Please read the note at the end of the chapter. Thank you.
Chapter twenty seven: Forever & Always.
Being with Alec, all sexually and stuff, was becoming my favorite thing to do. As soon as the cottage came into view, Alec pushed open the door with his foot, kicked it shut and let me touch the floor. "Bedroom," he ordered, locking the front door. I was already on it; rushing to my room and sitting myself onto the bed. I kicked off my shoes, and pulled off my socks. When I looked up, Alec was there, grinning at me. I squirmed under his gaze, and within a blink he was there. Stripping the clothes away from me, and then lowering me onto the mattress. Then he knelt between my legs, stroking his fingertips slowly over my sensitive skin of my inner thighs. I squrmed, longingly as he brushed the soft girls at the apex of my thighs, and I gasped. He repeated the motion, parting the curls to that his thumb ran over the nub at me center, and I bit down on my lip. Hard, to keep my cry from getting out. My plead. My scream.
"It's okay," he said. "I want to hear you. I want to know how it feels when I touch you."
"So good. So, so good. Please," I cried.
His thumb circled around my nub again, teasing me. Then, his index finger teased my opening. I couldn't hold back the whimper.
"Alec, please."
"Tell me what you want."
"I want you. You, always you. Please!"
His hands slid beneath my hips, lifting me off the mattress and pulling me to him. I gasped when I realized what he was doing. I quickly pushed my hands in the way, so that he couldn't. His eyes met mine, burning intensely. "Relax..." He whispered, kissing my knuckles gently. Hesitantly, I pulled my hands away. I buried my head into the pillow, completely embarrassed and waited. I felt it a second later, causing me to gasp again, the sound reflecting both shock and pleasure. His tongue slid deep inside me, reaching for the core of my feminine essence. My breath was coming in quick, shallow pants. He obviously knew he was getting close to my edge, it wouldn't have taken much to push me over the edge, clearly, but he wanted to draw out the pleasure of me. I could tell. Prick.
His his lips and his tongue, he probed and sucled and licked. My breath quickened, then catch, then quicken again, and then finally... Release.
He stroked and kissed his way up my body until I was trembling again. When Alec did this, I was always trembling. My belly, my breasts, my throat. I quickly reached for him, my fingers wrapping around and then sliding up the hard, throbbing length of him. He sucked in a breath. Ha. Revenge. I stroked him downward, slowly, teasingly, until his eyes nearly crossed. Inside, I was doing handstands, dancing around like a madwoman just for having the courage to do this! I arched my hips, guiding him to my center, welcoming him into me. The last threads of his self-control slipped, and I could see them go. I waved them off with a 'don't-come-back' flag. He yanked my hips up, and buried himself deep inside of me.
I gasped and arched, pulling him even deeper, her muscles clamping around him as I came again. The pulsing waves sending my body into a fit of chills and electric sensations. Then he took my hands, linking our fingers together over my head, making me his anchor as he rode out the tide of my release. I smiled up at him, my breathing rigid. He smiled back, but he was concentrating. He was waiting until the pulses started to slow, then he was going to move. And when he did, I cried out with love. I met him, stroke for stroke, slow and deep, then fast and hard. Faster. Harder. This time, we were going at the rate Alec enjoyed. No virgin shit anymore. He had deflowered me, and I never wanted it back! When the quavering feeling met me again, his body was reacting the exact same time. He let go and went into fits with me.
Alec's head fell onto my chest, and I ran my fingers through his hair. "Tell me you love me again, Reny."
"I love you."
He smiled, kissing my breast. "I would suggest again, but you're tired."
"How do you know I'm tired?" I muttered.
"I can hear it in your voice." And with that, he moved me so I was hugging into him again. "Go to sleep, baby."
Baby? Well, that was new. I actually liked it. "Aw, getting all lovey with me."
Alec laughed. "Would you have it any other way?"
"No," I smiled, kissing his chest and playing with his necklace. "I like this necklace. Think you can get me one?"
He went stiff. "Calm down, I'm kidding."
He relaxed. "Go to sleep,"
"Baby." I mused, giggling.
He kissed the top of my head, and I nuzzled into him again. "Alec?"
"Yes?"
"Why do you keep making me say I love you?"
