Diary Secrets

That sound, the sound of her laughing. It was the best possible sound in the world. I would do anything I possibly could to hear that laugh. Luckily for me, she was an easy person to make laugh. Her laugh just brought something out of, I don't know what and I didn't know how to explain it in a way that it would sense. It's kind of like how some people love the sound of the rain, they will just sit and listen to it for hours. That was her laugh for me, it was a record I could never stop playing in my head.

That smile, the smile that would light up her whole face. It was best possible sight in the world. I would do anything I possibly could to see her smile. Luckily for me, she was an easy person to make smile. I didn't know how to explain her smile, her smile could light the whole world up. With just one glance at the smile, everyone would stop what they were doing just to see that smile. Then proceed to do anything to make that smile last for hours. I could never stop picturing that smile in my head, every time she would smile; I'd take a mental snap in my brain and never forget.

Those eyes, those eyes that would sparkle with hope. It was impossible to deny those eyes, so far? No one had been successful in denying those eyes of what they wanted. Those eyes told a thousand stories. Those eyes could look deep into your soul and make you confess, quicker than anything. With one glance into those eyes, you would be mesmerise by them. How deep of a brown they were, almost a chocolate colour. How much raw emotion would come over you, when you looked into them. You wanted to confess all your sins to these eyes and hope forgiveness. Those eyes, always gives you forgiveness; no matter what you've done. Through photos and in my mind these eyes would and could just pop-out at you, making you never forget those eyes.

Those lips, those desirable lips. Those kissable, pouty, pinkish lips. Those lips formed that beautiful smile that could never be erased from your mind, but those lips could be use for other things. Sinful things, like helping her crying out all of her wants and needs. What she needed you to do to her right in that second and you'd hate to disobey such a beautiful words come from those pouty lips. Like, asking you to beg and scream out your desire at the top of your lungs, hoping someone would hear how desperate you were for her. You, of course gulp up every opportunity you have to have those lips all across your body. You, can never forget the first time she went down on you with those lips, kissed unmarked territory and gave you something no one had managed to do before.

That body, that tone, fit body. All those years of swimmer, really did pay of; especially if you get a body like hers. Muscle toned and able to hold her own weight up, so as not to squash you. Strong arms and legs that can pin you to a bed or wall, depending on her choosing. Strong arms, that are willing and able to carry you around; whenever you should choose to ask. Those arms, always willing to give you a piggyback. She is your horse and you are her horse back riders. The way her tummy muscle flexed when you kiss across her rips. The way they harden from holding in breath because she can't believe you are doing this to her. The way her back can arch serval inches of the bed, is always impressive to you. The way her body completely relaxes as she is coming down from a high, her toes relax, her fingers relax and all her muscle relax with pure satisfaction.

But those are only her physical attributes, can you imagine the personality that goes with that?

"Hey, what are you doing?" I heard a voice asked walking into the room.

"I got bored."

"Hanna, I was gone for two seconds. Getting you that drink, you asked for."

"Sorry."

"Are you really?"

"No, I can't believe you wrote all that?"

"It was meant to be private, hence it being hidden."

"Has Emily read this?"

"No, of course not."

"Why not? It's not like she'd mind or thought the exact same about you."

"That's not the point. Some thoughts are meant to stay private."

"Whatever. I'm sorry I read your diary, but truthfully I'm happy."

"I don't understand."

"After Alison and Maya, I never thought Emily would be happy again. She is my best friend and I wasn't able to make her happy, that crushed me like you would not
believe. I just want Emily to be happy, that's all a best friend can truly ask for, right? So, to hear you are happy with Emily and that Emily is happy with you, it makes me happy."

"Thanks," Aria said surprised with my honesty.

I asked "Does Emily's tummy really tighten when you kiss her ribs?"

With a laugh, Aria replied with "So tight, you wouldn't believe. It freaked me out the first time, I was scared Emily wasn't getting enough oxygen." It was my turn to look at Aria in shock, not by the details but by the fact Aria had actually told me and was truthful about it.

"Hey," we heard Spencer voice say as her and Emily enter Aria's bedroom. I watched as Emily immediately went to Aria's side. Wrapping an arm around her and leaning down to peck Aria's cheek.

Aria asked "What are you guys doing here?"

