Chapter 19

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Welcome back :) only one more chapter to go after this. T.T I have been with this fic for a little over a year, and it is kinda of sad for it to be ending, but at the same time I am very happy. I do hope that I can do right on the ending. If you have an idea for the last chapter at what you want to see please comment or PM me so I can see what I can do.

With everything I do hope that you like this chapter I know you have been waiting a long time for answers on Eren and what is happening with him :) so I do hope you like it and a surprise guest as well.
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Eren's POV

I lie there on the cold concert floor, as I look on into the dark remembering what I have just done. There was no going back, I just wish that I could have seen Levi one last time. My eyelids grew heavier with each passing second. I might be dying, but at least my father met death first, of course I regret on not seeing Levi one more time, but at least I took that fucker down with me. My eyes closed which didn't seem to make a difference there was darkness still, but one thing that seemed to fade was the pain that coursed through my battered body. I will just rest a few minutes, I need to get back to Levi, I thought to myself as I slept into the blackness.

I opened my eyes feeling the soft warm breeze flowing over me, I saw a blue sky with clouds slowly drifting overhead. I sat up, how did I get here? Where is here? I am so confused, I don't even remember what I was doing before I came here. What is going on?!

I felt panic rise in my chest as I looked around, I was sitting underneath a huge oak tree shading me from the afternoon sun. I was sitting in a middle of a large field, the grass bending in the wind as it passed through it in waves. There was almost no sound to be heard except for the constant wind. I turned my head and saw a small blanket with a white basket set up a few yards away from my spot underneath the tree.

What is that? Is someone else here? I pushed myself from the soft cushion of the grass, there was a sudden gust of wind kicking up bring dust up into my face. I brought my arms to face to protect my eyes from the dust, I slowly lowered my arms after it passed and there was now a women standing beside the blanket. She had a beautiful white dress coming down to her knees, and large white sun hat casting a shadowed over her face. She was waving her hand at me beckoning me to join her over there, I let myself take a few tentative steps closer to her, watching her all the while.

As I got closer I saw that she had long beautiful auburn hair that was pulled into over her shoulder. I felt that I should that I know her, but I couldn't place of why, I stopped at the edge of the blanket and stared at her. She slowly took her hat off, and met my stare with a warm smile, I stood there in shock.

"Hello baby, I am sorry that I meet you again like this," She said with tears rolling down her check.

"Momma," my voice and lips trembled, as I stared at her, this couldn't be she was supposed to be dead. I shook my head as I stared at her, but there she was standing in front of me. "Momma!" I didn't care, I didn't think about what it meant. I threw myself at her hugging her with all I had, "I have missed you momma." I cried, as she held me up.

"I have missed you too baby," She took my checks into her hands as she studied my face, "You have grown into a handsome young man without me. I wish I was given more time with you, but there is always a bigger plan for us. I am just happy that I get to call you my son." She said as she wiped my tears away. "As I would love to talk to you forever, I am only given a certain amount of time baby." She said as she pulled back.

I took a deep breath to steady myself as I stared at her, "Wait if I am talking to you, does that mean I'm dead?" I asked in fear, of course I said I was ready to meet death, but at the same time I wish that I had a little more time on Earth. I couldn't leave Levi on his own, not after all the people that have abandoned him.

My mother sighed a sad longing look in her eyes as if she knew what I am missing, "It is hard to explain…" she paused a moment thinking on what to say, "yes you are dead, but at the same time you are not, there is a chance for you to return to earth, but at the same time you can choose to stay here. The reason is, your body is being kept alive as we speak, and ambulance has been called and those young people are fighting to keep you there, putting everything they can to help you, but it is up to you to choose to accept that call."

I opened and closed my mouth unable to think, I had died, or I was dead as we spoke, yet I could chose to go back, I could go back to Levi, Armin, Mikasa, everyone. I could go back to the world of the live grow up and have a life. Or I could stay here with my mom a women who was taken away from me when I was young, the one who didn't get to watch her son grow up.

"Now just wait I know what you are thinking, I am not upset that I didn't get to be with you every step of the way. I am just upset of what you had to go through, I love you I have gotten to watch you afar, I am happy that you have friends that can be there for." A devilish smirk played upon her face now, "and the young man, that has been fighting tooth and nail himself to get you back."

"L-Levi?" I looked at her in shock, she knew that I liked Levi, that I was gay.

"Ahh yes that was his name, he has been making wishes, promises to anyone that is willing to listen, he had said that he would gladly take you place if only you came back. I must say he is the perfect man for my baby."

"So you aren't mad, I-I mean disappointed that I like guys?" I asked scared, but happy that my mother liked Levi, of course I was always afraid that I had disappointed her that I like boys instead of girls, but I could haven't know, well until now, what she thought.

"Of course not baby, I couldn't be happier," she reaches out a places a soft hand on my cheek, "baby I know that choice you are going to choose, I am just happy that I had a few moments with you to tell you that I am happy of the young man you have become, and that there is nothing that could make me disappointed in you." She place a kiss to my forehead, "I do I wish that I could spend more time with you, but it time for us to part ways, I love you baby, but it is time that you woke up."

Tears slid out my eyes once again, "Yes momma, I would love to join you, but right now Levi needs me. I am all he has as of right now, I promise to make you proud of me. Till next time."

She smiles and pulls away, "Of course baby, I cannot wait to see you happy, and make sure to adopt me some grandchildren you hear me!" She says as her own tears slide down her face. Time seemed to blur, everything slipped into blackness once again.

Pain was brought back in full force as voice where yelling above me, I opened my eyes and saw shadow figures above me as the ceiling rushed above us, "L-Levi."

"His back!" Someone yelled above me, "we have just now got a steady pulse back, but he isn't out of woods yet."

The voice started to fade as I once again slipped into darkness, but I knew this time that I would wake up from it all, I just need to rest a little longer. I couldn't wait till I was reunited with everyone.