me so much and today I bring her worst pain imaginable to her and I can hurt her more In future when my truth will came out.

Elena '' please Damon don't break my heart ever by reacting the way you did today.''

I want to tell her truth but I can't hurt her anymore today.

Damon '' I promise you Elena. I will never, ever react like this again and if I do get jealous of someone then I will talk with you first. I will always have trust in our love.''

She smiled tiredly at me and pull me for small kiss.

Elena '' I promise you Damon that I will always choose you first and love you so much that all your insecurity and jealousy will be gone forever and all that will be left is our love and trust for each other.''

She gave me so much love and affection from those words that I couldn't hold it in anymore.

Damon '' Elena there is something I want to tell you.''

But she given this yawn and her eyes drop little.

Elena '' tell me tomorrow Damon, right now I just want to sleep in your arms and forget about this fight.''

She was almost out when I pull her cover around us.

Elena '' love you Damon.''

Her eyes closed as she said that and as I turned off the lamp and close my own eyes.

Damon '' love you too Elena.''

And as sleep over take me I know two things. One I just save our relationship and two my chance of telling her truth about me is gone again and it won't came back again tomorrow.

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