Spencer dobbed "I was getting sick of this ones mopping, all she could do was talk about you. She wouldn't stop staring at her phone for like, ten minutes straight. The only way I got her to stop was by throwing a pillow at her."

"Aww," Aria said looking up at Emily with sweet eyes.

Emily whispered but was loud enough for us all to hear "I was missing my girlfriend."

While Aria and I "Awed," at Emily's cuteness, Spencer start to make throwing up noises.

Spencer asked "Why are you Awing, your normally with me on making throwing up noises?"

I replied with "Well, it's hard to do anything when you've read this?" I held up Aria's diary for all to see.

Emily said looking at Aria concerned "She read your diary."

"It's okay Emily," Aria soothed while Spencer began reading the diary.

"Wow," Spencer spoke looking up at Aria in whole new light.

I stated "Right? It's so cute and well written."

"Definitely, a lot of thought went into this," Spencer said making Aria blush.

Aria then said to Emily "You can read it as well, if you want." At this Spencer stood to give the book to Emily, on the correct page and everything.

I watched in amazement as Emily closed the diary and placed it on Aria's bed, stating "I know how much that diary means to you and those are private thoughts, you have. So, I don't want to read them," Emily shrugged at the end.

"But, I gave you permission," Aria said voice in slight shock.

Emily said "Aria, you've only said that because they're here and they've read it; without permission. You don't want me to feel left you, so you gave me permission but it's not what you truly want. I understand and respect that."

"Damm, you know me so well," Aria said before leaning up to kiss Emily fully on the lips; something she rarely does in front of us.

Spencer grumbled "Now, I feel like a really ass for reading that."

"Right," I agreed feeling slightly bad.

Emily said looking into Aria's eyes "Anything that is written there that you want share just speak, because I will never, ever read your diary Aria."

"Damm," Spencer and I whispered at the same time.

Spencer asked "Where can I find a boy made like that? I want the guy version of Emily."

"Agreed," I say nodding.

Aria said running her finger through Emily's hair "Sorry, Emily's one of a kind and no, I'm not really sorry, Hanna." Aria turned to smirk at me before turning to look back at Emily.

"I love you Aria," Emily whispered. At Aria's gasp, I knew that this was the first time Emily had mutter those words out loud. I felt like a proud Mum, watching the scene before me. I was really surprised tears hadn't started leaking from my eyes, there was no onions; that's why.

"I lo-" Aria start to say but Emily cut her off with "You don't have to say it back, say it when your ready."

"But I am ready Emily. I love you too Emily. I am in love with you, I have been since the first moment I laid eyes on you. I just didn't know what it was back then. I love you Emily."

"I am in love with you too Aria," Emily breathed out making my heart swoon for the pair.

Spencer broke the moment by saying "Alright, enough of this before you make me cry. Let's begin this movie night."

"Movie night?" Aria questioned confused.

Spencer said "Well your parents aren't here, that's what you and Hanna were planning to do. Now, Emily and I are just joining in."

"Okay then," Aria said not fussed.

I announced "I'll order the pizzas, Spencer you pick the movie and you two get the mattresses, blankets and pillows ready."

Emily joked "If I didn't know any better, I'd swear we were suddenly at Hanna's house with the way she's bossing us around."

"Right," Aria agreed with a laugh.

I threaten "That's it, no cheesy garlic bread for either of you two." This cause Aria and Emily to protest while Spencer doubled over in laughter.

Emily then said in a clear, cool, crisp, almost creepy voice "You wouldn't do that, now would you Hanna? Not after you invaded Aria's privacy like you did and hurt her feelings, like you wouldn't believe."

"Oh, your good. When you put your mind to it, your good," I say amazed at how well that worked.

Aria said "You wouldn't believe it," while Emily said "I learnt from the best."

At Emily's words, we looked at her confused and she explained "Alison, duh."

"Okay, let's not bring your exes into this conversation," Aria complained getting jealous.

Spencer looked at me saying "You said something about pizza."

"Right," I replied. Just like that everything went back to normal. Spencer and I headed downstairs to do our job while Emily and Aria moved to do their job, at least I hoped that's what they were doing. But when they came downstairs and Emily had flushed cheeks, I knew my hope at been misguided.

The End.