"Because it's hard to believe." He mused. "And I enjoy hearing it."
"In that case, I love you."
He chuckled and kissed my head, and I closed my eyes again. Alec was silent and I figured that he was letting me eventually fall asleep. "Reny?" He sounded after a few minutes.
"Yes?"
Silence. In fact, he was silent for a long while.
"What's wrong?" I whispered, my eyes heavy.
His chest rose, and then fell again. And then his voice whispered lowly into my ear and my heart combusted in that moment.
"I love you, too."
With my eyes snapping open, and my head tilting up to see his face; I mirrored what I could see in the dim light. He said it. He actually admitted it. Before I could register what I was about to do, I have moved so I was above him and my lips found his. I let him know my intentions, and gave him a secret message within the kiss.
'I'll sleep when I'm dead.'
He smiled, and his arms wound around me...
Alec... Loved me.
-xXx-
Birds whispered through my window, making my eyes flex open and my body to stretch. Another ache to my legs, arms, stomach, everywhere, reminded me of another amazing night. With that in mind, my memory went right to Alec's voice. I love you, too.
He loved me. He needed me. He wanted me. And he had me. Always and forever. My lips grew into a smile, and my hand reached out for him on the side of the bed. It sunk into the pillows, feeling nothing but the materal of the bed. I sat up, pulling the covers over me as I did and looked around. "Alec?"
Without a reply, I looked towards his side again. A thin piece of paper lay on my bed sheet. I picked it up and lifted the overlapping flap up.
'Darling Reny,
Another amazing night. Thank you. But now you need to get up, shower and go see your parents. Before I forget to give it to you in the future, you'll find my email address below. I will see you soon. I love you.
-A.'
My lips spread while reading the email. I will see him soon, so he has bound to have gone hunting, and all he wanted me to do was let my parents know I was home. So I did what I was told. I kicked myself from the bed and went for a nice long shower, imagining his hands running across my body, cleaning me. I'd have to think of everything now, get it out of my head for when I was around dad again. God knows what he'd think of me now! After washing my hair, I dried my hair and got dressed. I ate quickly as well, considering I wouldn't want to spend longer in my grandparents than what was necessary. I wanted to go in, say hi, then leave to be with Alec again. It's what I knew now. It's what I got used too. It was my ritual.
Finishing with my plate, I cleaned away any dishes; and then set on out. The weather was still cold and nipping at my cheeks, but it was peacefully nice. My footprints were left in the snow as I wandered along, slowly, thinking of everything I had gone through with him. A mere month or so ago, I had no idea who Alec of the Volturi was. I had no respect, nor any interest in the Volturi whatsoever. I hated Alec for taking me out of my home, and I was in fear of what his investigation would turn into. Now, this investigation turned into the best thing that has ever happened to me. With the Volturi poking their nose into my life, I met the man I wanted to be with forever. Who I loved with every cell in my body. Who I would give my soul too without a second thought. What was my soul if I didn't have him in my life? Nothing.
The cottage vanished from behind me, and the large house where my family would be came into view. It was a welcoming sight, but the glance behind my shoulder held more promise than what this house held. Back there was where magic happened. The mountians is where magic happened. Alec was where magic happened. I smiled, dazedly and wandered up the stairs and pushed the front door open. When I entered, I found everyone moving around. Talking lowly, getting themselves ready. Grandma was pulling on his jumper. Mom was looking at dad while he talked quickly, every now and then she nodded. Alice came bouncing down the stairs. "Nessie, you're back."
"I'm back," I mused, stepping in more. "What's going on?"
She looked towards mom and dad, then back to me. "Alec's come to his choice."
My eyes widened. "Wh...what?"
Alice sighed deeply. "I saw him with his sister. She asked if he was ready to make the choice, and he nodded. That's all I could see. Nothing is being given away."
My head was still trying to get round things. "He's with Jane?"
She nodded. "As far as I know. Things come in flashes. But that's it."
"He's going home?"
Alice's lips moved into a little hard line. "I think so."
I felt numb. Cold. Alone. Even being in a room full of my family, moving around and getting prepared. Grandpa was on the phone to Jacob. The pack was coming along, just incase it turned out nasty. If the choice was bad news, they'd fight. I got that from all this commotion. Everything was moving fast, as if in fast forward mode on the T.V. Everything was mere blurs. Eventually the pack turned up, towering over us all. Jacob, despite my rejection, sat beside me. Telling me that things would be okay, and that if anything went wrong he'd take me away and then we'd get in contact with my parents when things were done and then it would go back to the way it was. At least he was hopeful. Eventually he got tired of my muteness, and went off to speak things through with mom. When he did, thats when dad's attention went to me. His eyes were intense and... Scared. "Are you okay?"
I nodded, unable to talk. "Rene-"
I held up my hand and stood. "Lets get this over with, okay?"
"Don't be scared," he said; obviously trying to ease me. I figured he couldn't see into my mind. I mentally thanked my mom. I sighed. "I'm not."
He nodded, and then it happened. Grandpa held open the door. The wolves were the first out; phasing straight away. Dad was next, then mom, then Grandma and then Grandpa. Alice wandered out behind me. Jacob bowed his head down, and I complied with climbing onto his back. Holding onto the russet fur and burrying my head into his shoulder. We were off in that instant, hurrying towards the meadow where Alec and I had danced across. Who was I kidding? I knew this day would come eventually. But I wasn't ready for it. I knew I would have never been ready for it. Now or never, I supposed. Why would he leave after telling me he loved me? After everything? Surely he could of stayed longer...
We came to a stop in the meadow, and Jacob let me down. I took a stance between mom and dad. My eyes looked around for any sign of him, any trace of my love. A wind whisked my hair, making me tuck it behind my ear. Mom and dad looked at one another, then to me. Unspoken words being said, but I was uncaring. I was just... numb.
A dark shadow came out of the darkness from the other side of the meadow. It was cloaked, and had it's hood up. Then another followed. This one was taller than the first. It was... Alec's height. Another two came out aswell, they were towering over the first two. They closed in on us, and each of them pulled their hoods down; revealing their faces. A pair of olden men stood either side of Alec and... Oh my god.
She was stunning! Her hair was tied back in a slek, firm bun. Her lips were fuller than Alecs, and her eyes brighter. Her lashes were more defined, as were her cheekbones. She had a girlish glow about her, along with the hint of evil. She did look like Alec, only in a girl like way. Alec stood beside her, his eyes avoiding mine. I yerned for him to look at me. Oh, why wasn't he looking at me?! Didn't he know how much it hurt for him not too?
Hearing my unspoken want, his eyes flicked to mine. His lips made a small gesture of a ghostly smile, a little wink was given, and then he looked away. At least he acknowledged me in some way. The girl, who was obviously Jane, cleared her throat.
"Nice seeing you. Did the others take off?"
Dad smirked. "It was best if we let them go. Your brothers arival had been a nusence at the beginning."
"I should hope so." Her lips curved. This wasn't a smile. It was more of a snarl. "Renesmee is present,"
"You have eyes do you not?" Dad answered back. Her lips curved again. Clearly, she was enjoying this. "I do," she blinked. "And if Bella was kind enough to drop her shield, you'd find out what they can do."
I shivered. "I'm here." I said quickly, wanting all this to stop.
Mom took my hand quickly, for more protection probably. I watched the girl, closely, trying to imagine what Alec once saw. The little girl hugging a bear, having her hair washed by her brother, being innocent and loving her parents, even if their father didn't return that love...
"My, Alec you weren't kidding when you said she had grown." Her eyes studied me down to my toes and then back up. "Pretty little thing aren't you?"
"Jane, behave." Alec's voice sounded for the first time, his hand came up to her shoulder as if to tare her eyes from me. They did, and they looked to his hand, then to him. His hand remained on her shoulder. The hands that were on my body not that long ago...
"Very well. Say what you have to say, brother." She replied, toneless.
Alec nodded, then cleared his throat. The throat I had kissed, nibbled and cried into.
"You know why you are here," he said; eyes moving across each and every one of us. Studying out locations. Carlisle, dad, me, mom, Esme, Alice all in the middle and at the front. The wolves were around us like a wall. A half circle all the way around. His eyes skipped over me, and I screamed inside. Look at me, Alec!
I glanced to dad. No reaction. He couldn't hear my thoughts.
"Over the last month or so, Aro gave me a mission to complete. And I believe I have finished my work. I was to investigate and come up with the conclusion if Renesmee Carlie Cullen, the once suspected immortal child, was safe to her own world and the human world. During this time, Renesmee has shown me many things with her personal vampiristic life, and her human one with her friends. I took some time away to deliberate my findings, with my dear sister-" his hand flexed around her shoulder, and she smirked. "-and was given three days to come to a conclusion of life in question. Around her friends, Renesmee is an everyday teenager who enjoys life. With her family, she shows no interest in human blood what so ever."
My mind flashed to the moment Alec was feeding, and I simply sat back and watched. Hell, I was laughing and joking with him while he carried a dead body!
"This clearly excludes any threat, don't you think?"
He glanced up towards his right, to the fair haired tall one. "Demetri?"
This was Demetri?! He looked in his mid twentys. Not nearly old enough to have had a da- Oh, wait a minute. I glaned to mom and dad, who looked seventeen and eighteen. Hilariously, I scoffed mentally. Well, don't judge a book by it's cover. He pursed his lips and shook his head. "I do,"
"Felix?" He turned his head to the one on the left. The largest one of them all. "Not a threat what so ever."
His voice was deeper, scarier. I shuddered, and his eyes flickered over me. He winked, toyingly. God, why did the men of the Volturi do that? Of course, I was repulsed and startled by this ones wink; Alec's held a totally different effect on me. Alec's head slowly turned to the female beside him. The one who was giving nothing away. Simply glaring towards mom. I had a feeling she didn't like mom all that much. Wasn't to worry though... Mom was glaring right back. She clearly didn't like Jane either. "Jane?" He whispered.
Her eyelids fell, letting her eyes brush with her skin; and her head turned to face Alec. "You know what I think, brother."
Alec snorted, and then returned his attention towards me. "Other than showing an mere interest in hunting animals on every friday-" Oh, he remembered! "- she is merely like an everyday human. She holds no threat what so ever to anyone around her, vampire or human. Because of this, the Volturi will not take further action. You are all free to live life with a clean slate. Please note Aro's apologys with not being here himself, and his blessing for allowing me to condure this investigation."
Dad's shoulders relaxed, and mom let out a little breath. "Thank you, Alec."
He bowed his head. "Now that everything is over," his eyes met mine. My chest was aching, my eyes were burning. "We will leave you in peace. Thank you for your hospitality."
Alec took his sisters hand, then gently tugged her around. The larger ones followed, after nodding in goodbye. The backs of them continued to stalk towards the end of the meadow. Mom was hugging dad, pulling me into the middle of them. Grandma and Grandpa were laughing, celebrating on their own account. Alice was giggling, poking at Jacob's fur, while the pack howled to the sky. Everything was safe again in Forks and La push. And yet, here I was; watching the man I loved walk away while my family celebrated his departure. Hugging me to their chests as if I would be happy he was leaving. I remembered the day when I thought I would be. Back before I became his friend, back before I wanted him, back before I loved him... Before he loved me...
"Alec!"
I couldn't hold it any longer. I pushed out from my parents, gathering all my courage and strength to get free. I kicked at the floor, sprinting as fast as I could to the leaving shadows.
"Renesmee!" Mom was shouting, but I ignored her. I ignored them all. I didn't need them like I needed Alec. I didn't love them the same way I loved him. Alec peered over his shoulder; his lips parting and then his hand breaking from his sisters. He set on towards me too, only he was jogging.
"Alec!" Jane was hissing, but he was ignoring her too. I hurried more, meeting him halfway. His hands went right to my face, cupping each of my cheeks; his fingers in my hair. He pulled me to him, his lips crushing to mine in that instant. I gripped at his cloak, clenching to him for dear life. I didn't care that his sister, my family or anyone was watching. I didn't care what they thought of this. All I cared about was him. He pulled away, brushing his thumbs across my cheeks. I was crying, rightfully so. The thought of him not being here... Not being with me... I thought I would be able to handle it, I knew this day would come, but I couldn't. I just couldn't be without him.
"Please don't leave me." I whispered, another set of tears escaping. He brushed his thumbs over them again, his eyes giving away that he too didn't want to go. That he would stay with me forever if he could. He pulled me to him, his arms embrasing me lovingly. "You said the points... They could be used for anything I desired." I cried into his chest.
"I did," He whispered.
"Don't leave me. Stay with me."
"You know I would if I could... But Jane..." Alec whispered in my hair.
"Then let me come with you. Please," I was begging. I was probably seen as pathetic, and childish, but I meant every word of it. "I'll leave my family, I'll leave everything. I need you, Alec... Please."
"You and I both know the Volturi is not the life for you," he pulled away from me. His hands took my face again. "Look at what you have, who you are. I couldn't ask you to leave this for me, Renesmee. It would be a crime,"
"I don't care. I want to be with you."
"And you will be... One day,"
I sniffed, my breath becoming impossible to catch. "Alec.."
"You are my Juliet, Reny." Alec assured. "There will never be anyone else."
"And you are my Romeo.."
"You see? We will be together... Soon. I'd rather die than not be with you. But I am with you.. Forever."
I sniffed again. "And always."
He nodded, his lips curving. "And always, yes."
"When will I see you again?"
Alec chuckled, though this one was painful and hurt. "Fifty five years, we agreed. Keep your points, save them for when we meet again."
I nodded, my heart hammering with loss. "I love you."
"And I love you," he said loud and clear. He didn't care. He didn't care that Jane heard him! He closed in on us again, pressing our lips together. A last kiss... He made it last, letting our tongues dance the final dance of passion and love. When he pulled away, his eyes were large and saddened. Mirroring mine. "Don't cry,"
I nodded, holding back a sob. Alec then glanced down to his chest and let his hands find the necklace. He pulled it from his neck, and put it over mine. "What are you doing?"
"This has been with me my entire existence. It was the only thing I allowed to be close to my heart," he said; pulling my hair from under it, so it would be around my neck properly. "And that's where it should stay. With my heart... Which you own, and forever will."
I clutched at the pendant. "You'll get another one?"
Alec shook his head. "That one is mine. You are a part of me now, Renesmee. Therefor, it's with me in a way."
I smiled halfly, and pulled him in closer. Hugging him tightly. "I'll miss you,"
"Hey," he chuckled; leaning down and whispering into my hair. "We always have email."
"Email sex, should be interesting." I used my gift to whisper it into his mind. Hopefully mom was still using her gift. He chuckled and nodded. "Indeed it will. Look at me."
I looked up at him, and for the last time gazed into his eyes. "I will be with you. I promise you that. I'd travel the world to see your face, Renesmee."
"Alec," a hiss from the female Alec sounded. He peeked over his shoulder and muttered something in Italian. Damn me for not learning it when I had the chance! She growled, but silenced. His eyes turned back to mine. "Now.. I want you to kiss me, tell me you love me and only me, then go back to your family and celebrate that you are allowed to live."
"But.." I gasped, mid sob.
Alec shook his head once. "No buts. Do you understand me?"
I nodded, letting a final sob exit my lips. Going onto my tiptoes, I kissed his lips deeply; wantonly, lovingly. Giving it my all. All my love for him into this kiss. Showing him how much I would miss him, and he did the same. He gave everything back to me, proving to me that his love was real. That everything we did wasn't just false. He meant everything, everything he said... He pulled away, his eyes closed and his head resting against mine.
"I love you, Alec. I love you and only you." I whispered, his eyes clenching closed tighter. "Always."
"And forever," he whispered back; looking into my eyes in that moment. "Go. Be with your family."
Alec's stepped back, our hands that were linked were the only things connecting us. Slowly, our fingers separated, and I was left backing up alone. Watching him. Alec gave me a final smile, turned around and set on towards his waiting, pissed off, sister. I turned too, peeking over my shoulder every now and then as I walked back towards my waiting, confused, family. But then I stopped, my heart bursting. Turning around again, to find him taking his sisters hand again I called to him.
"Don't forget me!"
Alec's head turned, and I could make out the smile.
"I never did." Was his answer, carried by the wind. Then they vanished into the forest. Dad's arm went around me, and slowly he began to lead me back towards the house. Everyone was probably confused as to what they just witnessed; but nothing was said about it. I just wandered along with them, quietly thinking to myself. Smiling to myself with the memory of his lips and his words. He loved me, always. Not a word was spoken about Alec and I when we got home, and just like he had said; we celebrated. Mom phoned aunt Rose, she spoke to me for five minutes, I got to speak to uncle Emmett, and then uncle Jasper. Eventually, getting around all of the Denali's, I managed to sneak upstairs to the room I hardly stayed in. I set up the laptop, taking the note he had given me. Again, I read over it.
Before I forget to give it to you in the future, you'll find my email address below. I will see you soon. I love you.
-A.'
He loved me. I smiled again, and typed in the email address he had given me. Adding it as a contact, I sent him a simple email that said it all.
From: Renesmee Cullen
To: Alec of the Volturi
Subject: Hearts.
Date: Wednesday 19th.
We will be together... Soon.
I smiled at the thought of him returning home to that little email. I yawned, and fell into my bed and letting my eyes close. Time would pass quickly... And one day, one day soon, I'll have Alec back. And when I do, I was never letting him go. He was mine and I was his.
We would be together... And it would be soon. We both would make sure of it.
I slowly drifted into a world of Alec of the Volturi, the man I loved, the immortal I treasured and the monster I craved. The human Alec, was nothing but a memory. This, cunning, cocky, charming, devilish, sadistic, amazing vampire was my Alec. And he would always be mine.
After all... It was our destiny.
Somewhere, far from Forks, in a small house in Seattle, a family had been torn apart mere moments after Renesmee's email was sent. The one behind it, sat on the head of the houses chair, her feet up on the table that were clothed with pitch black boots. Her bleach blonde hair waved with the wind due to the shattered window, while her crimson eyes glistened in the moonlight. Her red lips, curled in annoyance, bared her teeth that were clenched. "She thinks she can steal him so easily. We'll see... He is mine."
"He's yours," Another voice whispered from the corner. Around her throat was the only piece of her human years she had left, that this girl let her keep. A necklace her father had given her. Her name inscripted on it, reminding her of who she was. Mary.
The females eyes flicked towards Mary, making her cower. "Go see on our little friends, Mary." She ordered. Mary nodded, shifting. Our friends. Our friends, she kept telling herself. They would be her friends. Well, the ones who were gifted. She didn't like the ones who weren't. She saw no use in them. She hated them. She killed them. Mary pulled the door open, and went down to the cellar. She did a body count. One, two, three, four.
Three girls, one boy. The boy was awake. He was sitting in the corner, hugging his legs. His hair was scruffy, and flopping in front of his large red eyes. He was emotionless, but sad looking. He missed someone. Someone he loved.
Mary liked him. He made her stomach funny. She hoped he was gifted. His name was Scot. His name tag said so. The female upstairs had picked him up four nights ago, at his work in a super market. He looked like someone the girl upstairs loved once. That's why he could stay alive... For now. Mary looked to the other girls, two of them were still asleep. One was awake. She was older than Mary. She had been like this longer too. Her name was Delilah. She was only allowed to live because she was gifted, and she looked like someone the girl upstairs loved once too. "Are you okay?" Mary asked, her voice frail. Her throat burned. She was hungry again. She was always hungry. Delilah nodded. She was just waiting on the other two girls asleep. Mary looked to Scot. He smiled slightly, and nodded too.
Mary smiled back, and then went back upstairs. The girl was still sitting in the chair.
"They are still asleep."
The girl looked too her, and nodded. "Alright. It won't be long now until they wake up."
The girl was building a family again. The one she had lost. All that was missing was him. She needed him. She wanted him back. He was hers. Mary sat down onto the sofa again, waiting.
"I will get him back," she said. "Or my name isn't Lilianna Lovell. Alec Cecil, will be mine."
Mary nodded, wrapping her arms around her legs. Lilianna will have Alec. He was hers.
A/N:
Well guys, this had been fun! I am so, so, so, so sorry about the long, long wait. My internet was playing up, and I couldn't get on! Thanks to everyone who reviewed; good & bad! It's under debate if there will be a next one... Or should I leave it to your imaginations to run wild with what could happen? ;D Anyway... Large thank you to everyone! I really mean it. Without you guys, I probably would have given up around the 14th chapter.
I hope you've enjoyed reading this... God, seem's so weird having to say these words... But here goes.
THE END.
